NDP trng today was okkae..just that whole body aches coz of ystd de pumpings..haish..sec 1s, u guys de drills reallie must improve sia..or not next yr cannot join footdrill comp le..
btw i hate the wad sir thiam wei or wad larr..i aso dun like sir azmi n another BB sir..but wad to do..they r sirs ma den must respect them..
haish..nth much abt today de NDP trng leii..

oh..n one thing to add..wen xinyu mdm had to leave for the real NDP, mdm kexin gave us hentak kaki command..den as mdm xinyu, wearing her full uniform, walking outside the main gate, passed our squad..she gave us berhenti command..den we behentied. i was thinking..how much satisfaction does she get wen like her squad/unit does wad she says n all..n yet how much disappointment n hurt can she get wen her cadets dun do wad they r supposed to do..or they dun come for trng..haish..i suppose its hard for the chairpersons of the unit as there will b lots of setbacks..=( just hope that the attendance for all trngs r full..its the least we can do..=)

for now i'm gonna rest n study for maths test..see i so guai..heehee. jkjk. =)


p.s i feel i'm having a reallie bad attitude problem. should be pms bah..dun irritate me if possible. i m highly irritative. =)

waah..today de trng is abcdefg (copyrighted from van) larr..hahaha..stupid sia..
we, as in edna yin yin n me kena tekan..shiok ah..haha..
helped the rest clear their punishment of 50 pumping each..which
means we each person gotto do 116 pumpings..siao eh..
wen the rest went to take RCK bronze, edna yinyin n me were doing drills
den bei jiao into the RC room..i hate that feeling..i sucks. trust me..

den inside..got xinyu, kexin n weilin mdm...wah seh..they pro leii..they asked us lots of things..n wen we couldn't ans, dey shouted at us. sianz. den we started doing pumpings..we did 110 in all..n held it there at pumping position for like 10 mins..n we did level 1 position for also abt 10 mins..do until my whole body tremble dao siao..den i in level 1 position still can laugh..i dunno y..maybe coz i was oready shaking le so laugh den will help..heehee. i reallie dunno wad i toking. =)

den the aftereffects of the pumpings ah..wah..can die man. even worse than wen we held it there sia..my hand shake n shake n shake..den qiyu help me put the deep heat rub ah..den make it even worse can..so hot lorr.. waaah i nvr wanna put that thingy again..haha..

den prior to e quitting of CAC..qingyu n ms tan wanted to tok to us, edna, van, yinyin n me..den ms tan was reallie disappointed can..n qingyu was like quite angry with us.. reallie sorry larr..i tink we reallie din put in enough effort..well, hopefully we can join again CAC next year..

den after e CAC tok, we packed our stuff n guess wad?? edna cried..so sad
right?? n even worse, van cried too..n i saw it..n i burst into tears..how come?? we MUST b emotionally strong n aso must b physically strong. oh..but we oready r quite physically strong. hahas.

actually, today de trng is more xiang yang..more like the trng we had before..coz ever since the sec 3s took over..trng was very slack..pardon me for saying this. this is not an insult but hopefully u all can c this as a suggestion on how u all can change.

anyway..i just wanna tell all my fellow cadet mates..we must jian chi dao di..n i wanna tell our YO tt i'm sorrie for all the disappointments i caused u guys to have. n sec 3s i will keep our promise that we will change de okkae?

so fast almost going to exams le..sianz..hopefully everyone will do well..=) gonna prepare for tmr de NDP le..cya!! =)

today's trng is fine..quite fun larr..and i got a chance to hug the RC flag..heehee=) n 2 commonwealth RC members came to our sch to join in the RC contingent for NDP..n they bang chao loud can..

after we finished trng, edna, sam, van, juliana n me went to j8 eat lunch n take neoprintts...gang hao singapore idol roadshow was there so we wentt den saw jonathan they all..den van wen mad over him n jasmine..

