Its farewell assembly today. 4 years in this school, & its finally our turn. I must admit I was really shocked when I was dragged down all the way from the second level by Sam and Yingxin to meet Cheryl and Jacquelyn, seniors that we sent off during graduation assembly 2 years ago. It really brought back memories. Thanks for the chocolates! (:

The form teachers sang 'My wish', I suppose you could say they sang it from the bottom of their hearts, which made the song even more real. Most students were touched I think, save for Qh(as always - so unfeeling, haha kiddin').

I was definitely reminded of the farewell assembly last year, & when we walked the red carpet to exit, gosh, the stupid tears kept flowing. I fumbled with the cards I wanted to give the teachers, haha & I was so afraid that my hands would tremble and I would drop the stack of cards. The line of students moved slowly, because they were all busy hugging the teachers for the last time. Seeing the teachers' cry, I reckon, made lots of ppl cry too. Haha, but it was definitely comforting to know they would miss us. Oh and I can't believe I hugged Mr Siva. Haha he hugged all the Ug ppl I think.

Then outside the hall, the graduands gathered, & we were met with the beloved sec 2s. I'm elated that they actually took the effort to prepare gifts for us, and come to school just to see us. Thank you Vivian for the cheesecake, I know I still owe you mudpie. (: Then I think I practically went around hugging people. And PinLiang was definitely the jing dian, he went around hugging the 2/2o6 guys, and then he cried! Pinliang leh! Its so surprising, haha, because normally he'd be going around bullying people. (: Then afterwards was phototaking time. Everyone just went around with their cameras & like grabbed anyone they see to take photos with.

Later on, we proceeded to KFC, our usual haunt, for dinner. Julian came along too! Haha, that's rare. Must be because of you-know-who. Ehehe.

Today, a momentous day, I think I won't ever forget. Especially that hug. (Ehehe, Pinliang, its not yours! Haha)

Surprisingly, this post isn't that that emo. In fact, its quite cheery. Okay I shall continue with an emo post the next time I blog. (:

Gosh, its been..let me see..more than a month since my last post. Anyway its one more week to farewell assembly, that's fast, huh. Considering the fact that 1 year ago, I'd just attended my seniors'. And also, in 2 weeks time, its O levels! (uhh wow?). There's no more 'oh aiya we still have 3 more chances..2 more chances..', this is the last chance. Oh well, prelim results weren't great, but there's a significant improvement from common test. So let's just hope the plane flying to Cambridge with our O lvls exam scripts don't crash or anything.

My life's now a bore, so there's nothing to post about. Perhaps after Os, I'd be flooding my blog with posts again. I can't wait! (:

天使的烙印主题曲
吕婉嘉 - 就现在

也许是你忘记等待
还是逃避我们的未来
每一次都是我忍住泪然后离开
不用说我都已明白
爱情不容需三个人存在
我只是不够他对你依赖

我还是不明白最简单的对白
你都说的那么让人觉得不自在
到头来我竟然只剩下一片空白

I will be fine
我知道这一切是命运安排
我会明白
回忆只会让人重复受伤害
I won’t cry
如果泪才学会看清楚未来
把你放开 耿耿于怀 不对你期待
就现在

What if someone really close to you goes away?
Will you let him/her just slip away?
Even if its only in your dreams?

Just a short post; I must control the strong urge to blog.
Haha, & so, prelims have officially started and its like 58
days to O levels.

I want to comment about my performance for the first 2
days of the prelims - first 4 papers. I seriously think I
screwed up all of them. Especially the English paper 1.
I was like in tremendous discomfort la! The pain disabled
me to fully concentrate. Man, I think I'll be failing English
again. I think I'm so disadvantaged! & Mrs Ismail set a
killer paper for Geography, and I don't have much
common sense, so I couldn't crap out perfect answers
for her paper. Sigh.

Oh and, Mrs Ang has been very nice to patiently teach me
Maths. I think I'll be the death of her, cause you see, I
take a superbly long time to absorb things. Anyway, thank
you Mrs Ang! (awwwww..) erm, but seriously. Haha.

I can't wait for prelims to be over.

The soothing talk at Coffee Bean was really great. Umm, though of course I felt kinda guilty thinking about the comments I made & not forgetting the facial expressions I portrayed then, as I made my way home. Yesterday would be another indelible memory.

