i am sorrie...i feel veri guilty now...pls dun guai we all le...we juz find tt its not rite tu have smth on sat...we rather have more trng during weekdays...do eu all noe?...reallie reallie sorrie...pls forgive us...do euu all noe tt the footdrill comp. is juz 1 week away?...how do eu expect we all sec 2s tu learn everting in 1 week?...its not possible can...1 week onli...onli if eu all had said earlier...maybe it is possible...but now?...i tink its too late...although we can try...but it might not be successful...eu all noe?...everything is last minute de...even talentime last dae den we practise practise and practise...haish...dunno wad tu sae le...everythings driving mee crazy...i reallie wanna go 3/4...but my chem lidat...how?...if i fail chem again...how tu go pure chem class??>..i jus wanna die...nth seems rite...everytings gone wrong...y??...coz i m stupid...
-lurv redx-

helloz everyone...i noe i long time neber blogged lerhh...coz no time...so stressed out...reallie wann get into 3/4 but i dun tink can lor...so i will settle fer 3/3...haish...feel lyk my life ish rotting...lyk tis blog...can't do anyting abt it...n so fraustrated...hab mixed feelings abt next yr...reallie can't bear tu split up wib the ppl dearest tu mee...n very scared tt next yr wen we become mdms...dunno whether the whole unit will dao bi anot...haish...onli 5 sec 2s lei...of which 1 always dun cum...so sad lar...n i wanna kill the person hu sae tt amk red cross sux...i tink tt person sux more lor...actually ish not the unit sux...ish the ppl...haii...anyway...maths...din do well...onli 15/25...haish...so upset...n hist...onli 16/20...sigh...dun tink i can make it oready...so demoralised...den the fu lao shi...make me feel even worse...keep asking us tu drop out of HCL...wad kind of teacher r euu? hope my life can improve...waiting fer tt someone tu come...everybody take care hor...heex...
-lurv redx-

i'm sick of hating ppl i hate...tt's y i try so hard tu b nice tu dem...but does it work?...i still hate dem...y??...the feeling of hatred ish so annoying...will anyone help mee? n sch makes it even worse...dere's pressure tu go tu sec 3/4 or 3/3 n i failed my science aso...i dun tink i can even make it tu 3/3...the teachers make mee feel so demoralised tt the whole dae in sch i feel lyk sleeping...sorrie if i've offended anyone...but tis ish wad i reallie tink...i'm glad dere's still my fwenz...thanks edna, sam, van, eun n the other gals n bois hu r dere fer mee...eu guys work miracles...i reallie need a break before i mentally breakdown...stress stress stress...
-lurv redx-

haish...todae trng fun lar...coz ish ice breaker games mah...but b4 trng even start...edna jiu fall down..n wound ish quite bad lei...her knee, hand n finger aso gt lor...raining mah...so she slipped n fell...

den start of trng was tu introduce ourselves tu sec 1s...den we play blanket game...i can rmb sec 1s all de name lor...yiling, vivien(dunno ish a or e), nicholas and regina...shd b correct bah...den after a while jiu you water break...cum back jiu play another game...dunno wad its called lar...but quite fun lei...ish lyk sec 3s will give a pic of a place in sch...n the 1st place i guessed correctly...ish outside e library...den we all go dere...we gt split into grps...i was in alpha...in my grp were regina, nicholas n ms chan...den i was blindfolded...den my grp members had tu guide me tu collect ping pong balls which sec 3s stuck tu e walls all ard...den after a while...sec 4s came...joanne rosemary jia ling n jestina...den joanne n rosemary dang barrier tu block we pei blindfold de ren...den i bu xiao xin zhuang dao joanne...damn funny lor...den at 1st i dunnno ish her one...but hear her tok n laugh jiu noe lerhh...den my grp won coz we gt most number of ping pong balls...den after take off blindfold den joanne n jestina joined my grp...den next pic ish a pic of outside sci lab...on 3rd floor...den we run very fast den joanne n jestina cannot catch up...so funny lor...den we past the place but we din noe...den after we gt dere liao jiu go tu sci hub dere...den sec 3s ask jestina tu act a word or sentence out..den bravo grp oready finish 5 Qns but we onli ans 2...so we lose lor...but nvm...den we gt water break...after water break we played dog n bone...most of e sec 4s joined in...except wen jia rosemary i tink...den dog n bone alpha win...haha...den joanne was lyk siao lor...dunno y...too hyper i tink...den after tt we play hunter n squirrel...very very fun lei...den gt so much screaming n noise...i scream until no voice le...budden tis game was the most fun...so nice can...den play dunno how long liao den break again...