finally at 3++ we wen home..n this stupid thing that happen made me realise that people like her should reallie be killed.
me, van, sam n juliana were rushing into the train coz the door was almost closing le..den there was this lady with her so 'fragile' child..we dunno got accidentally knock into her anot..den she started scolding us leii..like what the hell larr..u tink i will put up with ur farking nonsense??
sorrie hor..just to let u noe..i'm not so kindhearted kk..she scolded us, saying that her child was there. she say that how can we push lidat? WHAT THE HELL..she was blocking our damn bloody way!! AND SHE DARE COMPLAIN??!! the door would have just closed on us leii..n wad more, HER CHILD WAS STILL HAPPILY SMILING AWAY!! n she come n tell us that we shouldn't shove around? THEN HOW R WE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SUPPOSE TO ENTER THE TRAIN W/O THE DOOR CLOSING ON US??!!
if lidat..den how abt if she were in ORCHARD ROAD? i tink she would b scolding every single person in orchard road!!i reallie can't stand tis kind of ppl..so bu yao lian ah..if i were a meanie i would have just told her to SHUT UP! okk..enough abt those kind of ppl..
i'm tired..gonna sleep now..bye people..
p.s i hate rumors!

will you be my friend?? i feel alone..tt nobody's there for me..i reallie hope that someone can take my hand and tell me tt they will be there for me..always holding my hand..it will be the best ting tt ever happened in my life..

there were so many changes since sec 1.. n this yr reallie ish shitty..if i had known tt this yr would turn out like this, i would wish tt sec 1 2005 would never have ended..


why is my life such a disaster? why did i take everything for granted? why was i so greedy? why din i cherish everything that i had? why did so many changes take place? why did u change the way u treated me? why was i left alone? why din i change wen i knew tt wad i was doing was wrong? why was i such a failure? why did the old u die? why din u take my hand hold it forever? why did u let me go? why did i cry? why did u cry? why are some things so fated to be? why why why?


i just wanna be a happiie gal wif many friends..is that too much to ask for??

thurday's trng was like dunno wad shit..did loads of pumpings lar..anyway captain ball is reallie damn fun and the sec 3s r doing quite well as mdms..heehee.=)

den today de ndp trng very sianz..but the onli fun part is that we do combined drills..all UG together..so united..den so sad u noe..coz RC and BB not enough ppl so we had to combine..who was the person who suggested tis?? rrrr..so angry.. we reallie need to recruit more cadets lar..but is like nobody wanna join..haish..hopefully things will change..

today's post is short and sweet..hope NDP will be a success..=)

ystd was SYF actual day le..so fast n 12 or 13 trngs r over le..haish..m gonna miss all the new friends and VIs i made there..but hopefully can c them again maybe wen go for courses, competitions or next yr NDP..the VIs for marching contingent r desmond sir, wai min mdm, ambrose sir, david sir, qing xiang sir, denise mdm, janessa mdm, sarah mdm, patricia mdm, yongcheng sir, nicholas sir..n still got alot others but i forget le..den only a few come for most of the trngs..which is ambrose sir, david sir, and denise mdm..den got another few who go for only internal trng..which is yong cheng sir n wai min mdm..den got also some who go only for combined trng..which is qing xiang sir, janessa mdm, and nicholas sir..den the rest is like come for 1 or 2 times only..so many sirs n mdms..say until i confused liao..

n btw ystd the victorian school perform a very good skit which they made in like only 10 mins..so pro lar..giv me half and hr i tink i aso cannot do a skit as good as theirs lar..den the skit focused on 1 mdm n 1 sir..i dowan to name or not ltr i kena sue den die..but the skit was very funny for us cadets n the rest of the VIs but embarrasing for that sir n mdm..den aft the skit the VIs gotto perform for us den we request for that sir n mdm to do slow dance..den they reallie do lei..(maybe they r reallie together lar)..somemore we dim the lights den very romantic..(we cadets very bad hor..X)) den aft the dance desmond sir say speech..aww..so touching..