We were able to sit down, the 7 & the usual 4 at kfc TOGETHER. Have I mentioned before, that 7 is my favourite number? Anyway, it was really nice to be able to do that again. To literally 'bitch' around & have quite a number of ppl staring at us etc. I wonder when the next time will be. It was really interesting to have Pearlyn sitting beside me, hahaha, & I outraged her modesty. Eheh, oops. & Vivian actually had gastric. Haha, I can't believe her reaction to gastric would be like that. x_x heh, oops again. & after we left kfc, we went to hub supposedly to get a present. After getting it, we settled at Coffee Bean, because we craved for their cakes. Ended up, we talked for around 4 hours. Weird huh, not to mention that prelims are in another........12 days.

Anyway, enough about prelims. Oh, I went jogging today, of course, to try and erase ystd's troubles. Omg, but it didn't work. I'm still as bothered by it as yesterday. & of course, by ignoring ** yesterday, did not mean I'll ignore ** today. & I didn't; which sucks. Because I always fail when I say I'll ignore someone or something. Sighh. Okay, I shall try to get over it. I suppose, I will in a few days time.

Lastly, Happy National Day. & happy birthday xiuxian.

Okay, this is really insane. Or rather, I'm going insane.
Sort of exploded at kfc. Told them how I was feeling, though
of course I knew they would never comprehend it the way
I did. Afterall, we all view things from different perspectives.

After venting it out at kfc, I'm still feeling really sore
about it, so I'm seeing the need to reiterate my point
by typing this post. Not to mention, I feel the strong
urge to bang my fists against the wall.

I'm perplexed. I'm irate! Gosh, I totally do not comprehend
why people can dislike others so much, when they don't
even know the other party! What makes things even
more sore is, that I really regard both parties as great
friends. ABCDEFG.

On top of that, I'm feeling utterly disgusted by myself
as my impression of a certain someone has been
wavered! I don't believe this myself. I think I suck.
Boo. =(

Though it might seem as an issue which you would
dismiss it oh-so-easily, but somehow I'm superbly
bothered by it!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

'I like the word evil. Scramble it a little, and you get vile and live. Good, on the other hand, is just a command to go do.'

- Jodi Picoult

& I am evil. (:

Truth is, I haven't been studying much, of late. I suppose I can't expect that great a result since I haven't put in my best.

Anyway, seeing how others get so busy with both CCA and studies really touches a raw nerve. Because at this time, last year, I wasn't even that busy at all.

I admire how others are able to so perfectly pen down their thoughts and feelings, to be able to describe everything to its minute detail, something that I am never able to do. Sometimes, I really want to find the right word to describe myself at that very moment in time, but always fail to do so. & all around me I see people that are so blessed, that have everything go their way; and then I see many others that are ill-fated, that nothing goes their way. I wonder which category I belong to.

I'm always at the halfway mark. Studies. CCA. Sports. Piano. Even Friends and Happiness, I'm always only halfway there. Sometimes, I envisage myself at the opposite end of the globe, living a life totally different from what I'm having now. Not that I'm being emotional (emo), and fyi I really detest the word 'emo', but its good to imagine. Damn. Now even I'm unsure of my point. I keep digressing. Sighhhh.

I just want the sec 3 life back. Because then, days go on without me being constantly fearing about what happens next etc. At least I was entitled to find solace in my CCA, whenever I was upset. Oh well, nevermind.

Watching intently as the rain drops fell yesterday, I finally took time to sort out my incoherent mind. Everything was jumbled up, & for a moment I couldn't remember what I was doing in school in the first place. I realised, with the guidance of a special someone, that everyone does things for a reason. Not that I didn't know that before, but now I really know. Perhaps I was selfish, to not say it was my fault; to not tell them I had contributed to the idea. What had happened? What had gone through the minds of the ones we'd groomed? They suddenly seemed so different, so distant, so complex.

I couldn't comprehend, why they'd become like this or why they had entertained such thoughts. I couldn't fathom, why we're totally pushed aside or why we weren't entitled to know even just that little bit. I couldn't decipher, who had been in the wrong or why they're upset. I couldn't perceive, what was more important than the matter they had at hand. I just couldn't.

When it was around this time last year, we weren't like this. I remembered it was damn hard for us, but yesterday I realised, it might be harder for you. Now you see why we can't sign the form? Now you see why we might never be able to don on that white long-sleeved top and white skirt? Now you see why, because there's a communication problem. Even before we leave the school we have this problem. What happens after we leave?

Some are still stuck back in time. They keep digging up the past. Why repeat it when everyone's fine? Perhaps you want me to never talk to you again? You're unfathomable, just like I am to you. I missed that friendship once, but after yesterday passed, I am missing it no more. You guess why. I'd put it behind, & tried ways and means to help you too, but you chose yesterday, when I was all messed up to bring it up again. You hurt, but is it only you? You were the one who dug up all the miserable contents. I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY!

