today trng quite funn..=) more xiang yang liao..with angry mdms n scared cadets..i tink i'm bian tai :p..wad to do..today i ic..wahh ic always get 'special' treatment de ..wahahaha..anyway today mdm wenjia n sir keat leong came for trng.
we started out with footdrill..mdm weilin taught us new drill..more fun den the normal trng where we do everything the same de..den PT..supposed to run 2.4km de..den the mdms got 'special' plan worr..'abduct' our ppl wen we doing pt/running. me n edna PT ic mahh..den we both stand infront. so we din realise vivien missing. the mdms took her away!! XD
den after that we continued PT..den this time we smarter ..me stand in front lead, edna stand behind..who noes..she got took away..den gd ting i realised early..or not sure get scolded again. den they ask us go class 3/1 outside..there..we kana 'tekan'..can i call it tekan?? hmm..dunno leii..all i noe is that i couldn't breathe..=)..edna had to come down 'fetch' me..so i rest lorr..while they in pumping position doing pumping..i feel so bad leii..but mdm xinyu n mdm kexin dun let me do with them.
arghh..finally aft awhile den they let me do..budden i just got into that position den they ask us to recover..-.- so they continued with their plan..which is to scold us individually abt our appraisals..smart eh .hahas
den some ppl got it verii bad..feel so bad can't be with them wen they get scolded..hey..they still sec 1s leii.. must give them more kong jian ..=)
aiyah..i believe they will learn de..hopefully. i hope our unit can be more UNITED!! den its one for all, all for one..n we must standardise all our appraisal.. all by monday..which is reallie reasonable larr..hopefully we wun get anymore punishment concerning the appraisal..=)
n we still owe them chicken dance n half squad..=( i tink i will just die..i'd rather do pumpings.. anyway..hopefully they forget?? nahh..i'm not soo bad..going to rest now..i tink i like today ..hahas.
p.s vanessa must get well soon. =) we missed u..bleahx
pp.s there's camp on fri n sat..n bazaar on sunday..
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Saturday, September 02, 2006
ystd was teacher's day..n also be yourself day. reached sch early to help in the preparation..the food n deco. moved the tables and chairs and arranged the food. we so guai rite? other classes also came early. den ltr ms low came. she wore her sch attire. damn funny can..tuck in until verii toot.den socks quite high..but not high enuf! i so bad larr.. den they all ate. n we took lots of photos. with the teachers n friends. i din noe ms chin n ms low same sch de.. den mr sim n ms lesa both wore amk uniform. they were forced to stand together n pose for a photo. so sad..
some of the teacher's who wore their uniform actually looked good in itt..haha=). den qh julian they all started playing uno stacko n monopoly. n den, our 'dear' mdms kexin n xinyee..come our class n started putting flour on our face..verii funny hor..den me n sam cant take it we filled our bottles n wen up to 3/5 ..den stoopid mdm weilin ahh..she threw flour into my mouth..=p n sam took her bottle and squirted the water into mdm weilins shirt..wahh..she quite kelian larr..den xinyee n kexin din dare to come out. they held brooms n dustpan wanna shoo us away..but we din go in their class. we good rite? haha lol.
den i saw the sec 4s. all nvr wear their clothes de..all in sch uniform..n i saw rabbit. =) kinda happy. i also dunno y. dun ask me. den aft e party ended, we packed up the place n started doing drills. it was quite a sight larr.. ks, jm, zh, ds, sam, edna, van, yx, qh, yf, me, dewi n dunno still got who..we fall in in our class room..den ks gave us command..funny sia. den didi n zh took broom n dustpan to pretend as the sword and pacestick. stupid larr.. but quite funny. den ks give us alot of command den march us around the class until weijie n dunno which other sir happen to walk by, n they stared at us, he say we not high enough den cannot give command. we stopped for awhile, waited for him n the other guy to go before we continued. i tink we r seriously bad. den after we got tired of playing drills, we sat down n played truth or dare n zjmm. play untill abt 12++ b4 we left for causeway point. ate at swensens b4 procceding to the shops in causeway pt. we shopped for clothes. we even looked at bras. haha..it was funny larr..we wen into err..john little isit? i dunno ..den we go n smell the perfumes n the deoderant den we wen towards the bra section. the pierre cardin ones were nice. esp the pink n green de..=) everybody liked it..but cost 30 bucks. although its considered cheap for a branded bra, but i tink not worth it. =) den after seeing enuf of bras n underwear, we went to the library. went to the 3rd floor n found a nice spot. we sat there n talked. i like the library .hahas. we talked n talked until a librarian came n told us the library is for reading.. wanna tok den go to cafe. so we left ..wen downstairs but decided it was late. den me n edna decided to buy a jacket which cost $15. quuite nice n mummy let me buy. so bought the jacket den me qh n yf wen to take the train while edna van n sam go to dunno where. haha.
spent another wonderful day with my beloved friends.. love u ppl.. we shall go out again another day okk?? =)..
p.s nobody tags my blog..except sam..
pp.s please tag more =)
some of the teacher's who wore their uniform actually looked good in itt..haha=). den qh julian they all started playing uno stacko n monopoly. n den, our 'dear' mdms kexin n xinyee..come our class n started putting flour on our face..verii funny hor..den me n sam cant take it we filled our bottles n wen up to 3/5 ..den stoopid mdm weilin ahh..she threw flour into my mouth..=p n sam took her bottle and squirted the water into mdm weilins shirt..wahh..she quite kelian larr..den xinyee n kexin din dare to come out. they held brooms n dustpan wanna shoo us away..but we din go in their class. we good rite? haha lol.
