Thursday, September 28, 2006
EXAMS IN 5 DAYS!! ahhh..n i'm still like stuck in the midst of studying... n i tink this exam stress is driving me nuts.. making me do things wen i'm in a right state of mind wun do (i dun need to mention it).. n i get easily irritated (PMS??)..but i'll try to control myself. i need encouragement.. if u guys r free can please just come up to me n tell me that you love me..please!! ibegu... ahhh..just at least brighten up my day..coz i just love u ppl! but i dunno if u love me too... i need lots of love to keep me going..just abit more before i die in FYE...thanks alot. love u ppl.. n those who tio the amkss illness..GET WELL SOON!!
Friday, September 22, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
my life is in a complete mess.. i guess its breakdown time again. so stress.
end of year exam is in 17 days. n i'm still unsure of wad i wan.. i need someone to show me the way. i noe i'm useless..but i dunno how to change.. i've got so many things in my head. friendship stuff, which class to go to next yr, how to deal with seperating into diff classes next yr, n my CCA. i love my CCA. i love the ppl in my CCA. but things r changing. i love the ppl in my cca but i dunno if they love me too.. ahhh. not in BGR love.. but in friendship love. love n motivation is wad keeps me going now. small small gestures will brighten up my day. just one sentence of 'i love u' will change how i'm feeling. i love my class. i love my classmates. but again.. i dunno if they love me.. i feel as if i'm a boat in the middle of a vast ocean.. with no destination and no other bigger boats to bring me to an island.. to bring me to safety. care abt how i'm doing in the middle of that vast ocean. to even make the effort to come n look for me.
anyway..i shall tell myself to brace up..work hard for the EOYs..n dun get irritated by minor things. to love even those who dun love me. to care for those who do not care for me. to continue to love all my friends and be a better person. i will try to make those around me happy..
p.s i shall tell myself to be a happier person
pp.s i shall try not to irritate ppl
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
my life is in a complete mess.. i guess its breakdown time again. so stress.
end of year exam is in 17 days. n i'm still unsure of wad i wan.. i need someone to show me the way. i noe i'm useless..but i dunno how to change.. i've got so many things in my head. friendship stuff, which class to go to next yr, how to deal with seperating into diff classes next yr, n my CCA. i love my CCA. i love the ppl in my CCA. but things r changing. i love the ppl in my cca but i dunno if they love me too.. ahhh. not in BGR love.. but in friendship love. love n motivation is wad keeps me going now. small small gestures will brighten up my day. just one sentence of 'i love u' will change how i'm feeling. i love my class. i love my classmates. but again.. i dunno if they love me.. i feel as if i'm a boat in the middle of a vast ocean.. with no destination and no other bigger boats to bring me to an island.. to bring me to safety. care abt how i'm doing in the middle of that vast ocean. to even make the effort to come n look for me.
anyway..i shall tell myself to brace up..work hard for the EOYs..n dun get irritated by minor things. to love even those who dun love me. to care for those who do not care for me. to continue to love all my friends and be a better person. i will try to make those around me happy..
p.s i shall tell myself to be a happier person
pp.s i shall try not to irritate ppl
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
ahh..i realised i long time nvr blog le.. lots of things have happened le..
for example, the North District Camp (NDC)..n the RC international bazaar..=)
NDC is leisure camp..my camp mentors r nice..but Charlie grp de nicer?? haha..my mentors are QIHUI mdm, QINGXIANG sir n DENISE mdm.. hmm, is denise mdm counted?? i dunno larr..but qihui mdm n qingxiang sir is verii nice..denise mdm like veri bored lidat...but u noe..the camp is leisure mahh..so she cant be scolding the whole time so thats why she's sian..hahas. finding reasons as to why denise mdm is so sian.. diao rite? i noe.. hahahaha. but the 1st day whole time is play games. den i was verii enthu can..u ask qianhui...i taught the grp mates our ALPHA cheer.. i sooo good hor.. haha no larr..i being bhb..=)
dinner was chao bad larr..haha. ermm. actually maybe is becoz of the rain?? spoil the whole mood. plus we are not shou ren ..we still dun reallie noe each other. hahas. den after dinner got campfire. we did the songs n our grp performance. den sabo xuanle n chee yen oso.. we so bad....den at night, shower but din wash hair...err xin horr..i noe, but the beds in the bunks more err xin.. btw the VIs nvr ever washed the bed b4.. n its reallie very dusty can.. ewwww.. but i still slept. sorrie qianhui if u din sleep well. so sorrie.. hahas =) i slept till 5.45am den my fone buzzed coz of the alarm. den woke edna, juliana n yinyin who were in the other bunk. we got ready den wen downstairs at 6.45am to report and see the flag raising.
