am i given this other chance? if i blow it, i'll be such a great idiot. hmm, or maybe it was meant to be a joke all along. i don't know who to trust. i'm confused. that invisible link, my invisible friend.

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hah, racial harmony. the badge given was nice. so was the motto. too bad not everyone can trust the ppl around them, some choose to keep it within themselves, somewhere deep in their heart, in that little bottle, nvr to be opened..until one day, it has been filled with almost every single trouble, that it will burst..... ...that would hurt. well, its up to them. and its the ppl around them who cares' job to help them unleash all these troubles..to take their pain and sorrows away from them. some ppl don't believe in forever, i don't too. nothing last forever, that's a fact. that's why ppl don't want to make friends. don't want to confide. don't want to cherish. sometimes i think, why make friends when one day they all have to leave you? once they go, its different routes you're taking from them, you might not see them again. you'll not be the one they confide in anymore, no matter how close you were, they will make new friends..and so will you. and all that's left will be memories, photos..and all just black and white, it will nvr come back, just like how time will nvr stop, the days which have past will never return. that's why it is important to cherish, just to see their face, but you know it won't last forever. today you might see it, but tmr maybe not. after graduation , no matter how they reassure you that they will return, that you will continue being best of friends, you know that that's not the truth. not that you want to doubt them, but its a fact, a fact that cannot be denied. its easy to say, to say that you won't forget, that you'll always be best friends, that's easy to say, everyone can do that. but how many can keep to their word? it takes two hands to clap, if one party is unwilling, no matter how the other tries, everything would be in vain.. and that friendship would be gone, for both would have other commitments of their own, because ppl change, no one stays the same, especially in character. you won't be able to trust them anymore, for you don't know how theyy've changed, into what they have become. they are someone different, different from that person you used to know. how sad. then you'll look back and think of those times, both the happy and sad ones. times you've spent together. then you'll reminisce, everything that happened in the past. it happens again and again. in a cycle. a cycle which will end one day..