den i saw the sec 4s. all nvr wear their clothes de..all in sch uniform..n i saw rabbit. =) kinda happy. i also dunno y. dun ask me. den aft e party ended, we packed up the place n started doing drills. it was quite a sight larr.. ks, jm, zh, ds, sam, edna, van, yx, qh, yf, me, dewi n dunno still got who..we fall in in our class room..den ks gave us command..funny sia. den didi n zh took broom n dustpan to pretend as the sword and pacestick. stupid larr.. but quite funny. den ks give us alot of command den march us around the class until weijie n dunno which other sir happen to walk by, n they stared at us, he say we not high enough den cannot give command. we stopped for awhile, waited for him n the other guy to go before we continued. i tink we r seriously bad. den after we got tired of playing drills, we sat down n played truth or dare n zjmm. play untill abt 12++ b4 we left for causeway point. ate at swensens b4 procceding to the shops in causeway pt. we shopped for clothes. we even looked at bras. haha..it was funny larr..we wen into err..john little isit? i dunno ..den we go n smell the perfumes n the deoderant den we wen towards the bra section. the pierre cardin ones were nice. esp the pink n green de..=) everybody liked it..but cost 30 bucks. although its considered cheap for a branded bra, but i tink not worth it. =) den after seeing enuf of bras n underwear, we went to the library. went to the 3rd floor n found a nice spot. we sat there n talked. i like the library .hahas. we talked n talked until a librarian came n told us the library is for reading.. wanna tok den go to cafe. so we left ..wen downstairs but decided it was late. den me n edna decided to buy a jacket which cost $15. quuite nice n mummy let me buy. so bought the jacket den me qh n yf wen to take the train while edna van n sam go to dunno where. haha.
spent another wonderful day with my beloved friends.. love u ppl.. we shall go out again another day okk?? =)..
p.s nobody tags my blog..except sam..
pp.s please tag more =)
Sunday, August 27, 2006
friday trng was funn!! coz yf came!..wore uniform n fall in in the morning. joanne n cara came n they ask us to tell them good luck for their prelims..den kexin say liao den they say 'can move in a squad ah..' den we were like errrr..den they wen off laughing..damn funny can..
den trng ltr jocelyn came. den she gave us some basic drills while we were in our uniform..so hard to march with full U lorr..den they had funn making us change in n out of uniform..from 5 mins become 3 mins..n they pumped van, qh n yf while we were changing..n the sec 1s change faster than i tot.. wore syf tee..felt great wearing the new shirt..hahas.
today is WOMAD..but i can't go..boohoohoo..XD but nvm..shd have other chances de larr..cya ppl =)
den trng ltr jocelyn came. den she gave us some basic drills while we were in our uniform..so hard to march with full U lorr..den they had funn making us change in n out of uniform..from 5 mins become 3 mins..n they pumped van, qh n yf while we were changing..n the sec 1s change faster than i tot.. wore syf tee..felt great wearing the new shirt..hahas.
today is WOMAD..but i can't go..boohoohoo..XD but nvm..shd have other chances de larr..cya ppl =)
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
today is a nice day!! i usually hate tues de..but today is nice..
1st thing..potato was invigilating sec 4NA prelims..so he din come to teach us PE lessons..we ran 2 rounds ard the sch..den mr lai let us do our own stuff..which we used to practise netball..tournament on thurs..i tink i will just die larr..
den next, chinese..waah..that's bad..coz fu lao shi give us a cheng yu test w/o telling us..n it is 50% of our chinese marks!! like wth XD. den also go ying yong wen test..i might fail again!! =(
but after chinese was geog..ms chin let the grps present their project work..den left 10 mins jiu let us hav free time..so good rite?? i like ms chin okkae.n i'm not a les..=)
maths period..mr sim went through the congruency n similar triangles ting..now i'm left confused okkae..so i decided to go for maths consultation on thurs.. i so guai rite?? =)
den after sch, we all wen 226 eat..haish so long nvr go there eat le..like all the old memories coming back lidat..now is like all the students go 206 eat..den onli few students go 226..but 226 de chicken rice is the best lorr.
after eating, we wen back class slack..do some 'work' den we left le..
den as i reach khatib bus stop, i decided to go back pyps see my little juniors!! they so cute can..remind me of the old times..haish. see them so happy, young n innocent..time reallie flies. so fast den next yr sec 3 le..at pyps there..saw mr chia, ms valerie tan, another ms tan, mrs chong and a SCGS de RC teacher..the scgs students go there help mr chia teach e link members. they got a cheer competition n mr chia wan me b judge..is like omg..the judges r e 2 ms tans' n the scgs teacher larr..den i 1 student there..so pai seh lorr..but no choice mr chia wan me go..den go lorr =)
i m a good gal..verii obedient de..heehee.
after that i wen back home le..now studying for tmr de maths test..again i'm guai. i find tt i become more bhb le..=(
n bad news! friday must wear full RC uniform..haish..n i'm pretty sure they will ask us change in n out of U de lorr..dey planning to train sec 1s larr.. but i wan wear my syf tee de.. they broke my little heart =(
anyway..jiayous to all that have maths test tmr..esp 2/2 ppl..we will strive towards our goal of getting at least 18/25 rite?? hope so bahh..
