Saturday, September 16, 2006

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own


We don't need
Anything
Or anyone


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel


Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough


If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?


Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life


Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads


I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?


Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life


All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see


I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?



my life is in a complete mess.. i guess its breakdown time again. so stress.
end of year exam is in 17 days. n i'm still unsure of wad i wan.. i need someone to show me the way. i noe i'm useless..but i dunno how to change.. i've got so many things in my head. friendship stuff, which class to go to next yr, how to deal with seperating into diff classes next yr, n my CCA. i love my CCA. i love the ppl in my CCA. but things r changing. i love the ppl in my cca but i dunno if they love me too.. ahhh. not in BGR love.. but in friendship love. love n motivation is wad keeps me going now. small small gestures will brighten up my day. just one sentence of 'i love u' will change how i'm feeling. i love my class. i love my classmates. but again.. i dunno if they love me.. i feel as if i'm a boat in the middle of a vast ocean.. with no destination and no other bigger boats to bring me to an island.. to bring me to safety. care abt how i'm doing in the middle of that vast ocean. to even make the effort to come n look for me.


anyway..i shall tell myself to brace up..work hard for the EOYs..n dun get irritated by minor things. to love even those who dun love me. to care for those who do not care for me. to continue to love all my friends and be a better person. i will try to make those around me happy..


p.s i shall tell myself to be a happier person
pp.s i shall try not to irritate ppl

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