so fast n a week is over again...had trng on fri n syf on sat..

trng was slack...had footdrills...taken by sohee n rosemary...they r nice ppl...dey don scold lyk a mad tigeress...unlike some others...den keep doing e drills...so sianx...was quite slack lar...boring too...den after footdrill was lesson...coz fleonna din come...me n weilin had tu teach o.a lesson (outdoor activity)..teach the rest abt knots n lashings, how tu read a topography map (sounds chim rite?), den also abt the silva compass...weilin explain while i write...apparently i write quite small den the mdms keep complaining...i m trying my best le okae...well..in the end my writing was quite big but it went slanted...sorrie have tu hai eu all read slantedly...den coz weilin n i tot no need teach the silva compass so we take longer time tu teach the maps...den was scolded by joanne...in the end we still taught them budden i tink they din reallie understand...which makes me feel so shii bai...budden veri funny lei...not i teach y i feel shii bai?..hahas...i aso dunno....

den after lesson is Pt...tis time coz i was lesson i/c so yin yin n xinyu was PT i/c...den aagain did all e warm up den ran the 4th floor den come down one level by one level...den at 1st floor we took cover..den coz the command was very quick den xinyu juz wen down on the floor so i stopped den catherine pushed me frm behind...wah...pain sia...but i was not reallie injured...den jiu rest den run again...PT aso quite slack lar...except for wen we gotto do 10 guys pumping...wah...i reallie felt lyk giving up...budden still endured...coz mdms aso did wib us...den after PT we din wan re-cre so rest until debrief...

debrief was slack aso as no one actually responded tu the mdms...eveyone was slacking until wen jia arrived...she wen for soccer eu noe...wah lao...i dowan criticise eu de lei...budden as e chair shouldn't eu b more er...responsible...lyk put more effort into red cross...soccer may be important but as e chair of Rc...aiyah....dowan sae le...den i m wondering y is everyone so afraid of euu?...eu r aso a person wad...den y jialing tok n say so many tings we all never listen n never sit straight den suddenly eu come den everybody so scared...how come?...eu aso a person wad...aiya...i aso dunno lar...

den left school at abt 7 after taking name tag frm joanne...i left wib a pile of stupid books...some more got coke bottle n boots...aso got the dnt artefact...den took bus home wib yin yin...gd ting she help me or i would have died...den luckily for me...mum picked me up at the bus stop...reach home jiu start tu get ready my uniform...for syf the next dae...slept at abt 11pm...

woke up at abt 7...bathe den wear uniform, n i actually realised tt my crocodile socks were in the washing machine...n i cant wear boots w/o croc socks...so i was supposed tu meet edna at bishan at 8 budden coz my socks haven't dry...she had tu go by herself....reallie sorrie my nuer...den my mum came tu the rescue...she drove me tu gyss...den waited for edna at the bus stop outside gyss...den we wen in together n register...den had UI...sarah mdm said my uniform was up tu standard but my belt was too loose...den stood in senang diri position for a long time coz had tu wait for everyone tu finish UI before could start the real footdrill session...den we all practised footdrill for half an hour...before the reall selection...there was 5 stations...den each station lasted 20 mins...den i feel lyk be in syf is a guang rong ting budden the trng hours veri long n tiring...den we not sure hu in hu out aso...so hav tu wait for next week...

tired...until next week...bye...
-lurv redx-

todae had the syf tingy...was kinda sian...coz onli me n edna...my mum drove us dere...tt was lucky coz we din noe how tu go...the trng was at guangyang sec...frm j8 actually can walk de...but we were not sure...den as we were crossing the road i was tinking...the mdms sometimes maybe strict n always scold...budden wen without dem...the feeling is lyk veri lonely...somehow...lyk coz we dunno anyting n without anyone hu noes the way...eu r stuck n can't move on...dey have always been by our side, guiding n showing us the way...leading..n den one day...dey jus leave...its kinda scary eu noe...

but we still found a way out...maybe its lyk even though eu r stuck...dere is always a way out...the someone hu has always been by ur side can leave too..n tt doesn't mean eu r stuck forever...eu've gotto keep moving on coz the world doesn't wait for jus eu...