p.s jiayous to all the sec 4s taking their prelims n O lvls tis year!!
pp.s i dun wanna go for e fort canning thingy..=(
1st thing..potato was invigilating sec 4NA prelims..so he din come to teach us PE lessons..we ran 2 rounds ard the sch..den mr lai let us do our own stuff..which we used to practise netball..tournament on thurs..i tink i will just die larr..
den next, chinese..waah..that's bad..coz fu lao shi give us a cheng yu test w/o telling us..n it is 50% of our chinese marks!! like wth XD. den also go ying yong wen test..i might fail again!! =(
but after chinese was geog..ms chin let the grps present their project work..den left 10 mins jiu let us hav free time..so good rite?? i like ms chin okkae.n i'm not a les..=)
maths period..mr sim went through the congruency n similar triangles ting..now i'm left confused okkae..so i decided to go for maths consultation on thurs.. i so guai rite?? =)
den after sch, we all wen 226 eat..haish so long nvr go there eat le..like all the old memories coming back lidat..now is like all the students go 206 eat..den onli few students go 226..but 226 de chicken rice is the best lorr.
after eating, we wen back class slack..do some 'work' den we left le..
den as i reach khatib bus stop, i decided to go back pyps see my little juniors!! they so cute can..remind me of the old times..haish. see them so happy, young n innocent..time reallie flies. so fast den next yr sec 3 le..at pyps there..saw mr chia, ms valerie tan, another ms tan, mrs chong and a SCGS de RC teacher..the scgs students go there help mr chia teach e link members. they got a cheer competition n mr chia wan me b judge..is like omg..the judges r e 2 ms tans' n the scgs teacher larr..den i 1 student there..so pai seh lorr..but no choice mr chia wan me go..den go lorr =)
i m a good gal..verii obedient de..heehee.
after that i wen back home le..now studying for tmr de maths test..again i'm guai. i find tt i become more bhb le..=(
n bad news! friday must wear full RC uniform..haish..n i'm pretty sure they will ask us change in n out of U de lorr..dey planning to train sec 1s larr.. but i wan wear my syf tee de.. they broke my little heart =(
anyway..jiayous to all that have maths test tmr..esp 2/2 ppl..we will strive towards our goal of getting at least 18/25 rite?? hope so bahh..
p.s jiayous to all the sec 4s taking their prelims n O lvls tis year!!
pp.s i dun wanna go for e fort canning thingy..=(
Monday, August 21, 2006
went for flag day ystd.. red cross flag day.. den i tot abt last time we all went for the events together..these memories.. i missed them alot.. but they will nvr return again..there will onli be new ones.. hope these new ones will b better..
we went to collect the collection tins and stickers at amkps den went to yishun northpoint there .. haish some ppl reallie !@#$% ..they dowan give jiu suan le larr..but they still say cannot stand us ppl..why dun they come and try..see if its so easy.. but there's also very nice and helpful ppl..they come up to us and donate..n donate like many coins lorr.. there's good n bad ppl.. =) den after that we wen dobhy ghaut... go and collect SYF tee as well as see if got ppl wanna donate..SYF tee verii nice..its a polo tee and onli $10.. so much cheaper than our RC tee..n so much nicer..den after that we split up..me n yinyin wen amk central jubilee there, edna, van and juliana wen to the yishun down there and vivien n chongxi wen bishan there.. at 5 ++ we returned to amkps return the collection tin..van n yinyin were the heaviest.. den after that went home...
quite tired but still managed to study some science.. monday got science test..
p.s cara likes juliana n juliana likes cara.. =)
pp.s mdm xinyu is a good role model.
we went to collect the collection tins and stickers at amkps den went to yishun northpoint there .. haish some ppl reallie !@#$% ..they dowan give jiu suan le larr..but they still say cannot stand us ppl..why dun they come and try..see if its so easy.. but there's also very nice and helpful ppl..they come up to us and donate..n donate like many coins lorr.. there's good n bad ppl.. =) den after that we wen dobhy ghaut... go and collect SYF tee as well as see if got ppl wanna donate..SYF tee verii nice..its a polo tee and onli $10.. so much cheaper than our RC tee..n so much nicer..den after that we split up..me n yinyin wen amk central jubilee there, edna, van and juliana wen to the yishun down there and vivien n chongxi wen bishan there.. at 5 ++ we returned to amkps return the collection tin..van n yinyin were the heaviest.. den after that went home...
quite tired but still managed to study some science.. monday got science test..
p.s cara likes juliana n juliana likes cara.. =)
pp.s mdm xinyu is a good role model.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
haish i noe i haven't been blogging for a long time..sadx..no time mahh..
kkaes..ystd got potato ling period..so #$%^&* cann..he delay our recess by 30 min n he just suka suka give us 5 mins extra for recess..he tink lidat we will tink him as angel ahh..oh mr ling give us 5 mins extra for recess..so good ah him.. waaahh..cannot stand it kkae.. n he is reallie naggy larr...dunno who said he shd be married to ape can..so pei..haha..okkae i shan't b so badd.. lets go to geog period..we wen to com lab on 1st floor..ms chin let us surf the internet to find ans for our worksheet..she verii good lorr..somemore giv us chocolates worrx.. ms chin, hope ur illness go away faster..
