its not on purpose to keep things from you, do u even understand? our circumstances? when do we even have the chance to talk in class? when? i have no chance. i don't do it purposely. but do you understand? msgs, calls. you don't reply. however hurt, upset, angry. what can i do? nothing if you choose to ignore. i know u have feelings, i don't neglect them, i really wan our friendship to be closer. that bond, but somehow things don't permit us to do it. for us to bond. i'll stress this fact again, if i could, i would. really, to tell u everything. i tried, and i'm tired. when i walk over, you go away. now i understand, how my invisible felt when i did that to her. i'm sorry, invisible. now i'm getting the retribution. those whom i want them to care, don't. but those least unexpected, they cared. some care too much. probe too much. from gratefulness, it turns to dislike. because its annoying. but no one understands. they just wanna know. curiousity kills them. but why?! why, everyone faces difficulties of their own. but hey, just remember, i would be there if i could, for you. but can u think, would u let me to? how many times i tried? if i could, i would sit next to you, so that every ounce of information i receive, you'll be the first to know. but that's impossible. you've gotto understand, i'm human. i forget things. i don't have such a superb memory. with so many things going on, you just have to try, to understand. i don't expect much, i don't expect you to pardon me from ALL my sins. i just want you to voice out your uncertainties, all your doubts, all that you are unhappy with. so that i'll understand too. do u get it, girl? i'll still try, to understand.