todae had training...was much beta den the others...anyway 7 ppl came todae...den all the 2006 sec 1's aso cum tu buy books n U...den aso c us do drills n all...i find todae de drills vehh slack compared tu tues de...anyway...do drills a while den jiu PT le...den do PT half way jocelyn jiu stop liao lorz...den we tok tok tok until dismissal...den jocelyn sae tt wj n jl trying hard tu change but sum how can't c the change in dem leh...edna n i can c tt jl ish actually trying lah...but sumhow can't seem tu reallie lyk her...y? y?...i aso dunno y...but wj ish lyk...still the same...i find wad jocelyn sae de ish vehh true...haha she finally managed tu get wad she was trying tu sae into our brains...

saw cynthia n va...dey were doing council duty...but din c sam...sam...i miss eu lots n lots...wen can we meet up? and thx edna fer the card and keychain...appreciate it alot...
-lurv redx-

i've suddenly realised tt eyore ish so damn cute...eyore ish lyk so sweet n gentle...haha...haish gonna reallie miss sammy...neber c her fer lyk so long liao...den now she going tu malaysia...hope time passes quickly n i can c her again...

ish dere any possibility tt we can skip camp?...anyway sch ish gonna reopen le...den May gt camp again...edna...can we dun go...den sch reopen muz run duo duo...den gt stamina...haha

dere's nth much tu do these daes...n wen eu gt nth tu do...ppl tend tu tink of tings...n sum times i tink of ppl reallie close tu mie n ppl hu i hate...dowan tu actually hate dem de lah...but sum how c their faces jiu xian diao...

anyway tis fri gt trng...dey sae fer the new sec 1's joining amkss rc unit...n ish compulsary tu go...5 hrs lei...dun feel lyk going..cuz muz c sum ppl de chou lian se...haish...no choice anyway...
-lurv redx-

haish...had training...was quite fun...and much much beta den all other trngs...she wen home early...n tt was a good ting else we would ren n c her face...lyk damn it...hu eu tink eu r...eu r onli our mdm rite...nt as if eu were our parents...scold ppl aso muz hab limit de wad...n haven eu heard tt all men r equal...equality...so actually eu hab no rite tu scold us de...okae...shall change subject le...dun wanna tok too much abbt tt...had foot drill for a long long time...learnt new tings...but sum how cannot rmb lei...and den do wrong tings den muz do pumping...so pai seh wen onli ish i do wrong...den muz down 3...den ah...we stand at sediya position for lyk 20 mins...so stupid lorz...in the sun sum more...den joanne jestina and cara go rest...den neber tell us got break...den dey rest hao le den cum n qu siao wo men...sae dey gib us break...we stand dere for lyk 20 mins...20 mins leh...wah lao...so idiotic...okae...den at least dey got gib us a few mins break after tt...den finish foot drill den got PT...run abt 4 rounds ard parade square...den jialing step on fangwei de xie dai...den hai fangwei fall down...good ting neber fall on fangwei...or not die liao...finally after PT we got recreation...played captain's ball...den i suppose tu block joanne..den she go tickle mie...pain sia..dowan fwen her liao...training end at 12.45...but fri still got another trng...haish...
-lurv redx-

these daes...sum ppl juz spoil my dae...can't dey juz get out of my life? can't dey c tt dey r irritating mie? i hate these ppl n i dunnoe if dey hate mie too..hu cares...dey better gt out of my way in case i get in their way...

i reallie dunnoe wad ish happening tu mie...i used tu enjoy red cross training..but now...i wanna b responsible but i juz can't...wen eu feel lyk eu r so down eu juz feel lyk cooping urself in the room 4eva...not tu even mention going 4 trainings...red cross still means alot tu mie but i...i dunno wad tu sae...

haish...i tink edna ish aso lyk mie...its not fair..life ish so unfair...no one will understand our feelings...tink i can break down anytime le..life ish juz meaningless these daes...
-lurv redx-

haven blogged for 3 weeks le...now m finally bac frm NZ...the weather dere ish so nice siax...so cooling...bt miss my fwenz most wen i was dere...namely edna n sam...missed the amkss open house...wonder if connie went...bt i tink she most probably did...4 points...connie..maybe euu can appeal tu get in...n sam...pls dun try tu influence connie tu join GG...coz she wun de...she ish a red-crosser...she wun betray Rc de...haha...anyway...hope tu c eu n edna soon...lyk i feel lyk giving both of euu a big big hug..
...n one more ting...sam ish BFG de...hahaha...good luck tu ying xin hu ish joining GG...n hope edna n didi de relationship will improve...
-lurv redx-