what happened?? unexpected outcome of yesterday. i guess there were too many ppl..then no atmosphere. haha. anyway. the parade and farewell party all was a disaster. argh, my plan did fail. sian!! the video was funny, i dunno why i included the graduants photos. haha. somehow, there was just not much feelings yesterday. ALL BECAUSE OF *********. argh..haha. joking la, no offence.





received the sergeant rank. so cool. receive certs from the NCOs, received their letters and messages. its very touching okkay, especially the chairperson's one. haha. it felt so weird, coz no one cried. yahh. when i expected that at least half of the ppl there would. the famous cry-ers which is edna and me, din even cry la! haha. but then hor, after the whole thing, then i dunno why i cried. gosh. i think i'm weird. it just felt weird, to push that key, into the hole, and unlock it. i don't know, just felt like i'm not ready. i guess i'm still not up to it.





after graduants,NCOs and YOs left, then we the cadets left. we went mos burger at amk hub. ate and blahblah. walked around, then yf and edna left. juliana, koonie, sam and me then bus-ed to amk library. don't know why we ended up there. maybe just to sit and talk. left around 6.

today seems like just another day. really upset coz mission not accomplished. damn. nvm.





anyway, just wanna thank her, these past few years, she has always been there to encourage me. to give me advice, and help me. i don't know how to thank you enough. i know i have been a disappointment to you sometimes, but hopefully you can forgive me. i'll still try my best though.
and because i din really get to say wad i wanted to say to u, i've wrote it through email, hope u read it.