tired. very very tired. i hate ur naggings. can't u just shut up. argh. theres so many things i need to do, why can't u just bloody understand. !@#$%^&* forget it.


i have so many thiings left undone man. and trngs not working out how i thought it would be. just wanted u all to try ur best, i'll be happy and contented. can u understand wad's going on now. we only have 1 or 2 more trngs till POP. but the drills are still like ....lidat. i don't wanna ask for much, just for u all to put in ur best. just ur best. its enough.


anyway..started on cac ler.. discussed the topics. really hope to do a good report and presentation to get the LANYARD. we will work towards that..to show you that we are not useless . hurts to know that u nvr feel proud of us, nvr feel happy when we have tried our best. why...whatever we do, its all wrong in you guys eyes. what must we do to make u all feel proud, feel happy, feel contented?? will winning this lanyard help?? if it will, i will try my best.