today had trng. super screwed. was I/C ..haish..sian got lesson. got materials, no classroom. den wanna play games, got ball, no court. SIAN!! but in the end improvised lo. no choice la. did footdrill in the 1st part of trng. taught the sec 1s basic, simple footdrills. vomit blood man. wonder how qingyu that batch teach us de. scream until no voice le la. waste my oh-so-precious voice. hmm. wadever. i'm bhb. x)


after footdrills, the was lesson. wow. that was nice. had all my materials. and in the end..no classroom for us to go to..had to run around whole sch in search of sam..intended to borrow class key frm sam..to open the door..but den found out she had IPP. den dunno where is she. den went back up to 3/4..and apparently..that bloody door was so WIDE open. well..nvm..i exercised. den rushed in and reported. long time nvr 'CLASS, KEEP STILL' le. den after that..sabo-ed yf to help me teach paying of compliments and reporting. the basic stuff again.
yf preached ......while i scribbled away..i din know my words on the white board are so ugly de. anyway..i wrote and wrote and wrote..finally finished le den can explain to all . sian..too bad no one was listening. wasted my voice again. why isit so hard just to get everyone's attention??? hmmm..well..saw the sian look on everyone's face..den tried to end the lesson as quick as possible. during our lesson..edna went to look for basketballs for us to play. and yea..as soon as we ended our lesson..i discovered a BIG problem..okkay..not really me..madm xinyu la..we got 2 BB balls..but.........NO COURT!! sian..super sian la..should have saw my damn face. well..finally went to DnT block there play..and during that time we were super screw up. everyone took such a long time just to get into 2 grps. well..its my fault again..for not getting them to do things quick. well...den i just stood there like a piece of rock..and madm weilin asked me wad happened. hmm..wad was i supposed to say???


we ended trng with the usual debrief. den told sec 1s to try on our boots. den tried on beret as well. took down their sizes and all..intending to buy uniforms for them as soon as possible..to make sure they have less chance of quitting. evil right? but its not my idea. x))
finally trng ended. and my leggys are so suan. can't even get up la..and got leg cramps. damn irritating. =))


to u...hope u change ur attitude..u've really changed. i really wish to see the old u.the enthu u. well..maybe its true that ppl will change over time. haish..its really up to u la..coz we can't do anything to help..we can't force u..it will make u hate us even more.