there were sirs n mdms...all frm HQ de...doreen mdm, wei shan mdm, wai min mdm, david sir, ambrose sir, yongcheng sir, n 2 or 3 other sirs...i forgot their name le...see i so forgetful...eee.. den during UI( uniform inspection), coz me n edna no name tag...mdms come n ask...wei shan mdm ask how come no name tag..n she aso ask wen jia never gib ah...den i say never lor...coz is e truth wad...aiyah all the badges we earn aso haven't get...anyway it doesn't matter...so den we did footdrill footdrill footdrill all the way...sianx...

they were trng on our sediya n senang diri...dey keep testing n testingg...den coz got alot of cadets den the banging was chao loud...so nice lor...budden do marching n hantakaki...other ppl de timing so fast...kanasai...can't catch up lar...arghh...can't dey do slower abit?...but lidat still gotto endure...sian...den after every 1 hour den got a water break...was so hot lei...den do the keblakan(turn tu the back) on the march ah...they all do so fast...some ppl aso cannot catch up...aiyah...den sirs n mdms keep perfecting these few drills...do until sian diao...

i wanted tu go flag dae de...edna aso...but we were stuck in this syf tingy...actually is aso our fault lar...coz is we go select the wad footdrill course de...something lidat..for those hu noe...fan zheng whole time was footdrill...n wearing full Uniform somemore...aiyo...n we couldn't change out of U in guangyang coz doreen mdm sae wad the YO(youth officer) of guangyang dun let us change...wad come in uniform den go in uniform...so we were all forced tu leave straightaway...so we go j8 lor...den change n all...den eat kfc n buy Yin Yin b'dae present...den we aso buy a stupid water bottle...is in the shape of baby de milk bottle...i find me n edna so childish...haha...she bought pink den i buy blue...sam n va next time go j8 mini toons can buy aso...den all the shu nus 4 got same bottle...hahas. i find myself so veri veri childish...but the bottle ish cute lei...n is $3.90 so we buy...

den after buy the present den we go OP...wah..so crowded..coz got pre-renovation sale....everybody rushing tu buy stuff...den i gotto go home le...but edna still stayed coz she still looking for some stuff...reached home at abt 3.10...so tired...
-lurv redx-

time passes so fast...a few more daes den is sch reopen le...sianx...n den will got more n more work...n revision too...looking forward tu flag dae which is on sat...it might seems boring tu some ppl but tu me..as long as i can meet my frens...its considered fun...heex..i noe i'm bo liao...i feel so sian these few daes...got nth tu do...actually..nth tt particularly interest me..din manage tu go out wib class 6A '04...arghh...n life's kinda boring...i feel lyk i m trapped...there's nowhere for me tu go...its juz tis small small world...n i m always stuck at home...hmppf...miss sam edna n va....n other peeps in 2/2...boring boring boring...its sleep eat sleep eat...someone juz help me put a stop tu tis routine for me....

sam go malaysia...can't call her n have our 2 hrs long tok anymore...n edna sick...i dowan tu disturb her..she ought tu have more rest...i find tt edna suddenly become accident n sick prone...my dear nuer n xiao shu nu...how come eu become until lidat?...ur daddy will xin tong one lei...gd ting x-ray and all r fine...or else eu noe hu i will find...n va...always gt council stuffs...always wib tt mei yan...i noe eu also bored of her...budden eu can't juz bo chab bo chab rite...sianz...gonna sleep now...byes...
-lurv redx-

