went blog-hopping..realised that alot of cca leaders re-approaching themselves these days. isn't it abit too late to feel bad abt it now? why din u all think of changing when u all just took over? somemore u all got great leaders to help u all..haish..how abt us? hmm..shit..shan't complain anymore. but yeah..madms and sirs..if anyone of u all reading this, which i hope not, u all have been great leaders, maybe u all tried ur best le? u all did alot for ur unit le..but maybe the cadets just don't listen? u all say like that...very scary leh..if u all feel this way..won't we feel even worse? wondering..wads gonna happen when u all pass out? when we take over? isit gonna be very bad? how come...these days..cadets can't even take it..they cant even do 10 pumpings properly..and they no urgency leh..ask them run..they stroll....haish..next trng we gonna kena scolding from madms..long time nvr get scolded ler..hope can go back to last yrs trng..where its discipline, discipline and more discipline. and the sad thing is..no one comes back..every trng..i think to myself, will anyone be back to see us? maybe no one else feels that way..of wanting seniors to come back..but i feel otherwise leh..how come ahh? i don't know. but when i see other cca de seniors come back..i somehow wished that our seniors would come back..that would be a miracle. trng these days really holds no meaning anymore. its just very ordinary. i have no idea how to plan a fun trng. if we plan a fun trng, it has to be slack..or sec 1s won't find it fun. but if it were a fun trng, madms will scold. coz they say too slack. argh..really don't know wad to do. i really think those ppl who want fun trng should not even have joined UG. UG is abt drills, standard and discipline. but yeah. don't know why will become like that. oh wells.