i tink our RC unit in SYF is very very very united..even more united den our amkss unit lar..our unit is like one grp here one grp there de..den so not united..the SYF unit is like one for all, all for one..den we sing song together do drills together, play together and work together..reallie very fun..n somemore we din noe each other in the beginning..but still can b so united..n finally our RC unit in SYF become one of the most outstanding contingents..=p

anyway..we will b getting our syf t-shirts and badges soon le..so happy!! den got extra one badge..eh..it makes a diff de okkae..

p.s happy b'dae sam!

ystd was pop..woke up at 4.30am for dunno wad coz can't slp..den wait n wait until abt 6 den i go get ready for the one day camp..so nan de got 1 day camp lor..den reach sch at abt 6.50 den wrote attendance list n tok to the others..all of us weren't exactly in the same attire..den the sec 4s wan us to standardise..n after standardising..we still got punishments -.-


we did PT 1st..sec 3s take..n aft that the shirt reallie stank..
but no choice..we had no shirt to change into..so gotto bear wib it while doing drills..den aft doing drills for quite long we played games. the geating den kana scold by mdms..haiyah..everything we cadets do will b wrong de..=(
den aft lunch was drills drills n drills..pop drills..den it was raining mah den we did footdrill in the rain..n fleonna slip n fell..walao..it was ames help us to bond better lor=)..
lunch was after games..i din hav appetite den..so could not finish my food..den dunno y me n juliana keep laughing while scary lar..almost gave me a heart attack..the weather was very cooling but trng was sian coz joanne mdm keep asking us do same drills..


den finally ard 4++ we changed into our uniforms..we took a reallie long time just to change coz sec 1s uniform was like no buttons..n they aso dun hav boots..so by the time we got all ready for pop..it was like 5+ le..n btw pop was damn shi bai can..oh n..i tink the mdms were terribly disappointd in us..den as we were marching past the time i almost slip n fell coz was raining den the floor was slippery..but heng i din fall or my uniform would be dirty..den aft pop we got a big big scolding frm sec 4s..but i tink we deserved it de..they say like this is our pop n we like made a fool of ourselves..den they say wad they pass out le..den we do how lousy de drills is aso none of their business le..kinda of disheartening rite?..haish..


aft xinyu collect the pizza le den we wen to ava room to prepare for the farewell party..i was reallie moody by then coz we the sec 2s din even prepare a performance lor..we r bad rite?..den aft we all got ready le jiu call the sec 4s ..they ate le den we do our performance lor..n joanne was the 1st to cry..she was like water tap lor okkae..haiis..i suppose it is hard to say goodbye ba..


den aft sec 3s performance was the sec 2s n 1s performance..
oh n i dunno y in the world we cried..we, as in the cadets n the ncos..
for the cadets: shdn't we b glad that they wun b scolding us anymore?!! i admit i'm bad.. =)
for the mdms: i tot they would b happy tt they no need to scold us anymore okkae..i'm being
bad again xD..
maybe aft being together for 1 yr den if hav to say goodbye den a bit she bu de ba..


aft performance..the sec 3s gave a speech n said they were sorrie that they cause the sec 4s so much trouble n that they wun let RC fall in their hands..so touching ritex?
den aft was sec 4s turn to say speech..i tink i forgot wad they say le..but aso very touching..den there were quite a few water taps who couldn't stop..=)


den aft that the sec 4s gave us foodstuffs n all..n they aso gave us a hug..aww haha..den the mdms were like grabbing cadets to take photos wib..n finally i had to leave coz it was 7++ le..way past the time i was supposed to leave..so aft i took my belongings frm the mdms n packed my stuff b4 den i left..


ystd was reallie unforgettable lor..i can't imagine trng w/o the sec 4s coz maybe i'm like used to their scoldings le..haha.. isit a gd ting or a bad ting?
oh n btw our new chairperson is........xinyu!!
vice-chair: kexin
treasurer: weilin
secretary: fleonna
discipline: maurice
quarter mistress: catherine
quarter master: tse wei
welfare: qiyu
logistics: yilin
i was reallie shocked that weilin din get a higher post..but anyway..i tink xin yu would do a great job in leading our unit aso...