maths period was cool also..mr sim let us stay in the lab for the whole 2 periods..den we got back our maths paper..i got 22/25..quite happy..i tot i wun even get 20..better den my expectations..haha..den we learnt the congruent figures thing..quite fun leii..
den after maths got trng..sch end at 2.30 den trng start at 3..haish..but good thing is we get to take PT..den coz i ic mahh den verii cham sei..always get bully by mdm sia..haish..but i feel we veri slack can..so abit tough wun die de..but the ting is dunno whether sec 1s can take it anot..sec 1s u all must jiayou horr..den our drill standard can improve..we can do it de!! (i tink)..den at 430 xinyu dey all let us continue with our programme..den coz van left at 4 den onli left 6 ppl..so pathetic strength lorr..even jacquelyn mdm see oready also got nth to say..haish..hope our strength can be more..or can be full strength..XD
PT verii funn..we ran 2nd floor den ran up den ran 3rd floor den 4th floor den come back down..ran n ran like mad can..but its veri funn..hope friday can have more PT..haha..train us to be more physically fit!!
okkae larr..tired le. i gonna rest le..cya ppl..
P.S jiayou for the 2 ppl who have misunderstood each other..talk n explain urself..it would make things better..
kkaes..ystd got potato ling period..so #$%^&* cann..he delay our recess by 30 min n he just suka suka give us 5 mins extra for recess..he tink lidat we will tink him as angel ahh..oh mr ling give us 5 mins extra for recess..so good ah him.. waaahh..cannot stand it kkae.. n he is reallie naggy larr...dunno who said he shd be married to ape can..so pei..haha..okkae i shan't b so badd.. lets go to geog period..we wen to com lab on 1st floor..ms chin let us surf the internet to find ans for our worksheet..she verii good lorr..somemore giv us chocolates worrx.. ms chin, hope ur illness go away faster..
maths period was cool also..mr sim let us stay in the lab for the whole 2 periods..den we got back our maths paper..i got 22/25..quite happy..i tot i wun even get 20..better den my expectations..haha..den we learnt the congruent figures thing..quite fun leii..
den after maths got trng..sch end at 2.30 den trng start at 3..haish..but good thing is we get to take PT..den coz i ic mahh den verii cham sei..always get bully by mdm sia..haish..but i feel we veri slack can..so abit tough wun die de..but the ting is dunno whether sec 1s can take it anot..sec 1s u all must jiayou horr..den our drill standard can improve..we can do it de!! (i tink)..den at 430 xinyu dey all let us continue with our programme..den coz van left at 4 den onli left 6 ppl..so pathetic strength lorr..even jacquelyn mdm see oready also got nth to say..haish..hope our strength can be more..or can be full strength..XD
PT verii funn..we ran 2nd floor den ran up den ran 3rd floor den 4th floor den come back down..ran n ran like mad can..but its veri funn..hope friday can have more PT..haha..train us to be more physically fit!!
okkae larr..tired le. i gonna rest le..cya ppl..
P.S jiayou for the 2 ppl who have misunderstood each other..talk n explain urself..it would make things better..
haish i noe i haven't been blogging for a long time..sadx..no time mahh..
kkaes..ystd got potato ling period..so #$%^&* cann..he delay our recess by 30 min n he just suka suka give us 5 mins extra for recess..he tink lidat we will tink him as angel ahh..oh mr ling give us 5 mins extra for recess..so good ah him.. waaahh..cannot stand it kkae.. n he is reallie naggy larr...dunno who said he shd be married to ape can..so pei..haha..okkae i shan't b so badd.. lets go to geog period..we wen to com lab on 1st floor..ms chin let us surf the internet to find ans for our worksheet..she verii good lorr..somemore giv us chocolates worrx.. ms chin, hope ur illness go away faster..
maths period was cool also..mr sim let us stay in the lab for the whole 2 periods..den we got back our maths paper..i got 22/25..quite happy..i tot i wun even get 20..better den my expectations..haha..den we learnt the congruent figures thing..quite fun leii..
den after maths got trng..sch end at 2.30 den trng start at 3..haish..but good thing is we get to take PT..den coz i ic mahh den verii cham sei..always get bully by mdm sia..haish..but i feel we veri slack can..so abit tough wun die de..but the ting is dunno whether sec 1s can take it anot..sec 1s u all must jiayou horr..den our drill standard can improve..we can do it de!! (i tink)..den at 430 xinyu dey all let us continue with our programme..den coz van left at 4 den onli left 6 ppl..so pathetic strength lorr..even jacquelyn mdm see oready also got nth to say..haish..hope our strength can be more..or can be full strength..XD
PT verii funn..we ran 2nd floor den ran up den ran 3rd floor den 4th floor den come back down..ran n ran like mad can..but its veri funn..hope friday can have more PT..haha..train us to be more physically fit!!
okkae larr..tired le. i gonna rest le..cya ppl..
