i now have a bad voice. and i'm really tired. its just the start of our NCO journey, yet there are so many problems arising already. i'm really tired...i just want to sleep, everyday in class i'm like ZZZZzzzzZZZZ....and i have to find smart ways to sleep without teacher noticing. hey! you're not the only one who feels sleepy in class, you're not the only one who has tons of homework to do. do u all know how stressful sec 3 is? i bet u all don't. wad's wrong with u all now? can't even take some basic punishments, how to excel? when u do wrong, u have to face the music. we have already been very lenient from the time we took over. or maybe that's where the problem lies.


i'm confused, i'm scared. that's when tears start to flow, i need to control. to be more fierce, to scold and not xin tong. madm xinyu was right, but i don't have the heart to. grrrrr. why am i so weak! just such a useless me.


forget abt those unhappy stuff....harry potter was like quite a disappointment....was not thaht good leh...previous movies were better......... and juliana is like !@#$%%^& ehh girl..wad's wrong with u ahh, always think ur sixth sense is right!! haha..maybe sometimes la, but then.......i dunno la..anyway i'm going for cadet recognition day. i'm really happy!! thanks to miss chan that both of them can get! really damn damn damn chao ji super happy. lol.


kkay, i needa get ready to go meet the 2 madms le..haha. take care ppl.