den had PT with yongcheng sir. veri shiok..but hot. the weather damn hot den they still ask us wear trackpants. was sweating like mad can. den we finally had our breakfast at dunno wad time. mdm joan cooked our breakfast consisting of egg, bread, baked beans n sausage. sounds good hor..but........ hmm. better dun say.. ltr u all puke..hahas. poor qianhui, she took a serving of baked beans so that there wun be leftovers. n she forced down the beans with plain water. =) so wei da horr.. love ya qianhui! =)
den after breakfast we played water games. quite interesting larr.. but i was not enthu le..i was so sian even qianhui could see that..hahas. but just played through.den finally after the games we had time to change into dry clothes n do area cleaning. finish le jiu clean the bunks, toilets etc. den after the de-brief we went to eat lunch. we wen northpoint coz there was a direct bus to yishun int. i slept the whole time in the bus,,which was abt like 1 hr. juliana oso slept but yinyin n edna toked the whole way!!.. u both not tired mehh?? hahas. but felt shuang after waking up. ate at the foodcourt. food was so much nicer compared to camp..=) no offence xD. den wen home to SLEEP!!..hahas.
okkae..sorrie ppl to torture ur eyes..this is just finish of NDC ..still got bazaar.. hahas.
there was international bazzar on sunday. was reallie slack. but not for mdm xinyu, mdm kexin n mdm weilin. they had to help out at a stall selling mee siam n laksa. so kelian hor.. while the rest of us were blowing balloons.. i blow n blow n blow n i felt so sick of the balloon smell..=) felt like puking so i asked van to pei me go walk walk. we bought a coupon..den wen ard looking for food!! hahas. we shared ice cream.. soo en ai hor.. no larr.. but van dun like me =((.. sad. boohoo..xD
den slacked ard somemore... so bored i felt like sleeping. finally could go home at 6..mdm kexin felt sick.. awww..must be stand at the stall too long le..=) xinku ni le...den mdm kexin n mdm weilin went home 1st. they walked with the rest except me n mdm xinyu. we toured the place one last time coz mdm xinyu said she din reallie see the place. but in the end there was nth much so we went home. met edna they all at the mrt n wen home together. so tired man... ahhhh..end of my post!! hahas..
no! one more thing...EOY is in less den 20 days!!!!!...ahhhhh..my doomsday =)... i will die..some one save me!! getting into a anxious mood now!!...must do well or not i will be so upset... haish... okkae jiayou ppl.. dun let urself down wor..must work hard n we will move on as a class!!
p.s juliana..dun be scared of mdm xinyu..=)
pp.s happy early birthday to qianhui n vanessa n shaokwang..
for example, the North District Camp (NDC)..n the RC international bazaar..=)
NDC is leisure camp..my camp mentors r nice..but Charlie grp de nicer?? haha..my mentors are QIHUI mdm, QINGXIANG sir n DENISE mdm.. hmm, is denise mdm counted?? i dunno larr..but qihui mdm n qingxiang sir is verii nice..denise mdm like veri bored lidat...but u noe..the camp is leisure mahh..so she cant be scolding the whole time so thats why she's sian..hahas. finding reasons as to why denise mdm is so sian.. diao rite? i noe.. hahahaha. but the 1st day whole time is play games. den i was verii enthu can..u ask qianhui...i taught the grp mates our ALPHA cheer.. i sooo good hor.. haha no larr..i being bhb..=)
dinner was chao bad larr..haha. ermm. actually maybe is becoz of the rain?? spoil the whole mood. plus we are not shou ren ..we still dun reallie noe each other. hahas. den after dinner got campfire. we did the songs n our grp performance. den sabo xuanle n chee yen oso.. we so bad....den at night, shower but din wash hair...err xin horr..i noe, but the beds in the bunks more err xin.. btw the VIs nvr ever washed the bed b4.. n its reallie very dusty can.. ewwww.. but i still slept. sorrie qianhui if u din sleep well. so sorrie.. hahas =) i slept till 5.45am den my fone buzzed coz of the alarm. den woke edna, juliana n yinyin who were in the other bunk. we got ready den wen downstairs at 6.45am to report and see the flag raising.