P.S jiayou for the 2 ppl who have misunderstood each other..talk n explain urself..it would make things better..
kkaes..ystd got potato ling period..so #$%^&* cann..he delay our recess by 30 min n he just suka suka give us 5 mins extra for recess..he tink lidat we will tink him as angel ahh..oh mr ling give us 5 mins extra for recess..so good ah him.. waaahh..cannot stand it kkae.. n he is reallie naggy larr...dunno who said he shd be married to ape can..so pei..haha..okkae i shan't b so badd.. lets go to geog period..we wen to com lab on 1st floor..ms chin let us surf the internet to find ans for our worksheet..she verii good lorr..somemore giv us chocolates worrx.. ms chin, hope ur illness go away faster..
maths period was cool also..mr sim let us stay in the lab for the whole 2 periods..den we got back our maths paper..i got 22/25..quite happy..i tot i wun even get 20..better den my expectations..haha..den we learnt the congruent figures thing..quite fun leii..
den after maths got trng..sch end at 2.30 den trng start at 3..haish..but good thing is we get to take PT..den coz i ic mahh den verii cham sei..always get bully by mdm sia..haish..but i feel we veri slack can..so abit tough wun die de..but the ting is dunno whether sec 1s can take it anot..sec 1s u all must jiayou horr..den our drill standard can improve..we can do it de!! (i tink)..den at 430 xinyu dey all let us continue with our programme..den coz van left at 4 den onli left 6 ppl..so pathetic strength lorr..even jacquelyn mdm see oready also got nth to say..haish..hope our strength can be more..or can be full strength..XD
PT verii funn..we ran 2nd floor den ran up den ran 3rd floor den 4th floor den come back down..ran n ran like mad can..but its veri funn..hope friday can have more PT..haha..train us to be more physically fit!!
okkae larr..tired le. i gonna rest le..cya ppl..
P.S jiayou for the 2 ppl who have misunderstood each other..talk n explain urself..it would make things better..
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
thanks shu nus, caryn lao gong, qianhui pc, yifang, eunice, yingxin cutie =) for the presents..
will upload the pics of my presents another day..
n thanks to the 14 ppl who make another day of my life brighter...i enjoyed the cake n movie..
8th august '06 will b stored in my memory forever!! but the lake house was a little bit of a disappointment..not that nice leii..but the cake at mac was nice n fun..hahas.
oh btw..xinyu mdm..jiayous for the parade tmr..n i can't wait for friday to come..we finally can have PT during trng le..n somemore is we all sec 2s take..so fun..we are gonna run like siao!!! =)
will upload the pics of my presents another day..
n thanks to the 14 ppl who make another day of my life brighter...i enjoyed the cake n movie..
8th august '06 will b stored in my memory forever!! but the lake house was a little bit of a disappointment..not that nice leii..but the cake at mac was nice n fun..hahas.
oh btw..xinyu mdm..jiayous for the parade tmr..n i can't wait for friday to come..we finally can have PT during trng le..n somemore is we all sec 2s take..so fun..we are gonna run like siao!!! =)
Monday, August 07, 2006
why?? why isit everything i wan it to be always nvr be? why is my life such a disaster? why isit tt everytime i try to make u smile u turn me away? why isit so hard for a person to say sorry? why m i not included in everything that u do? why do u always shut urself in a room n not letting me enter? why can't everything be perfect? why does the word goodbye have a good in it? why is life a cycle? why isit that once u lose it it will nvr come back again? why m i physically strong yet emotionally weak? why isit u dun understand how i feel? why do u treat me this way? why
am i not as happy as u? why r u laughing wen i m crying? why does two upside down tears make a heart? why does a person smile wen they r crying inside? why isit that no one bothers? why
does ppl scold others for things they themselves r doing? why can't u see that everyone makes miistakes? why r u scolding me for things that i have not done? why do i look so happy even though i m sad? why do u have such high expectations? why am i trying so hard yet u dun even bother? why should i bother den? why do ppl have so much pride in them? why does time pass so quickly? why do we have to reach this stage that we can't even br friends? why can't u just tink of others n not just urself? why can't u see that i'm trying so hard? why??
am i not as happy as u? why r u laughing wen i m crying? why does two upside down tears make a heart? why does a person smile wen they r crying inside? why isit that no one bothers? why
does ppl scold others for things they themselves r doing? why can't u see that everyone makes miistakes? why r u scolding me for things that i have not done? why do i look so happy even though i m sad? why do u have such high expectations? why am i trying so hard yet u dun even bother? why should i bother den? why do ppl have so much pride in them? why does time pass so quickly? why do we have to reach this stage that we can't even br friends? why can't u just tink of others n not just urself? why can't u see that i'm trying so hard? why??
NDP today was a total disaster..well probably frm my point of view..the commonwealth Rc
cadets who were supposed to be in the contingent din come n weilin was totally disappointed..
so was kexin..everyone started feeling anxious can..haish.
den before the parade started..everything seemed so hopeless at tt time..i couldn't take it le..
so u noe..haish..den wenjia joanne they all came n spoke to us..haish.. make me even more anxious..we reallie can't afford to spoil the whole parade..just because of our footdrills..
i noe our footdrill reallie is bad larr..but at least we put in the effort. i would say almost everyone put in their best effort..no one would wan the parade to b a disaster.. but still even though we
put in our veri best..the parade still was a disaster.. our march in march out reallie Cannot Make It..n somemore coz the amksians were so noisy..we couldn't realle hear the command well..n
we din execute the command together..i tink i looked real ugly from upstairs..
