he's gonna be a great leader. we can't hold a candle to them, and i can't hold a candle to him. he's full of potential and confidence, while i'm just nothing. he is a real leader. someone who can lead with pride. lead his unit to greater heights. he can instill the discipline, make cadets respect him. do as he says but not out of fear. i can't, i just can't. everyone can see. they are so much better. they have so much more ppl. they have many more ppl who feel for their cca. who bother to put in the effort. they always win awards, make their seniors proud and happy. they're the best in UG. like we once were? yeahh..like we once were. but now, not anymore. we lack discipline, sense of urgency, commitment, respect, sense of pride, confidence. how..she wans me to talk with confidence, do things with confidence and walk with confidence. when i don't even have enough confidence to talk. i'll try. but i know trying is not enough. doing well is. but sometimes, things are easier said than done. why, i wonder why.