Currently, I still holding back, because I'm sieving my words. Afterall, others might be reading this, & I'm mindful of the impact it may cause if I phrase my words incorrectly.

Oh well, on a slightly happier note, I had one of the most soothing talks with Qh ystd. Man, that setting we had ystd might never come again!! A slight breeze, quiescent surroundings and an interesting topic at hand. Oh and not forgetting the background music coming from Pierce sec supposedly; everything blended together to grant us the perfect place for a light-hearted chat.

Also, it was Goh Yilin's birthday, they celebrated at drivethrough Mac. Some fantastic people chose our seat outdoors, you see, drivethrough Mac provides outdoor shelters where people can dine in as well. (: Not that dining outdoors is a bad idea, just that there's this irksome cat which freaks most of the girls at out table out. Especially Qh, & what made me start to laugh was her distinguished fear for that cat. I know I wasn't being nice, but a girl of 170++cm being afraid of a tiny, furry, cute cat and jumping about in fear was really comical. It was the first time Edna finished her meal before Qh, because Qh was busy avoiding the cat. Qh consumed her meal on tenterhooks as she kept an eagle's view of any approaching cat. Winny saved the 'damsel' in distress by carrying the cat more than once, out of our dining area.

After dinner, people took turns to produce jokes for entertainment, only that not all were funny. It wasn't till Vivian and Kewei left that Vivien started to tell her supernatural stories. It freaked most of us out when Yilin suddenly rose from her seat & screamed, like really screamed. However, turns out that it was just her thoughts making her afraid. We all left soon after, and Pearlyn grabbed my arm tightly as we proceeded to our bus stops.

That's basically all of yesterday. Happy birthday Yilin.

Ultimately, its still the old days that matters most. That pang of nostalgia hit me real hard during awards night. Though this photo is incomplete, I have that feeling it will never be possible to make it complete again.

Okay, so awards night didn't go as smoothly, (to put it bluntly), because there were considerably many cock-ups. Perhaps it was too last minute due to the recent NOMAD; anyway, it was kinda hilarious to actually see how people around me got anxious when it was almost their turn to receive their awards. Haha, that's because when you receive your award, a screen bearing your Sec 1 photo will be put up. & sad to say, that photo of mine wasn't at all cute or innocent. It just looked dumb. =( Still, I was positive that seeing these photos brought smiles and laughter to everyone in the hall as we reminisced our Sec 1 days. It sorta lightened up the atmosphere in the hall.

After the whole event was over, we proceeded downstairs to slack and chit-chat; so different from last year, or year before, where we would be the ones clearing up the hall & being labelled the saikang warriors. I can't deny that I miss those days, but its time to let go. The Ugians gathered for photos, and the girls clamoured to take photos with the guys! Haha. An interesting sight, I'm glad to say.

Oh, so that's all for award's night that I can think of. I shall end with a last picture.

As I said, people have their limits. & at times, their close
friends or buddies might just unknowingly cross the
boundaries. Just a mere sentence might spark unhappiness.

Perhaps everyone should learn to give each other space.
Just some cooling-down time for things to settle a lil' bit.

Aside from generalising, I suppose the past few days I
have been stoical to the happenings around me, save for
the fact that I still chatter alot, but of course, mostly to
my maths partner. I presume I have left numerous people
around me perplexed at my abstruse behaviour; its
unintentional, I'm serious.

Another lingering occurrence is the walk up the arduous
8 flights of stairs from the ground floor to 4/3. At
that time, it really wouldn't have hurt if someone could
have just voiced out a word or something; not only because
it was a terribly awkward silence, but also because it was
unprecendented. But everyone eschewed the task of being
the first to speak. Oh well, who knows what the individuals
are thinking. After all, human minds are hard to fathom;
though sometimes others try so hard to figure what you're
thinking when in actual fact you might just be thinking of
what you'll be having for lunch(for example). Don't get me
wrong, cause its not meant to be humourous or sth, I'm
just trying to make clear that most of the time, people think
too much.

And, I shall skip the topic of Awards Night as it causes much
disturbance, I presume.