so after the parade..everyone broke down..GG, RC..all were disappointed in either themselves or their contingent.. i m reallie sorrie abt the fact tt our drills sucked..n we let our sec 3s n sec 4s down.. but again..at least we tried rite? we practised so hard for this day.. everyone surely want
it to b successful rite?
haish..budden the sirs all said our drills were fine..which is onli trying to console us..everyone tried to make us feel better..but too bad..it din work....=( then after the parade we had to clear up the sch before we could leave.. we were also given time to take photos with our other UG mates.. we took some real nice photos..will post them up ltr.. den after clearing up..we left for pizza hut..lunched there with sam, edna, van, yiling n juliana.. n everyone became high at pizza hut..esp sam coz she saw her _____..haha..she practically wen mad lorr..poor us rite? but i tink i wen siao with her also..so i got no rite to say her..heehee=)
kkaes..now i going to rest le...after so many days of continuous trngs..is time to rest ppl!! bye=)
p.s sam took a photo with her ____ today..so lucky..=)
pp.s sorrie sec 3s n sec 4s for disappointing u guys..we will try harder next time de..
cadets who were supposed to be in the contingent din come n weilin was totally disappointed..
so was kexin..everyone started feeling anxious can..haish.
den before the parade started..everything seemed so hopeless at tt time..i couldn't take it le..
so u noe..haish..den wenjia joanne they all came n spoke to us..haish.. make me even more anxious..we reallie can't afford to spoil the whole parade..just because of our footdrills..
i noe our footdrill reallie is bad larr..but at least we put in the effort. i would say almost everyone put in their best effort..no one would wan the parade to b a disaster.. but still even though we
put in our veri best..the parade still was a disaster.. our march in march out reallie Cannot Make It..n somemore coz the amksians were so noisy..we couldn't realle hear the command well..n
we din execute the command together..i tink i looked real ugly from upstairs..
so after the parade..everyone broke down..GG, RC..all were disappointed in either themselves or their contingent.. i m reallie sorrie abt the fact tt our drills sucked..n we let our sec 3s n sec 4s down.. but again..at least we tried rite? we practised so hard for this day.. everyone surely want
it to b successful rite?
haish..budden the sirs all said our drills were fine..which is onli trying to console us..everyone tried to make us feel better..but too bad..it din work....=( then after the parade we had to clear up the sch before we could leave.. we were also given time to take photos with our other UG mates.. we took some real nice photos..will post them up ltr.. den after clearing up..we left for pizza hut..lunched there with sam, edna, van, yiling n juliana.. n everyone became high at pizza hut..esp sam coz she saw her _____..haha..she practically wen mad lorr..poor us rite? but i tink i wen siao with her also..so i got no rite to say her..heehee=)
kkaes..now i going to rest le...after so many days of continuous trngs..is time to rest ppl!! bye=)
p.s sam took a photo with her ____ today..so lucky..=)
pp.s sorrie sec 3s n sec 4s for disappointing u guys..we will try harder next time de..
Saturday, August 05, 2006
NDP is drawing nearer..so is the exams..
today's trng is more shit..=) NDP trng..saw the GOH (ncc air n land) change into their number 1. damn nice can. let me tell u a secret..i'm jealous!!
today's trng is tiring can..until 8.00pm leii..all because of her. no offence.
XD..but i tink we reallie got to polish up our drills..coz they reallie suck. heehee=). i'm also trying okkae..i wun forget my promise de. at least i'm trying.
den after mr siva dismissed us at abt 6++..we tot there would onli b a debrief den can go le..but who noes? joanne came n started drilling us like nobody's business..n the sec 3s also kana scolded. haish, i suppose we r reallie too slack le..must jiayou worz..=)
den we were dismissed onli after mr ling n other VI's desperate call for us to leave..so tiring can..its not like tmr no need come back rite? aiyo.. thurs got trng, today got trng, tmr got trng, sunday NDP. sianz..but its okkae..i will endure de.. hope the rest can endure too! =)
kkaes..i'm gonna go prepare my uniform le.. bye :p
P.S we r getting our syf tee le..=)
today's trng is more shit..=) NDP trng..saw the GOH (ncc air n land) change into their number 1. damn nice can. let me tell u a secret..i'm jealous!!
today's trng is tiring can..until 8.00pm leii..all because of her. no offence.
XD..but i tink we reallie got to polish up our drills..coz they reallie suck. heehee=). i'm also trying okkae..i wun forget my promise de. at least i'm trying.
den after mr siva dismissed us at abt 6++..we tot there would onli b a debrief den can go le..but who noes? joanne came n started drilling us like nobody's business..n the sec 3s also kana scolded. haish, i suppose we r reallie too slack le..must jiayou worz..=)
den we were dismissed onli after mr ling n other VI's desperate call for us to leave..so tiring can..its not like tmr no need come back rite? aiyo.. thurs got trng, today got trng, tmr got trng, sunday NDP. sianz..but its okkae..i will endure de.. hope the rest can endure too! =)
kkaes..i'm gonna go prepare my uniform le.. bye :p
P.S we r getting our syf tee le..=)
Friday, August 04, 2006
i m reallie sorrie mdm xinyu..dui bu qi. i'd still feel bad even though u say its okkae..=)
today got extra trng..joanne n wen jia came..at 1st suppose to b joanne come onli larr..den dunno y wen jia come..n aso got unexpected mdm n sir. who is annette and simeon (dunno how to spell=)).....den coz jia lin was late for trng..den we all had to hold at pumping position n wait.