n i aso forgot that we owed the mdms alot of punishments..including 70 pumpings n alot of jumping jacks.. looks like we gotto return the punishments someday..haha..
p.s edna..i'm reallie sorrie that i can't pei u to syf today..hope u were okkae..haha..
okkae..i gtg now le..byes=)

hi everyone...i'm back aft 3 days of chalet...
chalet was a bit of a letdown..but chun you
still did a gd job. way to go cy=)
den 1st day we BBQed..quite fun..but we took
very long to start fire..but in e end still get to
BBQ..den at nite we all din sleep. so fun. we just
play like no one's business..haha
den 2nd day some ppl wen to wild wild wet.. n some
wen to escape..escape was so sian we go for 1 hr
onli..whereas e ppl hu go WWW were having so
much fun..damn sian mu lor...but nvm. i wun cry
over spilt milk de=)
den 3rd day we wanted to go cycling de budden
was raining..so upsetting..den we stayed in lor..
but in the end i changed n wen out wib sam n edna
had a real gd time today..we wen this fashion n tried
tons of clothes..i bought 1 skirt..13 bucks. was nice n
affordable. so happy.
oh..n there is trng tmr. sian..=(
stil kao luing(considering) whether wanna go anot..=)

okkae..bye ppl. i'm gonna sleep like a pig:)

ystd de syf was damn tiring...n now i kena sunburn...pain siax...but haven't peel yet..=)
oh..n i can't go wild wild wet. for some reasons..but can go chalet lor =(...

hols r starting..will miss everyone..oh n there will be MANY MANY trngs n camps...sian.
so will c van, edna, yinyin n seniors alot..hopefully we can all bond better...

today's post shall b short... byyee:)

yo ppl...today last day of school le...
everybody must take care kkaes?hols r here..
n ppl tend to get sick...=) so must stay healthy...

anyway...chalet is coming le...4 days 3 nites...wah...so fun...=)
but dunno whether my mum let me go not...i reallie wanna go
wild wild wet...haha...wib so many many ppl...will b damn fun...

n another ting...i realised tt saturdays r approaching real fast...
n we hav to go syf...oh sian...nvm...sir yongcheng tell us to look
on the bright side...coz syf is once in every 2 yrs...so wen we get bagde
den can show off...but i still kinda tink too tiring lei...but since we
halfway through le might as well go through all...n we might b getting
syf tee(but must pay money aso lar. of course)...haha...so nice...den
we can wear to trng...

today very funny...coz we were told must FALL IN at 2.15 to collect CUGC
form. eh...mind you..fall in just to get ONE piece of paper...funny rite...n even
funnier is they tell us must come den they ownself nvr come...den me, van n edna
sha sha wait outside the RC room..n we saw jialing and wenjia going home..den
we finally cannot take it le jiu knock the RC room door..den jiawen open n
we asked her if we supposed to fall in...
our conversation:
us: r we supposed to collect CUGC form?
jiawen: huh? wad ting?
us: oh...coz seniors told us we supposed to fall in at 2.15 to collect CUGC forms...
jiawen: dun have lei...
us: oh..nvm la...(can go home le)
den we walking away den jiawen call us again..
jiawen: i tink some of them went for the CUGC talk or wad...
us: oh...okkae...
den we go le lor...so funny lor...sec 3's tell us must go den the ownself nvr go...
den we returned to class to do preparations for tmr de PTC...so fun lor...
we decorate the class den edna, ks, qh n zy were playing the dunno wad game lar...
but very complicated...so i kept to doing my zuo ye n drawing for the notice board...
(wah...so wei da...jkjk=)) den left abt 5...wah...wad a wonderful last day...
i freaking love everyone...n caryn made 2 aluminium hearts for me=). awww...so
touched..haha:)

p.s thank you edna for the letter...=) n everybody take care..

