i tried..i really tried..to hold back my tears. to be strong as someone asked me to be. but i went around reading blogs. everyone is so depressed. as depressed as i am. can't help but cry in front of the computer when i read their posts. i tell everyone to stay strong..but i myself am breaking down.


i controlled my tears ystd. after the fancy drill. edna told me not to cry. i stopped. i tried my best at talking to the sec 1s. to persuade them to join. we said some things that we not true abt our CCA. i don't wan to make anyone cry because i was crying. but now, at home, there's no one to see me crying. i can cry. tears just keep rolling down. i still dun get it. will anyone tell me why?