an interesting conversation that occurred during morning assembly this morning. today maths test ma, then everyonee is being guai kia. study and mug..then tancheesiong got hold of the microphone, and started his long naggy talks.

tancheesiong: 'amksians, please may i have ur attention. eyeball contact, blah blah......'

an amksian: 'ehh u got amaths textbook? can lend?'

so diao la. that tcs everytime like that one. what shit abt eyeball contact. and when he realised that no one was giving him eyeball contact, he said: 'well i can see amksians are hardworking, even as i'm speaking, they are mugging really hard.'

its lololololol la. fine anyway, today after school was kuku time for me. sat at 226 for a damn long time. ate and chatted with qh and edna. cool right, ya where's yf??? she's bein' a guai kia staying at school to lend first aid kit to sec 1s. SO NICE RIGHT!!!!! bleahhhhh as if, haha jkjk. returned back to sch only after we shuang. these past few weeks have been very much tied down with sch ndp'o7 and first aid competition. academics are also one big problem. i have been passing my subjects, but only average. gosh, must must must mug harder. where's my motivation??
and ya, once we're back in the RC room, its slacker's time. me and yf went kuku liao. and then the BIG TIME IMH occupant arrived. presenting - kee wenjia. ya la, she just finished her prelims, oral i think. then the RC room became some institute of mental health room for serious cases of mental disorder patients. uhhh, exaggerating huh, but really and serioulsy, yes. coz we were playing with the bear bear, and yf kept kissing it! AWWW, where's pinliang?!! ahaha,,she's so gonna kill me. finally left at around 6.

i'm being a stubborn and naughty girl by not wanting to put my BIG name one cat seah's autograph book. heyyyy i haven't wrote in autograph books for like 3 yrs..time just really flies. and yeahh, i keep on saying about what she hate me i hate her thing, got my dear edna a wee bit pissed, ehh? i don't know. and i promised to write 5 lines in her book tmr as an apology or what for not writing it today.


anyway, currently its raining. i just love it when it rains. when the raindrops come in. It's on rainy days that i start to think. the smell of rain, fresh. the sound of the water droplets, the feel of the weather. it all blends in perfectly, all on a rainy night.

i borrowed her blazer home today, and wait, i'm not like yunchao or ***** okkay, i'm not that sick, nor perverted. okkay. i just wanna play with it, coz i nvr had a blazer before. i want a blazer! ha!

and i have been diverting from topic to topic. confusion, i don't know. somehow my mind works in a disfunctional way. its been corrupted, data destroyed. i can only remember sad memories. thinking of only the negatives. some part of the brain is broken down, the other parts still hanging halfway. containing all the stuff, broken up into pieces. memories recollected, yet only the bad ones. emo? elmo la. okkay that's it. i hate being emo. or being named emo. i slap u then u know ahh. ha.


oh and i've been feeling very tired recently, slept in the bus hugging the blazer. so comfortable, coz i love bus rides. alone. i want a never ending bus ride. the road goes on and on .