today last day of MYE...so happi..went to kbox wif yf, qh, va, edna n sam...had klunch..wasn't tt good lar..the hainan chicken rice...aiya..no offence though...den sing n sing n sing...so fun..let off stress...den we went j8 watch MI3...i noe it screen long ago but was exams mah...so today finish exams den go lor...edna, qh n yf din go...but it was damn damn nice okkae...at the last part my heart almost drop out..coz i almost got heart attack..haha..den sam was mad...me n van was like..'sam, we dunno eu..' haha...but of course was fake lar...den today so fun..just wanna tell:
van--we next time go watch more movies kkaes?
edna--cheer up..dun so sad..must b more high..=)
sam--dun b so mad
qh--ur singing was damn good
yf--how come eu must leave so early?

haha...okae...i m being sacarstic(dunno how to spell)...anyway ppl...willl go n hav a good rest...byes

i tink my blog is rotting...1st of all, i din post n secondly not many ppl tag...anyway..4 more days to end of MYE..so happy..got chalet which is fun fun fun..budden aso got syf trng..sians..

maths= i tink i will die coz paper like got onli 1 hr..and somemore the qns is like so complicated...aiyo..hope i can do well for paper 2 den can pull the marks up...
geog= cannot make it lar...the map tingy...kill me lor...
hist= better...even though i din study much...maybe mrs nair took pity on us n set an easier paper..
HCL= walao..the qns is like so tough..the ans they gib is damn close lor...will die man..
eng= worse..the ape set one...compre n summary...die..
science= NA..haven't take yet..but i have the feeling tt i'm gonna die...esp if got qns on particulate theory of matter n refraction of light
lit= NA..coz haven't take aso..i dun even have the village by the sea book how to learn..die aso
dnt= NA..not taken yet..electricity n mechanism..i reallie can't make it...i tink i will fail badly..

wah...i sound pessimistic...haha..but anyway...i still must try my best..esp for sci..coz i dowan go for remedial the whole yr round...aiyo...cannot...i must pass..all other subject aso must pass..can't afford to fail... jiayous everybody...do ur best for the next 4 days...

p.s anybody wans tu go out after dnt paper on thursday?..pls ans by tagging...thx...

i noe i haven't blog for a long long time...sorrie ppl...tu keep eu guys waiting...but i was reallie bz...MYE n all...aiyo its driving me nuts...aiyah dun tok abt tis le lar...btw our grp has been practising real hard for dance...our grp consist of vanessa, edna, sam, yingxin, jiaqi and me.. i hope the dance will be a success coz we did put in our best...
MYE is juz tmr n i dun tink i'm prepared...oh...i tink i will die veri badly lor...still we all musn't give up hope...we will move together as a class..no one shd b left out...reallie dowan tu part wib anyone...coz everyone ish so so veri precious..tu drop anyone along the way would mean disaster..so i wish everyone the best for MYE..we all can do it de...2/2 jiayous..

its been so long since you ever said you guys said you cared...i have tis feeling that there is an invisible wall blocking in the middle...evertime i wanna say some tings, i dun dare..coz maybe you all will tink i m extra...but isit true?...i m not sure..how i wish i am still the one important person that you all need there in your life...maybe from the start it was all wrong...it wasn't meant to be like tis...the way you claimed you reallie hoped that i was with you...maybe it was reallie all a big big joke..i was never part of your life at all...i hope i am wrong but somehow i have tis weird feeling that we are no longer one big big family...and you din ever tink back of our happy past...n happy memories...the times we spent together and everyting..can we ever turn bac the clock?..i dun dare put my hopes high coz i noe you r starting to go further n further away frm me...can i attach a string to you and pull you back so that you will stay by me forever?...i can't coz i noe that tis is unfair to you...you once said that you will not let me leave your side but wad abt now?...i am a thousand miles away frm you...i wanna be so near you that we will be stuck together forever and you will nvr leave me again...

i need you guys...every single one of you r important to me...pls dun ever leave me unattended again...promise me you will stay by my side forever.

these few daes have been veri disheartening for me...i dunno y...but i feel there's smth not right...isit my problem or urs?...eu everytime dun sae den how i noe wad eu r feeling...haiyah...maybe wad she said ish right...eu guys reallie feel tt i'm extra...i feel i m always left out...i juz wan a lil' attention frm eu guys...can't eu all juz grant me tt?...i try tu be concerned but does it work?...things still remain the same...maybe like wad she said again...i shd juz gib up...since eu dowan me..wadever i do wun make eu guys ever accept me...i m juz..juz heartbroken...but at least i noe she's still dere for me...wen no one else bothers...

