today, met at amk at 12. outside school, we stood, under the hot sun. waited for the ug ppl to reach. yb and konnie late, so we went mac wait for them. then we discussed abt our stuff. oic good lor. fang wo men fei ji. pro ehh..nvr tell us. !@#$%^&* nvm. then after everyone reached, we WALKED to pierce reservoir. but it was a nice walk. even though under the hot hot sun. walked the bishan park way, then finally reached pierce. we checked out the trails, and decided our checkpoints. pointed our the dangerous areas, and took the necessary precautions down. it was so serene there. the sound of water running, and insects. even though it was hot, there was a slight breeze. i felt i enjoyed it, an exercise with the trees. haha. then some ppl were in bad mood, for some reason or another, they went home.=((( pangseh us. in the end, sam koonling dinie yongbang and me were left. we sat down at mos burger finally. ate there, and discussed our activities. yb and dinie left after awhile. it was super productive with koonling! then she left at 5, me and sam continued till 5.30. then sam went to watch spider with her friend.


i found out that, there's so so so many things to do. pop proposal, cac proposal, cugc proposal, parade procedures and so many other things. sian diao la. kkukukukuku. my head's burstin. i don't know where to start. if only one day can have 48 hours. then there would be so much more time to finish up what's left. i'm really tired. tired, holding something so heavy that its gonna crush down on me soon. can't i just put it down properly? and not let it crush me? tell me what to do. there's so may pretences around me. so many ppl with their masks on. i can't see their real face. i don't know what's on their mind, sometimes i wish, i had the ability to understand. to feel and know how they feel, so that i can understand the hurt, the pain and everything they are going through. i just hope, one day that i can remove all your masks. and not let the facade continue.