Gahhhhhh, well on a lighter note, I'm getting those unsightly
metal braces cemented onto my teeth next week. Not that
that's a bad thing. Just that, did I mention, since young
I have this phobia of dentists, & that it would take much
more than a hurricane to blow me into the dentist's patient
room. I did count my blessings when the dentist told me
I'm spared from the extraction of any tooth in my mouth,
however my parents are paying so that I must endure the
sour feeling when small plastic bands are put between my
teeth to seperate them. Man, I wonder how I'd look with
small metal cubes on my individual teeth held together
by a metal wire. Seems like the dentists' will be my new
hangout.

Lastly, I wish to dream of fabulous Biology results tonight.
Cause I totally screwed Physics up.
I should have known better. Physics is easier than Biology.

Oooh & of course, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ms Poon.
Heh, don't misunderstand, I'm not referring to the
elegant science teacher(if I'm not wrong) teaching
in our fantabulous school.

I'm referring to the student from 4/4. She has her
own idiosyncratic gestures which at most times I
shy away from. Heh, anyway, here's wishing you a
really HAPPY 16 birthday! To Samantha Poon=)))

Okay, I'm undeniably happy now! Haha, I guess chatting with people you haven't chatted with for a long time makes you really elated! Plus the national day songs coming out of my earphones really soothes all the day's unhappiness.

However, I still have left a high-standard english summary I haven't completed. I shall go do it lest Mrs Chung flies into a rage when she finds out I haven't completed it by her extended dateline. (Though I know she won't=))

Cya.

Okay, like my exam partner said, CTs are over. One hurdle crossed, but days to the big Os draw nearer. The anticipation of CT's results are killing me, though I know I most probably will either just scrape through or fail, but I can't help but think that I will be on cloud nine if I actually do surprisingly well. Sighhhhhhhh, Chemistry was obviously a killer, quite like its setter. Heh, man, I actually dreamt I got reprimanded by her. A nightmare, yes!

Oh & I realised, without RC activities, I find that I don't have much to blog about. Apart from occassional outings, oh wait, there was only 1 recent one, okay then I shall blog about that. Yesterday, the usuals caught a movie together. It was entitled Penelope, pronounced as Pen-ell-lo-pee, haha about this girl being born with a pig's snout. 3 out of 5 stars for me. Then we walked around plaza sing, its so close to RC HQ. Nostalgia, but just a teeny weeny bit. Daiso, the $2 shop really fascinated me. They had all sorts of interesting things there, all priced at $2, sounds cheap but getting just a handful of items may cost a bomb. We all spent around $10 each just in that shop. However, I'm really satisfied, because I was able to purchase items that hold much meaning. We left soon after we got what we wanted.

I hurried to take the mrt to clementi with Yifang, which is on the green line, so I didn't estimate the time from Dobhy Ghaut to Clementi. Ended up waiting for an hour for my parents; for the first half hour though, I enjoyed sitting there, cause at that time I somehow had lots of things to think of. But the next half an hour, I was practically dozing off while sitting upright. What's more, the weather was really humid & there was not much of a breeeze, so the 1 hour wait was really !@#$%. Anyway, I went to a Korean restaurant with a group of around 20 ppl, & my table was 2 tables away from Allan Wu, Wong Lilin & their families. Okay I know, its no big deal, but afterall she's still the lead actress of the movie Leap Years, so she is somebody right. Oh, but the dinner was not for me, the authentic korean dishes had a weird taste, gosh & dining in such a fine restaurant was extremely pricey.

Okay, can I say that's all? Yea, I'm too lazy to blog anymore. What's more, there's school tomorrow. Oh, & unfortunenately I don't foresee myself getting exceedingly good grades. Sighhhhh..

Leona Lewis American Idol Performance

See, she can sing live incredibly well!


okay, I'm probably mad from studying?

still LEONA LEWIS :DDDD

She's a wonderful singer!

The day started off really weird. Hey afterall, its Friday the 13th! Reached Dobhy Ghaut just in time, met the cadets. (ex-cadets but they still call me ma'am). Did some recap with them before proceeding to the Red Cross House, a place that I'm so used to already, though not being within some's sight. It was the place I'd been coming to since I was in primary school; the premises stands strong over the years & there's no major alteration to its semblance.

Walked up the spiral stairway to RCTC room 2, & expressions of nervousness started to surface. That wasn't a strange sight, as both Winny & I, the 2 licensed oldies, were getting it too. We decided to leave the room after a while, so as not to absorb the candidates' stress. Instead we settled for fresh air, at the mouth of the RC house, a light talk & random topics. Time passed & then it was time for bandaging & CPR. We the oldies were quite discomposed, trying our luck at hinting as our job was to do so. The CPR was even worse, the tension gradually building, as the candidates were to enter the room singly. The examiner seemed as if she could eat my girls n guy up.