i reallie wan ur love n concern...juz a lil' fraction of it...pls?..juz spare a lil' time for me..n juz tell me tt eu will be dere for me always...i will b satisfied...
-lurv redx-

btw...we squeezed through the small hole beneath the back gate...zhanhong, jianming, kai sheng, eunice, vanessa, edna and me...so fun...hope e camera din catch us doing it...hahas...

i wanna comment on todae de dance class( CAP )...the dance room was locked so we had tu dance in hall...den juz as we dancing happily n all...the student councillors came...walao...lyk spoil our mood lidat...dey were preparing their stuff for the SCI...den ish lyk we on stage dancing n the student councillors were lyk the audience...it wouldn't be so bad if we din noe anyone...anyway...i can finally do the dance step le...so fun...den we wen tu eat lunch...den i drank bubble tea...budden no pearls...so sad...den wait n wait den finally go for the SCI....it was okae...saw the exco dance...so funny lar...den the meiyan n randy say speech...den ish lyk they speak so funnyly...randy i can understand coz he ish not local...but meiyan lei...dunno lar...n i dun care aso...den saw joanne n wen jia dance...aiyah joanne ish pro so i got nth tu say...den meiyan lei...ish lyk acting lor..so fake...n extra aso...

after SCI we had tu go trng...at 1st din wanna go de lei...budden tink again...should nt always pon or not will become habit de lor...so we go n change...den we do footdrills...ish the sec 3s command...aiyah footdrills so so sianx...walao...den coz gt other CCA grps den catherine dey all shout command we cannot hear...den after footdrills we did PT ...aiyo...so slack...den the jialin ish lyk open defiance lor...den dunno y the mdms neber scold...maybe dey stepping down le den dowan sec 1s hab bad impression of dem...haha..sec 1s ish veri lucky...den recre dey play basketball...den some ppl dowanna play..including me...haha den we sit by the side tok crap n say lame jokes...so fun haha...den finally play finish den dismissed...todae trng reallie veri veri slack...i tink coz maybe no wen jia dey all...i tink if wj come ah...trng will be tough lor...haha...

yay tmr no syf...so lucky...6 weeks no syf...i tink by the time we go bac rite...cant catch up le...coz the trng ish reallie veri tough lor...the footdrills timing so fast...dey wanna die ah...dey wan i aso dowan lor.....haii...life ish boring...people pls tok tu me more...n make my life more interesting...
-lurv redx-

this whole week was sucky...

thursday
so depressed...was reallie sad wen eu din tok tu me...i felt so helpless...did i go n fan eu until eu reallie couldn't stand me anymore?...but apparently it wasn't lyk wad i tot...so on thurs...i juz cr***(i m sensitive tu the word)...i'm sorrie i made eu cry too...eu shd have told me earlier...i tot eu din care oready...anyway..din eat lunch on thurs coz was so depressed...din have the mood too...although sam van n yf wen tu eat...i was lying on the table n trying tu sleep...hopefully forgeting y i was so sad...but no...everytime i raised my head i looked in ur direction...eu were so alone...n tt made me feel even more sadd...finally i got over the whole ting...n eu said sorrie...tt was unexpected...i shd b the one saying sorrie in actual fact...but juz as i tot the whole ting was over...i neglected sam's feelings...i'm sorrie...but anyway...everyone was fine after a while...sam left in a hurry...i juz wanna tell sam...i love eu my dear...n sorrie for neglecting eu...let the lao gong gib lao po a kiss..muackss...okae?...