den had PT with yongcheng sir. veri shiok..but hot. the weather damn hot den they still ask us wear trackpants. was sweating like mad can. den we finally had our breakfast at dunno wad time. mdm joan cooked our breakfast consisting of egg, bread, baked beans n sausage. sounds good hor..but........ hmm. better dun say.. ltr u all puke..hahas. poor qianhui, she took a serving of baked beans so that there wun be leftovers. n she forced down the beans with plain water. =) so wei da horr.. love ya qianhui! =)
den after breakfast we played water games. quite interesting larr.. but i was not enthu le..i was so sian even qianhui could see that..hahas. but just played through.den finally after the games we had time to change into dry clothes n do area cleaning. finish le jiu clean the bunks, toilets etc. den after the de-brief we went to eat lunch. we wen northpoint coz there was a direct bus to yishun int. i slept the whole time in the bus,,which was abt like 1 hr. juliana oso slept but yinyin n edna toked the whole way!!.. u both not tired mehh?? hahas. but felt shuang after waking up. ate at the foodcourt. food was so much nicer compared to camp..=) no offence xD. den wen home to SLEEP!!..hahas.
okkae..sorrie ppl to torture ur eyes..this is just finish of NDC ..still got bazaar.. hahas.
there was international bazzar on sunday. was reallie slack. but not for mdm xinyu, mdm kexin n mdm weilin. they had to help out at a stall selling mee siam n laksa. so kelian hor.. while the rest of us were blowing balloons.. i blow n blow n blow n i felt so sick of the balloon smell..=) felt like puking so i asked van to pei me go walk walk. we bought a coupon..den wen ard looking for food!! hahas. we shared ice cream.. soo en ai hor.. no larr.. but van dun like me =((.. sad. boohoo..xD
den slacked ard somemore... so bored i felt like sleeping. finally could go home at 6..mdm kexin felt sick.. awww..must be stand at the stall too long le..=) xinku ni le...den mdm kexin n mdm weilin went home 1st. they walked with the rest except me n mdm xinyu. we toured the place one last time coz mdm xinyu said she din reallie see the place. but in the end there was nth much so we went home. met edna they all at the mrt n wen home together. so tired man... ahhhh..end of my post!! hahas..
no! one more thing...EOY is in less den 20 days!!!!!...ahhhhh..my doomsday =)... i will die..some one save me!! getting into a anxious mood now!!...must do well or not i will be so upset... haish... okkae jiayou ppl.. dun let urself down wor..must work hard n we will move on as a class!!
p.s juliana..dun be scared of mdm xinyu..=)
pp.s happy early birthday to qianhui n vanessa n shaokwang..
Friday, September 08, 2006
EOY exams are in less than 1 month.. n my revision hasn't gone that far yet.. ahhhh i need MOTIVATION!! where's my source of motivation?
will someone be kind enough to tell me to get down to serious work?? at this rate, i tink my l1r5 for the EOY exams will be more than 15!.. n even if i crawl, i dun tink i can get into 3/4.. i should just bang my head against the wall..
today's already THURSDAY..and there's a north district camp tmr n sat, and there is an international bazzar on sunday..which means no time to study..ahhh. n i miss my friends lots.. every single one of u.. must jiayous okk..we will get into our dream class de..
p.s i dunno how to do eng portfolio.
pp.s i tink i shan't go for the bazaar on sunday.
will someone be kind enough to tell me to get down to serious work?? at this rate, i tink my l1r5 for the EOY exams will be more than 15!.. n even if i crawl, i dun tink i can get into 3/4.. i should just bang my head against the wall..
today's already THURSDAY..and there's a north district camp tmr n sat, and there is an international bazzar on sunday..which means no time to study..ahhh. n i miss my friends lots.. every single one of u.. must jiayous okk..we will get into our dream class de..
p.s i dunno how to do eng portfolio.
pp.s i tink i shan't go for the bazaar on sunday.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
today trng quite funn..=) more xiang yang liao..with angry mdms n scared cadets..i tink i'm bian tai :p..wad to do..today i ic..wahh ic always get 'special' treatment de ..wahahaha..anyway today mdm wenjia n sir keat leong came for trng.
