you succeeded. i haven't done so in ages, eons maybe. i have learnt to be stronger. but today, what you have said made me reminisce of our past. our shortlived happiness though. even for just awhile. silence between us would even have worked. we could just bask in each other's company, just sitting there. it could be a talk, a chatter, or even silence, or tears. everything would work as long as we had each other. but now, things seemed to have changed. you have changed, my dear. u have your own group, maybe its time we both let go. even though its hard coz i know what exactly you yearn for, and you know me inside out. our thoughts, telepathy you may call it, but its because of all the times we spent together that we know each other like the back of our own hand. but then again, things are changing. we are now lacking in consistency - desultory you may call it.

you asked - is the devil playing with us?
i replied - yeahh.

the devil, why must you come?! we were perfectly fine . yet you had to come along, you devil. i find you pitiable! you have to find targets everytime, and destroy their perfectly insouciant lives! they were free of worry, yet you had to break them up. you are devoid of freshness and originality, as all of us fall prey to your practically predictable little tricks. please don't play such tricks again. as you turn more and more of us into devils just like you!

and don't cry my dear, tears won't help. one day, we'll still have to let go right? even though i know there's no one else like you, and you know that there's no one else like me. we'll be fine. and you'll be okkay.. don't go to the toilet anymore. same bags, same wallets, same handphone pouches don't work anymore. we're just drifted. and i'm trying. we both should? to keep this bond going. it should work.