why?? there i go again. why?? have things really reached this stage that we can't even say hi when we see each other?? when last time..u would xi ji me..and tickle me..the times that i would laugh at the ambush. but now...its gone. really gone. why? i saw u today..i felt like going over..and talk to u..but i've no courage, i'm a coward. i was trembling..i don't even dare to look at you. do you even remember who i am?? because i do remember who you are. you are someone important to me, i don't wish for just some words of anger and rashness to spoil it all. do you know??