Just a short post; I must control the strong urge to blog.
Haha, & so, prelims have officially started and its like 58
days to O levels.

I want to comment about my performance for the first 2
days of the prelims - first 4 papers. I seriously think I
screwed up all of them. Especially the English paper 1.
I was like in tremendous discomfort la! The pain disabled
me to fully concentrate. Man, I think I'll be failing English
again. I think I'm so disadvantaged! & Mrs Ismail set a
killer paper for Geography, and I don't have much
common sense, so I couldn't crap out perfect answers
for her paper. Sigh.

Oh and, Mrs Ang has been very nice to patiently teach me
Maths. I think I'll be the death of her, cause you see, I
take a superbly long time to absorb things. Anyway, thank
you Mrs Ang! (awwwww..) erm, but seriously. Haha.

I can't wait for prelims to be over.

The soothing talk at Coffee Bean was really great. Umm, though of course I felt kinda guilty thinking about the comments I made & not forgetting the facial expressions I portrayed then, as I made my way home. Yesterday would be another indelible memory.

We were able to sit down, the 7 & the usual 4 at kfc TOGETHER. Have I mentioned before, that 7 is my favourite number? Anyway, it was really nice to be able to do that again. To literally 'bitch' around & have quite a number of ppl staring at us etc. I wonder when the next time will be. It was really interesting to have Pearlyn sitting beside me, hahaha, & I outraged her modesty. Eheh, oops. & Vivian actually had gastric. Haha, I can't believe her reaction to gastric would be like that. x_x heh, oops again. & after we left kfc, we went to hub supposedly to get a present. After getting it, we settled at Coffee Bean, because we craved for their cakes. Ended up, we talked for around 4 hours. Weird huh, not to mention that prelims are in another........12 days.

Anyway, enough about prelims. Oh, I went jogging today, of course, to try and erase ystd's troubles. Omg, but it didn't work. I'm still as bothered by it as yesterday. & of course, by ignoring ** yesterday, did not mean I'll ignore ** today. & I didn't; which sucks. Because I always fail when I say I'll ignore someone or something. Sighh. Okay, I shall try to get over it. I suppose, I will in a few days time.

Lastly, Happy National Day. & happy birthday xiuxian.

Okay, this is really insane. Or rather, I'm going insane.
Sort of exploded at kfc. Told them how I was feeling, though
of course I knew they would never comprehend it the way
I did. Afterall, we all view things from different perspectives.

After venting it out at kfc, I'm still feeling really sore
about it, so I'm seeing the need to reiterate my point
by typing this post. Not to mention, I feel the strong
urge to bang my fists against the wall.

I'm perplexed. I'm irate! Gosh, I totally do not comprehend
why people can dislike others so much, when they don't
even know the other party! What makes things even
more sore is, that I really regard both parties as great
friends. ABCDEFG.

On top of that, I'm feeling utterly disgusted by myself
as my impression of a certain someone has been
wavered! I don't believe this myself. I think I suck.
Boo. =(

Though it might seem as an issue which you would
dismiss it oh-so-easily, but somehow I'm superbly
bothered by it!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!