maybe this shouldn't even have started. i don't know. i think i'm being selfish, to have such selfish thoughts. this is mad, when i just started to overcome it............it ends. sorry, i can't be the one.


after all, i'm just a stranger. someone who can nvr be there, but only meant as a last resort. but don't worry, i understand. and what can i expect? nothing, so i think i understand. yeahh, the devil's already in you. now mine's coming to get me, tell me, how do i run away from it? to find a place to hide so it doesn't catch me. then i'll be ruined, for all those thoughts would come back again.


i'm becoming evil, turning into someone even I myself don't know.