after tt jiu play whacko...everyone sit in circle...den 1 person go up den lyk start wib whoever...den e person muz call other ppl de name...den if next person neber call jiu kana whack lor...tis game aso quite fun but nt as fun as squirrel game...den after tis game jiu gt 1 last game...ish someting lyk charades...quite fun aso...den after tt jiu debrief le...debrief le den dismiss budden sec 3s still gt some admin stuff...den i tink dey pei sec 4s ma or wad lar....

den tml going out wib sam...looking forward tu it...
-lurv redx-

yoz...haha blogging abt ystd trng...haish...so damn wanna strangle the witch...dun let us see sec 1's isit?! huh...eu tink eu so great ah...let mie tell eu some ting...eu r not okae...eu r lyk shit can....spoil my dae...eu noe...we were all so looking forward tu see the sec 1's...n eu had tu do tis...purposely de rite?!...dun act smart coz eu r so not!!...

trng was sort of a rehearsal...all bcoz of the witch...dun wanna tok abt her anymore...sec 3's took so much time tu plan n eu give us tis crap...anyway...we played wif water...den i was half wet half dry...sec 3's..eu guys were great...haha den after tt we played hai dai...or wadeva..dunnoe how tu spell..after tt sec 3's dismissed us, but hu noes still gt foot drill..haii..den cara took over n jestina taught va...va, i hope eu can become same standard as us...haha..but i tink eu r a fast learner so shd b fine...den while we doing foot drill jocelyn n soh ee were scolding sec3's...so kan bu shun yan can...sec 3's doing pumping but we doing foot drill...reallie wanna help dem but how?...cara aso wun let de...dey will sae ish none of business...but how can eu watch ur seniors bei ma den eu do nth...how can?...maybe sec 4's can but i can't...after practising foot drill fer quite long...den cara dismissed us...we had debrief wif cara n jestina...but as dey were toking..sec 3's were doing pumping...so can bu guo yan...we sitting in shelter but dey outside in the sun doing pumping...den she so extra...ppl kana scolded so badly liao den eu still go n jia yan jia cu...irritating can...eu r another one i can't stand...can eu pls change...haish...eu all always ask us tu change, our attitude n attendance...we tried n we did...our attitude prob...we r okae le...we dun gib faces...but eu all lei...hab eu all changed?..no still the same chou lian..expect our respect in return?!...haish...dun sae le...

den i was surprised coz usually jocelyn vehh gd de lei...n cara always lyk face black black...den todae ish switch over...jocelyn kept scolding n scolding...n cara was nice tu us...i juz dun get it...do ppl's character change frequently?...maybe dey do...i dun wanna go n bother...haish...juz hope next trng CAN get tu see sec 1's n jocelyn dun be so fierce tu sec 3's....tt's gd enough...
-lurv redx-

long time neber blog lerhh...lyk sort of neglecting it...haish...gt so many tings tu tok abt but lazy tu say it all...wen tu malaysia fer 1 week n missed 3 daes of sch...had fun but missed trng on thurs...edna said tt it was foot drill the whole dae...sort of sian lar...n no PT...heard tt cat came tt dae...haha..she finally came..lyk the mdms waited fer 1000 yrs den she appeared...hope she dosen't quit...

todae edna sam va eun and jia qi wen j8 watch 'i not stupid 2'...can't go...so sad...haii...nvm coz i will get other chance de...n tml gt trng!!...so happy...will get more recruit....dun wanna bring coke bottle...lyk quite ma fan lidat...but joanne say compulsory jiu no choice lor...haha...
n muz do DnT, dance and drama journal...hope wun hab much scolding frm mdms tml...ltr sec 1's gt bad impression...haha
-lurv redx-