we started out with footdrill..mdm weilin taught us new drill..more fun den the normal trng where we do everything the same de..den PT..supposed to run 2.4km de..den the mdms got 'special' plan worr..'abduct' our ppl wen we doing pt/running. me n edna PT ic mahh..den we both stand infront. so we din realise vivien missing. the mdms took her away!! XD
den after that we continued PT..den this time we smarter ..me stand in front lead, edna stand behind..who noes..she got took away..den gd ting i realised early..or not sure get scolded again. den they ask us go class 3/1 outside..there..we kana 'tekan'..can i call it tekan?? hmm..dunno leii..all i noe is that i couldn't breathe..=)..edna had to come down 'fetch' me..so i rest lorr..while they in pumping position doing pumping..i feel so bad leii..but mdm xinyu n mdm kexin dun let me do with them.
arghh..finally aft awhile den they let me do..budden i just got into that position den they ask us to recover..-.- so they continued with their plan..which is to scold us individually abt our appraisals..smart eh .hahas
den some ppl got it verii bad..feel so bad can't be with them wen they get scolded..hey..they still sec 1s leii.. must give them more kong jian ..=)
aiyah..i believe they will learn de..hopefully. i hope our unit can be more UNITED!! den its one for all, all for one..n we must standardise all our appraisal.. all by monday..which is reallie reasonable larr..hopefully we wun get anymore punishment concerning the appraisal..=)
n we still owe them chicken dance n half squad..=( i tink i will just die..i'd rather do pumpings.. anyway..hopefully they forget?? nahh..i'm not soo bad..going to rest now..i tink i like today ..hahas.
p.s vanessa must get well soon. =) we missed u..bleahx
pp.s there's camp on fri n sat..n bazaar on sunday..
we started out with footdrill..mdm weilin taught us new drill..more fun den the normal trng where we do everything the same de..den PT..supposed to run 2.4km de..den the mdms got 'special' plan worr..'abduct' our ppl wen we doing pt/running. me n edna PT ic mahh..den we both stand infront. so we din realise vivien missing. the mdms took her away!! XD
den after that we continued PT..den this time we smarter ..me stand in front lead, edna stand behind..who noes..she got took away..den gd ting i realised early..or not sure get scolded again. den they ask us go class 3/1 outside..there..we kana 'tekan'..can i call it tekan?? hmm..dunno leii..all i noe is that i couldn't breathe..=)..edna had to come down 'fetch' me..so i rest lorr..while they in pumping position doing pumping..i feel so bad leii..but mdm xinyu n mdm kexin dun let me do with them.
arghh..finally aft awhile den they let me do..budden i just got into that position den they ask us to recover..-.- so they continued with their plan..which is to scold us individually abt our appraisals..smart eh .hahas
den some ppl got it verii bad..feel so bad can't be with them wen they get scolded..hey..they still sec 1s leii.. must give them more kong jian ..=)
aiyah..i believe they will learn de..hopefully. i hope our unit can be more UNITED!! den its one for all, all for one..n we must standardise all our appraisal.. all by monday..which is reallie reasonable larr..hopefully we wun get anymore punishment concerning the appraisal..=)
n we still owe them chicken dance n half squad..=( i tink i will just die..i'd rather do pumpings.. anyway..hopefully they forget?? nahh..i'm not soo bad..going to rest now..i tink i like today ..hahas.
p.s vanessa must get well soon. =) we missed u..bleahx
pp.s there's camp on fri n sat..n bazaar on sunday..
Saturday, September 02, 2006
ystd was teacher's day..n also be yourself day. reached sch early to help in the preparation..the food n deco. moved the tables and chairs and arranged the food. we so guai rite? other classes also came early. den ltr ms low came. she wore her sch attire. damn funny can..tuck in until verii toot.den socks quite high..but not high enuf! i so bad larr.. den they all ate. n we took lots of photos. with the teachers n friends. i din noe ms chin n ms low same sch de.. den mr sim n ms lesa both wore amk uniform. they were forced to stand together n pose for a photo. so sad..
some of the teacher's who wore their uniform actually looked good in itt..haha=). den qh julian they all started playing uno stacko n monopoly. n den, our 'dear' mdms kexin n xinyee..come our class n started putting flour on our face..verii funny hor..den me n sam cant take it we filled our bottles n wen up to 3/5 ..den stoopid mdm weilin ahh..she threw flour into my mouth..=p n sam took her bottle and squirted the water into mdm weilins shirt..wahh..she quite kelian larr..den xinyee n kexin din dare to come out. they held brooms n dustpan wanna shoo us away..but we din go in their class. we good rite? haha lol.
