you know something, tmr's the day. what day, just another day? maybe, maybe not. but i know that i'll cry, because i can't let go. i can't let you go!! argh. someone impt . well, i don't say it, i won't. but hopefully you know. ur placing within me. i wonder why everyone knows, everyone can see except you and me. i wonder what's going on, what's wrong. this is stupid, coz its driving me nuts. i haven't prepared my uniform, my boots. the video is still trying to fly over. stuff undone. so many stupid little things, little enough to stick to my brain. how superb is that. my ass la. i'm talking crap. anyway. i don't wish for anything unpleasant to happen tmr. she said, we cannot distort the way things work. but i still hope for a smooth day tmr.


you know, i'm really glad i have the power to leave an impact on her. is it the first time? yeahh, i've nvr really got to know her. she's just some senior from other ug, whom i thought i disliked in the past. but now, its just that our sentiments are much much alike. which makes us live in the ssame dream, or rather nightmare. the hate, anger, love, and all. is all due to how we handle things at the very beginning. don't hate, my dear friend, try to love instead. don't feel alone, because there's many ppl out there who still care. don't cry, because who know's , maybe there's someone out there who loves ur smile. you'll nvr know. ppl don't know how ppl feel. its up to you to tell them. yes, you made a right decision to do something for them, what would have happened if you did not? things would have been much different right?? sometimes, don't take too long to decide on wad to do, if you feel like doing something, just do it. because u won't know wad awaits your decision. well, whatever it is, i'll give u my support.


p.s i don't think you'll read this right? haha.