friday
dance n drama was veri veri fun...dramaa class i acted as sam's jian fu(lover)..while van ish sam's husband...was veri fun..den dance..danced many diff types of dances...including latin...was veri funny...den i became the CD gal...coz i was standing at the bac...so everytime mr low say stop..i gotto rush tu stop the player...walao...even sam c liao aso laugh...den after sch wen tu c mr V tan...abt dnt project...i learnt tt i m being selected for the junior show..which ish unexpected coz i tot my artefact tu be stupid...den somemore gotto touch up the artefact n den present it in front of the sch...arghh...i m not tt brave okae...den decided tu help paint the class n pon RC trng...coz there was not enough ppl helping tu paint...actually we wanted tu go trng at 4 plus de...den decided tu inform the mdms earlier...budden hu noes...they gave us an earful n even spoke tu ms low...walao...gd lar...n ms low's fault lar..we helping tu paint class and as our form teacher shouldnt eu help us?...wad's more tis is painting for ur class lor...come on lar...den lots of tings happen..n it was raining...den after i paint a while den my hands veri dirty...den decided tu pei vanessa go toilet..coz she stomach ache...budden as i walked out of the class room...surprise surprise...wen jia n jocelyn were outside...so extra...den felt so bad abt pang seiing edna..sorrie my dear...i din do it on purpose...den i dunch noe wad the mdms sae tu edna but i tink the say yi ding muz go for trng...so stupid lar...den glenn veri funny...keep telling ms low they need more ppl...sort of excusing us frm trng...budden ms low din care abt him le...so she tell us tu pack up n leave...so sad lor...i m disappointed at ms low de behaviour...den wen for trng ish onli sit there tok tok...sian lar...we could have well taken the time tu paint the class...den the sec 3s all din come except catherine...so guai one...haha..den we were dismissed at abt 645 lidat...den gang hao met beijia n glenn dey all so walk tu bus stop together...reach home late n felt tired...so ate den wen tu sleep...syf trng tmr...
-lurv redx-

so fast n a week is over again...had trng on fri n syf on sat..

trng was slack...had footdrills...taken by sohee n rosemary...they r nice ppl...dey don scold lyk a mad tigeress...unlike some others...den keep doing e drills...so sianx...was quite slack lar...boring too...den after footdrill was lesson...coz fleonna din come...me n weilin had tu teach o.a lesson (outdoor activity)..teach the rest abt knots n lashings, how tu read a topography map (sounds chim rite?), den also abt the silva compass...weilin explain while i write...apparently i write quite small den the mdms keep complaining...i m trying my best le okae...well..in the end my writing was quite big but it went slanted...sorrie have tu hai eu all read slantedly...den coz weilin n i tot no need teach the silva compass so we take longer time tu teach the maps...den was scolded by joanne...in the end we still taught them budden i tink they din reallie understand...which makes me feel so shii bai...budden veri funny lei...not i teach y i feel shii bai?..hahas...i aso dunno....

den after lesson is Pt...tis time coz i was lesson i/c so yin yin n xinyu was PT i/c...den aagain did all e warm up den ran the 4th floor den come down one level by one level...den at 1st floor we took cover..den coz the command was very quick den xinyu juz wen down on the floor so i stopped den catherine pushed me frm behind...wah...pain sia...but i was not reallie injured...den jiu rest den run again...PT aso quite slack lar...except for wen we gotto do 10 guys pumping...wah...i reallie felt lyk giving up...budden still endured...coz mdms aso did wib us...den after PT we din wan re-cre so rest until debrief...

debrief was slack aso as no one actually responded tu the mdms...eveyone was slacking until wen jia arrived...she wen for soccer eu noe...wah lao...i dowan criticise eu de lei...budden as e chair shouldn't eu b more er...responsible...lyk put more effort into red cross...soccer may be important but as e chair of Rc...aiyah....dowan sae le...den i m wondering y is everyone so afraid of euu?...eu r aso a person wad...den y jialing tok n say so many tings we all never listen n never sit straight den suddenly eu come den everybody so scared...how come?...eu aso a person wad...aiya...i aso dunno lar...

den left school at abt 7 after taking name tag frm joanne...i left wib a pile of stupid books...some more got coke bottle n boots...aso got the dnt artefact...den took bus home wib yin yin...gd ting she help me or i would have died...den luckily for me...mum picked me up at the bus stop...reach home jiu start tu get ready my uniform...for syf the next dae...slept at abt 11pm...