den i saw the sec 4s. all nvr wear their clothes de..all in sch uniform..n i saw rabbit. =) kinda happy. i also dunno y. dun ask me. den aft e party ended, we packed up the place n started doing drills. it was quite a sight larr.. ks, jm, zh, ds, sam, edna, van, yx, qh, yf, me, dewi n dunno still got who..we fall in in our class room..den ks gave us command..funny sia. den didi n zh took broom n dustpan to pretend as the sword and pacestick. stupid larr.. but quite funny. den ks give us alot of command den march us around the class until weijie n dunno which other sir happen to walk by, n they stared at us, he say we not high enough den cannot give command. we stopped for awhile, waited for him n the other guy to go before we continued. i tink we r seriously bad. den after we got tired of playing drills, we sat down n played truth or dare n zjmm. play untill abt 12++ b4 we left for causeway point. ate at swensens b4 procceding to the shops in causeway pt. we shopped for clothes. we even looked at bras. haha..it was funny larr..we wen into err..john little isit? i dunno ..den we go n smell the perfumes n the deoderant den we wen towards the bra section. the pierre cardin ones were nice. esp the pink n green de..=) everybody liked it..but cost 30 bucks. although its considered cheap for a branded bra, but i tink not worth it. =) den after seeing enuf of bras n underwear, we went to the library. went to the 3rd floor n found a nice spot. we sat there n talked. i like the library .hahas. we talked n talked until a librarian came n told us the library is for reading.. wanna tok den go to cafe. so we left ..wen downstairs but decided it was late. den me n edna decided to buy a jacket which cost $15. quuite nice n mummy let me buy. so bought the jacket den me qh n yf wen to take the train while edna van n sam go to dunno where. haha.
spent another wonderful day with my beloved friends.. love u ppl.. we shall go out again another day okk?? =)..
p.s nobody tags my blog..except sam..
pp.s please tag more =)
some of the teacher's who wore their uniform actually looked good in itt..haha=). den qh julian they all started playing uno stacko n monopoly. n den, our 'dear' mdms kexin n xinyee..come our class n started putting flour on our face..verii funny hor..den me n sam cant take it we filled our bottles n wen up to 3/5 ..den stoopid mdm weilin ahh..she threw flour into my mouth..=p n sam took her bottle and squirted the water into mdm weilins shirt..wahh..she quite kelian larr..den xinyee n kexin din dare to come out. they held brooms n dustpan wanna shoo us away..but we din go in their class. we good rite? haha lol.
den i saw the sec 4s. all nvr wear their clothes de..all in sch uniform..n i saw rabbit. =) kinda happy. i also dunno y. dun ask me. den aft e party ended, we packed up the place n started doing drills. it was quite a sight larr.. ks, jm, zh, ds, sam, edna, van, yx, qh, yf, me, dewi n dunno still got who..we fall in in our class room..den ks gave us command..funny sia. den didi n zh took broom n dustpan to pretend as the sword and pacestick. stupid larr.. but quite funny. den ks give us alot of command den march us around the class until weijie n dunno which other sir happen to walk by, n they stared at us, he say we not high enough den cannot give command. we stopped for awhile, waited for him n the other guy to go before we continued. i tink we r seriously bad. den after we got tired of playing drills, we sat down n played truth or dare n zjmm. play untill abt 12++ b4 we left for causeway point. ate at swensens b4 procceding to the shops in causeway pt. we shopped for clothes. we even looked at bras. haha..it was funny larr..we wen into err..john little isit? i dunno ..den we go n smell the perfumes n the deoderant den we wen towards the bra section. the pierre cardin ones were nice. esp the pink n green de..=) everybody liked it..but cost 30 bucks. although its considered cheap for a branded bra, but i tink not worth it. =) den after seeing enuf of bras n underwear, we went to the library. went to the 3rd floor n found a nice spot. we sat there n talked. i like the library .hahas. we talked n talked until a librarian came n told us the library is for reading.. wanna tok den go to cafe. so we left ..wen downstairs but decided it was late. den me n edna decided to buy a jacket which cost $15. quuite nice n mummy let me buy. so bought the jacket den me qh n yf wen to take the train while edna van n sam go to dunno where. haha.
spent another wonderful day with my beloved friends.. love u ppl.. we shall go out again another day okk?? =)..
p.s nobody tags my blog..except sam..
pp.s please tag more =)
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