had trng ystd...was quite slack lar...budden tu e sec 1s tink is tiring...haish...dey r still young..heex..den we kana scolded coz we late, juliana no spec hooks and nicholas never wear sch pants...den gotto do many punishment...but punishment was reasonable coz we reallie did many wrongs...den after tt we did foot drills...wen jia took over me, yin yin and edna...she was veri nice lor...dunno lar..maybe she gd mood lorz...haha...den after tt she wen for meeting so rosemary take over n she keep giving us homat (salute)...den we do until sian diao...haha...den sometimes we do too fast den veri funny...our poor edna sick so rosemary took edna tu rest so cara take over...budden rosemary forgot vanessa...so cute lei...haha...n cara teach us changing of ranks den coz not enough ppl tu demonstrate, cara use leafs she found on e floor...so funny...den me n yin yin laugh n laugh...finish tt den fang wei come n tell us tu get ready for PT (physical trng)...was quite slack aso...budden coz of e punishment we did earlier...the leg jiu veri pain...den fleonna n catherine was i/c n dey quite inexperienced so not quite sure how tu conduct cooling down exercise den pei mdms scold...PT over den mdms ask us tu tink of a game tu play during recre (recreation)...budden rite..we gotto do half squad while tinking of a game...n is all becoz joanne n cara saw ncc doing half squad den ask us tu do de...wah lao...den dey gu yi dun let us recover...budden gd ting fang wei n jocelyn come...den dey ask us recover...we played captain ball...den play finish jiu debrief le...mdms told us tu prepare for their POP (passing out parade)...
trng finish we all jiu go mac eat lunch lor...den veri funny...we gu yi dun let joanne sit...haha...n we offered tu let joanne sit on the sit which sam sat n fell...budden joanne dowan...so she gotto stand lor...den eunice cynthia dey all aso at mac...den dey come over...n we ask dem eat joanne fries...den jiu veri funny lor...we eat finish jiu go le...den joanne go same bus stop as me coz she go central mah...so we walk together lor...den as we reach bus stop my bus jiu come le...so i go 1st...anyway ciz i late tu go peiying le...so din pei joanne/..haha...den i told her fold down her socks...so funny lor...

den i reach pyps jiu meet sabrina mdm...n got lots of other HQ mdms n sirs...got some last time come tu ang mo kio de...den aso got the sir which was the i/c for o.a course (outdoor activities)...den aso dunno whether he rmb me not...den me connie durrah n another HQ sir was in charge for the 'watch my egg' game...each grp of cadets were given one packet of straws n one egg n they gotto make something tu protect the egg so tt wen dey throw the product down frm 2nd floor tu 1st floor...the egg wun break...quite a few grps did not break their egg...dey veri li hai...even connie durrah n me make de aso break lor...feel so shi bai...anyway...after all grps have played finish all the stations...we got campfire...real fire...den got campfire songs n all...so fun...den got so many cadets...pyps red cross member got lyk 90 plus cadets lor...i so xian mu...how i wish amkss aso can...be more united...n cadets dun always iso themselves...haish...gotto finish loads of homework...n revision too...arghh...so sianx...
-lurv redx-

always live life tu the fullest.
dun let go of hopes.
hope gives eu the strength tu keep going
wen eu feel lyk giving up.

dun ever quit believing in urself.
as long as eu believe eu can.
eu will have reasons for trying.

dun hesitate tu reach out for help.
we all need it, frm time tu time

dun run away frm love
but towards love.
beause it is ur deepest joy eu ever have.

tu edna, sam, van, hamtaro, connie,
all my friends, all my seniors n juniors...
dun ever gib up... look at life frm a different
view...n always cherish wad eu have...
-lurv redx-

p.s: i deleted my results...coz its very bad...

hi everyone..quite long time never post le...haish...lets sae abt tis morn...woke up late n reached sch late...aiyah i bring my U n boots den i ran up the stairs lyk mad woman lidat...sorrie edna..made eu hab tu go change by urself...den took my U n boots tu change n we wen down tu foyer but saw sec 3s haven ready yet...coz kexin dun hab button ring or wad lar den mus use rafia string...haha tink of it den wanna laugh...den change here change dere...mdms dey all also rushing coz dey ownself late...den i tink dey angry wib us coz we din noe muz wear U or not...its eu all de fault wad...not ours...is eu all last min de okae...one msg sae muz wear U den another msg sae dun wear...eu making us luan lor...n eu all aso not sure...aiyah...dunno lar...den wen tu fall in n do UI...den aftr tt we fall in in parade square...den mr siva call our name den we gotto march n receive our certs...we din practise so the marching was lyk shit...my name was e last tu b called lor...den i marched up tu receive cert frm mrs sim...den sam n eunice sae my hands not 90 degrees wen i march...so pai seh...den finish assembly jiu change n go for chn class lor...so sian one...the whole dae was lyk practically boring boring boring...den sch end liao jiu go tu yishun sports hall tu support netball finals...amkss was gd but sports sch was even beta...anyway our gals did well too...
receive my result slip todae...e results is shitty can...sci cannot make it lar...

