who's our VI? i really wanna know. i wonder...

end of year chalet okkay. madm joanne requested. i guess if theres a chalet, it would be a noisy one..

i don't want you to go. she got me all emo-ed up. see, its her fault. and i say, don't leave.
we're gonna plan a day to come late together. i wish we could spend the remaining time well. i just wanna keep this in my memory forever. i wanna keep all those names in my memory . never to be forgotten. this last phase..after the Os, it will all be over. for them, it will be a new journey.

invisible, its just a word. do i feel invisible?? do you?? u said no. what you ought to do? i don't know either. we're strangers..that's what you once told me. i understand what u meant. but by doing this, i'm falling deeper. deeper into this bond. when you leave, i'll fall smack down onto the ground. no trees or clouds or stars to catch me when i fall. and then the whole process starts again, whereby you leave, saying you'll nvr forget. and hope things to continue as how it were. saying you hope this whole thing will last..i heard it not only once or twice, but multiple times before. in the end, what happens?? drift further and further away..day by day. what you once promised is gone. i wanna thank you all these times for serving as a motivation for me. i don't know how i have made an impact on you, but i guess you did, on me. maybe just an aquaintance, someone to share my sentiments with, yet it managed to improve. improved to the climax, and then it dropped drastically. how unstable it is. when at times, we get really really upset and hurt by each other, and those little bad 'games' we played. the ignoration when we walk past eaach other. the hide and seeks. the pats. the smiles. its not to be forgotten. to me, i'll remember it, and i hold you to your each and every word. as for you, i don't know. i really don't know what you are thinking. you said you don't trust, and at times i really feel...............last resort. i know to bring this up again is my bad, and i apologise. its not your fault, its just mine. for being an encumberance to you, if i am. but now you understand how i feel? what will we be like in the near future. i don't wish to think. i hope this will last..