woke up at abt 7...bathe den wear uniform, n i actually realised tt my crocodile socks were in the washing machine...n i cant wear boots w/o croc socks...so i was supposed tu meet edna at bishan at 8 budden coz my socks haven't dry...she had tu go by herself....reallie sorrie my nuer...den my mum came tu the rescue...she drove me tu gyss...den waited for edna at the bus stop outside gyss...den we wen in together n register...den had UI...sarah mdm said my uniform was up tu standard but my belt was too loose...den stood in senang diri position for a long time coz had tu wait for everyone tu finish UI before could start the real footdrill session...den we all practised footdrill for half an hour...before the reall selection...there was 5 stations...den each station lasted 20 mins...den i feel lyk be in syf is a guang rong ting budden the trng hours veri long n tiring...den we not sure hu in hu out aso...so hav tu wait for next week...

tired...until next week...bye...
-lurv redx-

todae had the syf tingy...was kinda sian...coz onli me n edna...my mum drove us dere...tt was lucky coz we din noe how tu go...the trng was at guangyang sec...frm j8 actually can walk de...but we were not sure...den as we were crossing the road i was tinking...the mdms sometimes maybe strict n always scold...budden wen without dem...the feeling is lyk veri lonely...somehow...lyk coz we dunno anyting n without anyone hu noes the way...eu r stuck n can't move on...dey have always been by our side, guiding n showing us the way...leading..n den one day...dey jus leave...its kinda scary eu noe...

but we still found a way out...maybe its lyk even though eu r stuck...dere is always a way out...the someone hu has always been by ur side can leave too..n tt doesn't mean eu r stuck forever...eu've gotto keep moving on coz the world doesn't wait for jus eu...

there were sirs n mdms...all frm HQ de...doreen mdm, wei shan mdm, wai min mdm, david sir, ambrose sir, yongcheng sir, n 2 or 3 other sirs...i forgot their name le...see i so forgetful...eee.. den during UI( uniform inspection), coz me n edna no name tag...mdms come n ask...wei shan mdm ask how come no name tag..n she aso ask wen jia never gib ah...den i say never lor...coz is e truth wad...aiyah all the badges we earn aso haven't get...anyway it doesn't matter...so den we did footdrill footdrill footdrill all the way...sianx...

they were trng on our sediya n senang diri...dey keep testing n testingg...den coz got alot of cadets den the banging was chao loud...so nice lor...budden do marching n hantakaki...other ppl de timing so fast...kanasai...can't catch up lar...arghh...can't dey do slower abit?...but lidat still gotto endure...sian...den after every 1 hour den got a water break...was so hot lei...den do the keblakan(turn tu the back) on the march ah...they all do so fast...some ppl aso cannot catch up...aiyah...den sirs n mdms keep perfecting these few drills...do until sian diao...

i wanted tu go flag dae de...edna aso...but we were stuck in this syf tingy...actually is aso our fault lar...coz is we go select the wad footdrill course de...something lidat..for those hu noe...fan zheng whole time was footdrill...n wearing full Uniform somemore...aiyo...n we couldn't change out of U in guangyang coz doreen mdm sae wad the YO(youth officer) of guangyang dun let us change...wad come in uniform den go in uniform...so we were all forced tu leave straightaway...so we go j8 lor...den change n all...den eat kfc n buy Yin Yin b'dae present...den we aso buy a stupid water bottle...is in the shape of baby de milk bottle...i find me n edna so childish...haha...she bought pink den i buy blue...sam n va next time go j8 mini toons can buy aso...den all the shu nus 4 got same bottle...hahas. i find myself so veri veri childish...but the bottle ish cute lei...n is $3.90 so we buy...

den after buy the present den we go OP...wah..so crowded..coz got pre-renovation sale....everybody rushing tu buy stuff...den i gotto go home le...but edna still stayed coz she still looking for some stuff...reached home at abt 3.10...so tired...
-lurv redx-