took some pics from sam's blog.

sec 1 orientation camp was fun, cause we are the

UGLs, and are entitled to slack. seeing those

sec 1s brought back the old memories. like how

'toot' we used to be.(:

however, back then, we were much more well

behaved, less daring, less outspoken. sec 1s these

days..they would never understand again. sigh...

anyway, this camp's main 'attraction' is the campfire.

the campfire that raynor and the rest planned so

hard for.

the morale of the sec 1s was initially low, but with

the help of the OGLs and emcees, the sec 1s perked

up abit, and started to get hyper. halfway through,

the fire suddenly died, got all of us so nervous as to

what to do. but the npcc had quick reaction time, &

got the fire back up in fast time. towards the individual

class performance time, it started to rain. all the UGLs

were already on standby, just waiting for Raynor to

shout for cat 1 or sth. then had to bring canteen

benches up to the hall.

any idea how heavy a bench is? individually carry up

to the hall and all. so saikang can. not that we are so

weak that can't even carry a bench, but its so saikang!!!!

anyway, mr siva was super kind to treat us to

dinner-cum-supper at around 11 ++. 100 bucks yo!

anyway, the greens(that would be us, cause our tees

are green), walked to amk central macs, ate and chat.

went back to sch, patrolled around, enjoying amkss

at night. (:

bathed in cold water!!

'song bo?!'

'song ah!!!!!'

carried sofa into NPCC room, and all the

not-supposed-to-be-done stuff are all done! hahaha

don't think wrongly, its nth much!

after awhile, kapo rc room's stretcher and brought it

into parade square. crapped with barrie, desmond and

sam. in the end, slept 1 hour only.

next morning, woke up hald dead. but the consolation

was that, while others were having lessons, we were

at bishan park slacking away. sec 1 classes did not come till

much later though.

speaking about sec 1s, they totally made us shout like shit.

esp the station masters. sec 1s these days..*shakes head*

after all the classes left, we could go!! went to RC HQ to collect

badges! i've now got full house and 1 extra badge!! wheeee

okay, i feel i'm beginning to more hardworking!

:D bye ppl!

Rascal Flatts
What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do

more memories. (:

CCAO

you won't understand; don't even
bother to imagine how i felt.
that humiliation, i couldn't bear.
i'm sorry, perhaps i ain't as capable
as you all are.

but i am who i am, that won't change.
and we do what we feel's right.
i'm sorry and thank you.

today, all i can say is that i'm disappointed.
disappointed in my cadets
disappointed in their behaviour
disappointed in the number of new sec 1s
disappointed at how they wear their uniform
disappointed in how others view us
disappointed in myself.

however, i could at least see some passion.
that look in their eyes that i can't forget.
we'll be letting go soon,
will they make us proud?
will they uphold our unit's name?
will they uphold the meaning behind the emblem?
will they have more respect for us?
will they learn?
will they be independent?
and the most important, will they show the
rest our strength? our unity?

cadets, you all are my pride, glory, and joy.
we(ncos) have groomed you into who you
are today. please don't let us down. we have
trained you so hard, and our efforts are
paying off, bit by bit. your bangings are
improving. you bang as one!

our past footdrill motto was
'one soft united bang is better than one loud machine gun bang'

now our motto can be changed, cause
we have done better. i'm proud of you
for that! we will win 2nd runner up in FDC.

we...........come from RED CROSS
famous in all UG.
we come from a famous grp called RED CROSS.
we fight for our glory, we fight for our victory,
we fight with a spirit never seen before.
RED CROSS RED CROSS all the way!
we like it here we like it there we found
ourselves a home, a home,
HOME SWEET HOME! *bang*

stepping down with pride.
don't belittle us, we'll outshine you.

rrooaarrr, my attempts to blog always fail.
anw, today ccao. damn rush and last min,
scare the daylights out of us when they said
our HOLY ambulance wouldn't arrive. ncos all
got so worked up, and the sec 3s were silently
anxious. afterall, this is their performance.

when the ambulance finally arrived, qh and i
were there to direct the ambulance to its parking
spot. she cheered like to no ones business. felt
super relieved too la. then comes the rushing part,
before the performances start.

a lil' bit of cock up abt performance time, cause
ambulance came late. so, waited till the other
CCAs all finished their performance before we
started ours. as according to planned, i was situated
in the ambulance with alvin sir and bettina ma'am.
felt my heart rate increasing rapidly as the ambulance
drove smoothly and smartly down the heavy metal ramps
that kind-hearted ugians helped us to move.
everything happened so fast, that the ambulance was
barely in the limelight for more than a mere minute.
i guess everyone was stunned by our performance.

anyway, after that was the class by class to booth time!
i was stationed at the ambulance with alvin sir. learned
evac gold & how to push the stretcher up the ambulance
as well as demo to the over-excited and impatient little
KIDDOS. they are seriouslt kiddos okay, look at the way
they play and everything.


and so meanwhile, yf and a few others verbally explained
to them all the happenings in rc. yiling and the other few
were 'baking' under the sun, trying to cook the sausages
and other foods.

let me tell you, being the ambulance crew is damn not
easy alright! trying to load and unload the stretcher left
blisters on my palm. actually, the stretcher is damn light
one, its the casualty that's heavy. tremendous strength is
needed. i think i cocked- up with that stretcher thing, almost
injured xinyu and weilin. i'm apologetic. heh. anyway, learnt
sth new, and i'm glad about it. (:

and and!!!, guys did enrol okay!! i'm so glad!!!! we're gonna
have guys, hopefully. heh, i think this year is a success. and
even though it was done super last minute, the presence of
the ambulance just changed everything. and thanks to the
help of alvin sir, bettina ma'am, seniors xinyu, weilin and kexin,
i guess we will have more enrolment this year. but i hope these
students will understand that we weren't conning them to
join. its just, performance. sigh, we aren't conning them.

anyway, good job sec 3s. your next agenda is to complete your
ice breaker proposal. good luck!

gosh, another thing to add. i'm not scandalous, and there's nothing
much abt the peak cap thing to tease me abt. so conclusion
is, there's nothing gg on!!! :D

and school starts again tmr! its gonna be another hectic
week. sighhhhhhhhhhhh.