Wasn't it upsetting that I couldn't stay for the results?!! Haha. Anyway, congrats to this clamorous yet astoundingly amazing batch of sec 1s. Their results were laudable & I could see due amount of effort put into studying for this test. But its worth it, cause when you pass, you'll be a licensed & certified first aider! You'll get your own license which is so cool!

Ehhm okay, then I went to Cairnhill place to get the X-ray done. Then rushed back to school with Winny, managing to catch a glimpse of the Land ROD. But it was the best part! The marching past of the graduating batch, & I felt glad, that there was some 22o6 ppl in the squad of green. As the weeks passed, more UGians of 22o6 get their Retirement Of Duty or Passing Out Parades. I reminisced the times when we were still under our sirs/ma'ams wing, & cadets of different UG, namely Land, Air, Guides, Boy's Brigade & Red Cross, spending time together doing drills. As time passed & we entered sec 3, our wings were then fully-fledged; 22o6 UGians assumed the higher roles of each unit. Knowing each other pretty well, negotiations were able to reach an agreement, & we all came closer together. That made life in UG the more worthwhile.

& today Qinjie made a special mention towards 22o6 UGians during his speech, I think he left us all in awe. I have to say, Wong Qinjie does drive me up the wall at times with his temperament, yet he still knows how to do something afterward to save his skin. =)) Anyway, congrats big green guy, I think we'll be seeing you in a RED beret during your NS time. Haha.

Okay, I'm lazy to continue from here. The rest are 'mundane' details. Haha, just kidding. Played with the sec 2s cause they jio us out for lunch. We made a din at Sumo house before proceeding to my house. We played 'cat-and-mouse' all the way from AMK to KHATIB. It was fun, but kinda exhausting for old people like me.

Today was really really !!!! Haha, the series of events kept going, like an unstoppable film. But I want another today. & ANTICIPATION is my new cool word.

Cya.

Farewell party: an indelible 2 hours.
Though farewells couldn't go without speeches,
when it was my turn to go up and make one, I
realised then it was really redundant. Perhaps
I do better while writing.

I can't say so for the rest, because I could sense
their innermost feelings & how they reach out
to their audience. They just have the gift for speech.
Anyway, it was astounding to actually witness the
ones who cried so badly; they weren't whom I thought
would, though it is comforting to envisage why they
were crying for. The video presented wasn't that moving,
as just like mine was last year. I didn't cry, just like they
didn't.

At that particular point in time when we were
distributing our gifts, & I walked over to the
sec 1s & 2s to give out mine, I was brought
back to when I was in sec 1 & 2, where no NCO
would actually really bother about the
existence of sec 1s & 2s, as the emphasis
would be concentrated on the graduating batch
as well as the batch taking over. The sec 1s
and 2s will only just be presented with
little minute gifts of encouragement for
their upcoming years in Red Cross. Also
the programmes in store for the graduating
batch were always last-minute. &
each batch of cadets would only prepare
their performance during the camp itself.
Therefore it is consolatory to know that sec 2s
have put in commendable effort for our
farewell party, in collaboration with our VI
and our YOs. & I hope that sec 1s didn't feel
that left out either.

I wonder if this'll be the end of my RC
journey, as the saying goes that all good
things must come to an end. Those remarkable
times as a unit will never be effaced. & as we
all know how much you girls hope for us
to become VIs, let me tell you that if we
become VIs, things will still nvr be the same
again. There will be times when you purposely
keep us out of your conversations cause we
ought not to know some things, & there will
be a deep gap between us & you; in terms
of friendship as well as ma'am-cadet r/s.
Problems will arise & you'll find it hard to
even communicate with us.

Its easy for you girls to say 'be a VI'.
Its easy for us to say 'yes'.
But it might not be easy for us to work
together. Moreover, what's the
difference of us being a VI or being a
senior? I guess time will tell our
decision, so until then, you will all be
kept in suspense.

That's all for my promised entry. I
procrastinated, but definitely with
a valid reason! (:

I guess I'm the last one to actually open up Blogger & actually start typing sth solid to post. Well, just one piece of redundant info to all readers for a start, because I'm wallowing in self pity; my hard disk crashed, & I've lost all my pictures, videos & documents. Okay, one day when I'm really free I shall collect them back again.