n the sun so hot larr. den the floor aso hot..budden xinyu they all moved us into e shade..suddenly so good..den jialin came n she aso kana scolded. wenjia aaso talked to her..hopefully she wake up le..hhaha.
footdrill was shit man..joanne take. sec 3s all fall in with us. den joanne keep samula (i dunno how to explain, those in UG will noe) us..siao one leii..she keep ask us look up n pull back our shoulders. n she let us out late by 25 mins.. BUT i like today's trng..was more like the real trng. not so slack..=) n hopefully tmr NDP trng will b good..fall in at 2.30 leii..n i tink joanne will b there aso. sianz..=) F.Y.I this is not an insult..
P.S mdm xinyu is wei da..if u wanna noe y..come ask me personally =)
today got extra trng..joanne n wen jia came..at 1st suppose to b joanne come onli larr..den dunno y wen jia come..n aso got unexpected mdm n sir. who is annette and simeon (dunno how to spell=)).....den coz jia lin was late for trng..den we all had to hold at pumping position n wait.
n the sun so hot larr. den the floor aso hot..budden xinyu they all moved us into e shade..suddenly so good..den jialin came n she aso kana scolded. wenjia aaso talked to her..hopefully she wake up le..hhaha.
footdrill was shit man..joanne take. sec 3s all fall in with us. den joanne keep samula (i dunno how to explain, those in UG will noe) us..siao one leii..she keep ask us look up n pull back our shoulders. n she let us out late by 25 mins.. BUT i like today's trng..was more like the real trng. not so slack..=) n hopefully tmr NDP trng will b good..fall in at 2.30 leii..n i tink joanne will b there aso. sianz..=) F.Y.I this is not an insult..
P.S mdm xinyu is wei da..if u wanna noe y..come ask me personally =)
Sunday, July 30, 2006
NDP trng today was okkae..just that whole body aches coz of ystd de pumpings..haish..sec 1s, u guys de drills reallie must improve sia..or not next yr cannot join footdrill comp le..
btw i hate the wad sir thiam wei or wad larr..i aso dun like sir azmi n another BB sir..but wad to do..they r sirs ma den must respect them..
haish..nth much abt today de NDP trng leii..
oh..n one thing to add..wen xinyu mdm had to leave for the real NDP, mdm kexin gave us hentak kaki command..den as mdm xinyu, wearing her full uniform, walking outside the main gate, passed our squad..she gave us berhenti command..den we behentied. i was thinking..how much satisfaction does she get wen like her squad/unit does wad she says n all..n yet how much disappointment n hurt can she get wen her cadets dun do wad they r supposed to do..or they dun come for trng..haish..i suppose its hard for the chairpersons of the unit as there will b lots of setbacks..=( just hope that the attendance for all trngs r full..its the least we can do..=)
for now i'm gonna rest n study for maths test..see i so guai..heehee. jkjk. =)
p.s i feel i'm having a reallie bad attitude problem. should be pms bah..dun irritate me if possible. i m highly irritative. =)
btw i hate the wad sir thiam wei or wad larr..i aso dun like sir azmi n another BB sir..but wad to do..they r sirs ma den must respect them..
haish..nth much abt today de NDP trng leii..
oh..n one thing to add..wen xinyu mdm had to leave for the real NDP, mdm kexin gave us hentak kaki command..den as mdm xinyu, wearing her full uniform, walking outside the main gate, passed our squad..she gave us berhenti command..den we behentied. i was thinking..how much satisfaction does she get wen like her squad/unit does wad she says n all..n yet how much disappointment n hurt can she get wen her cadets dun do wad they r supposed to do..or they dun come for trng..haish..i suppose its hard for the chairpersons of the unit as there will b lots of setbacks..=( just hope that the attendance for all trngs r full..its the least we can do..=)
for now i'm gonna rest n study for maths test..see i so guai..heehee. jkjk. =)
p.s i feel i'm having a reallie bad attitude problem. should be pms bah..dun irritate me if possible. i m highly irritative. =)
Saturday, July 29, 2006
waah..today de trng is abcdefg (copyrighted from van) larr..hahaha..stupid sia..
we, as in edna yin yin n me kena tekan..shiok ah..haha..
helped the rest clear their punishment of 50 pumping each..which
means we each person gotto do 116 pumpings..siao eh..
wen the rest went to take RCK bronze, edna yinyin n me were doing drills
den bei jiao into the RC room..i hate that feeling..i sucks. trust me..
den inside..got xinyu, kexin n weilin mdm...wah seh..they pro leii..they asked us lots of things..n wen we couldn't ans, dey shouted at us. sianz. den we started doing pumpings..we did 110 in all..n held it there at pumping position for like 10 mins..n we did level 1 position for also abt 10 mins..do until my whole body tremble dao siao..den i in level 1 position still can laugh..i dunno y..maybe coz i was oready shaking le so laugh den will help..heehee. i reallie dunno wad i toking. =)
den the aftereffects of the pumpings ah..wah..can die man. even worse than wen we held it there sia..my hand shake n shake n shake..den qiyu help me put the deep heat rub ah..den make it even worse can..so hot lorr.. waaah i nvr wanna put that thingy again..haha..