arghhh!!!...sux sux sux...i wanna go 3/4 de lei...but results lidat...how??? i guess i gotto improve...its still possible if i try...but...okae nvm/...going tu finish tt irritating article book for fu lao shi...
-lurv redx-

i've gt the red cross spirit, deep in my heart, deep in my heart, deep in my heart, i've gt the red cross spirit deep in my heart, deep in my heart tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, right in my head, right in my head, right in my head, i've gt the red cross spirit, right in my head, right in my head tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, all over me, all over me, all over me, i've gt the red cross spirit, all over me, all over me tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, deep in my heart, right in my head, all over me, i've gt the red cross spirit deep in my heart, right in my head tu stay...
I AM SIAO...arghh...i've gt tu tell myself not tu kee siao...some one save me...
- lurv redx-

jus wanna blog abt yst...amkss rcy did it...we gt 3rd in the north district for footdrill com....yeahh...qingyu they all came bac tu support...hey jus wanna tell eu tt eu guys rawk man...thx for coming bac...n after reaching sch we wen tu change...den left amkss in a small, mini bus...we couldn't sit coz scare dirty our U...den it was very crowded lar..but was fine after reaching bendemeer...den eric sir(mr chia) was aso dere...haish but din manage tu c him...saw him onli during the comp...we wen tu our holding area which was in a classroom...3 grps in 1 class...den mdms dey all ate while me n edna were dere feeling nervous...we keep singing kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa la...den fleonna joined in...we din wear name tag so scared minus points...den waited a while in class before had UI(uniform inspection)...me n edna was reserve den had tu stand at the bac...but we still had tu fall in...den the hq mdms n sirs check n tink n check n tink...den we all fall out n go downstairs tu the parade square which was where the com was held...i was so scared but after 15 mins we were done...wen jia did gd commanding...but i tink some of the squad members did some wrong...den dunno whether mr chia gt judge our sch anot...den after tt we all go the hall...where everyone slept...i slept n slept until the bois frm other sch so damn noisy...den wake me up...after was speech by the sir...den gt prize presentation...amkss rcy gt 3rd in north district!!!...wen jia wen tu collect the trophy...i was so happy man...n i was tinking amkss rcy can get 3rd after practising lyk onli 5 trngs...if we had practise earlier...we could have beat evergreen...but anyway...3rd is gd too!!!...den after tt...joanne cry...den make me wanna cry too...den suddenly i became very high...wen we were waiting for the bus...i kept laughing n laughing...partly coz vanessa aso siao siao...den after going into the mini bus...i was still siao....den we can sit le...coz anyway we all dirty le...the mdms were in high spirits...so dey tok tok tok...aiyah...den after reach sch..den wen tu change...den we go n eat lunch...qing yu dey all n the sec 4s aso gt go n eat...den we eat finish den left happily...i took same bus as linda n jestina n rosemary...they tok i listen....haha...den they lyk pang sei linda lidat...so bad...den rosemary left liao jestina jiu come n tok tu me...den linda aso tok...i reach my stop i jiu alight...i felt very happy...ystd is one of the best days in my life...gd job everyone...
-lurv redx-

juz wanna blog abt ystd...i feel very bad lei...i tink amkss rcy not going for footdrill com anymore...sorrie lar...even though i feel bad...i juz wanna make it clear tt we are no spare tyre okae...juz bcoz eu can't find a replacement dosen't mean eu can juz put us down for everything rite? wen others dun come, eu treat us as replacement...but wen we dun go...we kana blame by eu all...aiyah...i dunno lar...i tink for once we made a rite decision...pls dun tell us so last min...will gib us heart attack de lei...tis not the 1st time...any way...nvm...hope tis kind of ting wun happen again...hey and anyway i tink i shall go tu support on sat...
ystd stay in sch crap wib lots of ppl...coz they all stay for class drama...last rehearsal le...i tink the ppls did well in the rehearsal...stayed until abt 6.30...going tu do homework le...oh n 1 more ting...i'm going tu go 3/4...i will try n i wanna become VI wen i go tu JC or poly...haha..might not b possible though...
-lurv redx-