sometimes i wonder. wad i do and all..sometimes u all should just tell me. instead of leading me into a guessing game. like guessing the name of rumplestiltskin. it would take almost forever. i'm sick and tired of all this. i guess..if u want me to change, then tell me wad i should do. somehow, sometimes..i feel like sitting down, on that chair, and look up into the sky. see the birds flying freely. and sometimes, in the bus. i see parents carrying their baby. the child stares at me with big,huge eyes. i wish one day i'll be like them again. being so innocent. just clinging on to ur parents arms..hoping they'll nvr let go. aye..wadever. things won't go our way..or rather they'll nvr. i guess we'll live each day..just day by day. or maybe its just me. i just wanna run away. to somewhere else. having selfish thoughts, i wanna bring everyone dear to me along.


and sometimes, i see others..why are those who are more courageous and daring always the ones who will get hit. they are the ones who will speak up for the rest, yet they are always being scolded. why is life so unfair? and why will the society treat u as an outcast for some stuff that u do . for example, why can't girls like girls, and boys like boys. why must it be girl like boy, and boy like girl. i really wonder. the society will then treat u as abnormal. saying u gay or les. some ppl find it hard to come to terms with it..if their peers are like that. but why. sometimes its just not wad u ppl think it is. can't it be just pure care and concern together with respect and not having dirty things in ur mind. why can't some ppl just think straight?! haish. i'm just so bewildered by facts of life. wadever...................and i'm still waiting.


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for wad? for ppl to tag. hahaha -.-