Anyway, POP is over. The camp started as a major cock-up, I think no one will deny that, but I suppose things gradually got better as the sec 3s got more & more used to being the ICs. Conquer O on Friday seemed especially long, though I can't picture why. So when it was finally over, the 'slacker' NCOs went down to the RC room to dump our stuff there. I suppose at that time, no one really felt that that would be the last 2 days we can still claim the room is ours.

Ehmm, okay as for the minute details, I have to skip. So, digressing to after our food shopping spree, the 6 NCOs returned to school & merrily started a fire for our outdoor cooking. At that time, the joy of being able to actually sit outside the redcross room to peacefully eat a meal was very satisfying. Picture a dark sky, dim lights from the corridor, & the warmth of the flame coming from under the mass tins, not forgetting the aroma of the food cooking. Okay well, its just so family-like.

& at night, that was when the 'camp' really started. Well, I know the sec 2s will hate me for what I've done, though no one will actually be so blunt to say it out. I just hope you'll be able to endure, no matter how tough things are. D'you know how much it hurt to actually stand there and watch you all crumble? But someone still has to do the dirty job. & after the plenty drilling sessions, we all sincerely hope that you'd all grow, to acheive BIG things. Because we can see potential.

As for sec 1s, like I said, I don't really know you people yet. But it is definitely visible that you all have sort of understood a few of the many rules of being a UGian. The road upcoming ain't easy, that's for sure. But as long as there's passion, as well as due effort, things will flow smoothly. I was glad & amazed that sec 1s, being sec 1s, could really improve overnight. Their drills improved the very next day, & their mindset of 'no, I'm not ready for POP' could change to 'YES, I'm ready for POP'. You could say it was heartwarming.

After 'tucking' the dear cadets into 'bed', the NCOs retired for the night as well. A few knocked out straightaway. Qh & I were the 'survivors'. She passed time playing Vanessa's PSP, while I sat quietly in thought, or rather I was trying to go to sleep. Qh mumbled nonsensical stuff out, which the half-asleep Vanessa would stifle out a laugh. At that time, it was around 3.00am. Awhile later, the rain came, bringing about a refreshing breeze. It was cold, but Qh & I ventured out of our cosy abode. Then we plonked onto the chairs at the foyer, cause not much strength was left of our tired bodies. A small conversation was held, afterwhich we slept. Apparently I couldn't sleep, which was such a waste, cause my eyelids were drooping but my brain just didn't want to shut down yet. When I finally could, my stomach had to cruelly wake me up; I felt like vomitting so I hurriedly switched positions, till I was sitting on the foyer floor. Pathetic huh, but then again, not long after, I was awoken by Edna, it was 5.ooam. How timely.

We tried to wake the sleeping beauty up, but she didn't budge, so we took a walk & gave a morning call to the cadets. They responded to our first call. (: PT was next, initially I ran with them, but decided to stay back to attend to the 'patients'. At least it was fruitful, as I made my first talk with Joey & Hwee Tong.

Time crawled by before it was the last rehearsal for POP. Everyone was perked up by that time, & were able to execute considerably standard drills upon Cx's command. As the 'guests' slowly arrived, the NCOs were donning on their immaculate uniform filled with badges. It was busy time for the sec 3s as they had to boost the morale of the sec 1s & 2s, to gear them up for their grand entrance. As the Guard-Of-H& honour contingent marched smartly into the parade square, I could feel the stares from all around. I suppose the six of us were bursting with pride, a sight not to be missed. As the parade commenced, things were going awry as cock-ups surfaced. & when the GOH contingent blasted the final cheer, the voices were filled with enthusiasm, & at the end, we won applauds from the audience; Yf pulled of my beret too.

It was after the parade that many unexpected incidents came simultaneously. That incured my wrath & all I could do was to helplessly pace around the 2nd floor of our school. Deep in thought, I held onto the 2 keys linked together by a keyring. I realised that there's always only room for 2, which leaves me feeling uneasy. After I was satisfied, I stopped & returned to the stuffy room. It was still hours to go before the anticipated farewell party. Everyone preoccupied themselves with something; I was still disorientated & fidgety. Finally as the minutes inched nearer, the NCOs got ready to leave the room. Outside stood the sec 2s, who were adamant about putting on bandages for us. Fortunately I managed to get away, & ended up behind a pillar less than 10m from the AVA room. No one could find me, until Yiling spotted me.

Digressing, I realised my post is redundantly lengthy. I didn't bother to summarise my words, & at some points, I too realised that I have no idea what I'm typing. Well the farewell party shall be explained at a later date, when I feel I have the inspiration to type. As for now, I shall sleep, & tmr there's still the maths camp. Sighhhhhhh.