den prior to e quitting of CAC..qingyu n ms tan wanted to tok to us, edna, van, yinyin n me..den ms tan was reallie disappointed can..n qingyu was like quite angry with us.. reallie sorry larr..i tink we reallie din put in enough effort..well, hopefully we can join again CAC next year..
den after e CAC tok, we packed our stuff n guess wad?? edna cried..so sad
right?? n even worse, van cried too..n i saw it..n i burst into tears..how come?? we MUST b emotionally strong n aso must b physically strong. oh..but we oready r quite physically strong. hahas.
actually, today de trng is more xiang yang..more like the trng we had before..coz ever since the sec 3s took over..trng was very slack..pardon me for saying this. this is not an insult but hopefully u all can c this as a suggestion on how u all can change.
anyway..i just wanna tell all my fellow cadet mates..we must jian chi dao di..n i wanna tell our YO tt i'm sorrie for all the disappointments i caused u guys to have. n sec 3s i will keep our promise that we will change de okkae?
so fast almost going to exams le..sianz..hopefully everyone will do well..=) gonna prepare for tmr de NDP le..cya!! =)
we, as in edna yin yin n me kena tekan..shiok ah..haha..
helped the rest clear their punishment of 50 pumping each..which
means we each person gotto do 116 pumpings..siao eh..
wen the rest went to take RCK bronze, edna yinyin n me were doing drills
den bei jiao into the RC room..i hate that feeling..i sucks. trust me..
den inside..got xinyu, kexin n weilin mdm...wah seh..they pro leii..they asked us lots of things..n wen we couldn't ans, dey shouted at us. sianz. den we started doing pumpings..we did 110 in all..n held it there at pumping position for like 10 mins..n we did level 1 position for also abt 10 mins..do until my whole body tremble dao siao..den i in level 1 position still can laugh..i dunno y..maybe coz i was oready shaking le so laugh den will help..heehee. i reallie dunno wad i toking. =)
den the aftereffects of the pumpings ah..wah..can die man. even worse than wen we held it there sia..my hand shake n shake n shake..den qiyu help me put the deep heat rub ah..den make it even worse can..so hot lorr.. waaah i nvr wanna put that thingy again..haha..
den prior to e quitting of CAC..qingyu n ms tan wanted to tok to us, edna, van, yinyin n me..den ms tan was reallie disappointed can..n qingyu was like quite angry with us.. reallie sorry larr..i tink we reallie din put in enough effort..well, hopefully we can join again CAC next year..
den after e CAC tok, we packed our stuff n guess wad?? edna cried..so sad
right?? n even worse, van cried too..n i saw it..n i burst into tears..how come?? we MUST b emotionally strong n aso must b physically strong. oh..but we oready r quite physically strong. hahas.
actually, today de trng is more xiang yang..more like the trng we had before..coz ever since the sec 3s took over..trng was very slack..pardon me for saying this. this is not an insult but hopefully u all can c this as a suggestion on how u all can change.
anyway..i just wanna tell all my fellow cadet mates..we must jian chi dao di..n i wanna tell our YO tt i'm sorrie for all the disappointments i caused u guys to have. n sec 3s i will keep our promise that we will change de okkae?
so fast almost going to exams le..sianz..hopefully everyone will do well..=) gonna prepare for tmr de NDP le..cya!! =)
Sunday, July 23, 2006
today's trng is fine..quite fun larr..and i got a chance to hug the RC flag..heehee=) n 2 commonwealth RC members came to our sch to join in the RC contingent for NDP..n they bang chao loud can..
after we finished trng, edna, sam, van, juliana n me went to j8 eat lunch n take neoprintts...gang hao singapore idol roadshow was there so we wentt den saw jonathan they all..den van wen mad over him n jasmine..
finally at 3++ we wen home..n this stupid thing that happen made me realise that people like her should reallie be killed.
me, van, sam n juliana were rushing into the train coz the door was almost closing le..den there was this lady with her so 'fragile' child..we dunno got accidentally knock into her anot..den she started scolding us leii..like what the hell larr..u tink i will put up with ur farking nonsense??
sorrie hor..just to let u noe..i'm not so kindhearted kk..she scolded us, saying that her child was there. she say that how can we push lidat? WHAT THE HELL..she was blocking our damn bloody way!! AND SHE DARE COMPLAIN??!! the door would have just closed on us leii..n wad more, HER CHILD WAS STILL HAPPILY SMILING AWAY!! n she come n tell us that we shouldn't shove around? THEN HOW R WE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SUPPOSE TO ENTER THE TRAIN W/O THE DOOR CLOSING ON US??!!
if lidat..den how abt if she were in ORCHARD ROAD? i tink she would b scolding every single person in orchard road!!i reallie can't stand tis kind of ppl..so bu yao lian ah..if i were a meanie i would have just told her to SHUT UP! okk..enough abt those kind of ppl..
i'm tired..gonna sleep now..bye people..
p.s i hate rumors!
after we finished trng, edna, sam, van, juliana n me went to j8 eat lunch n take neoprintts...gang hao singapore idol roadshow was there so we wentt den saw jonathan they all..den van wen mad over him n jasmine..
finally at 3++ we wen home..n this stupid thing that happen made me realise that people like her should reallie be killed.
me, van, sam n juliana were rushing into the train coz the door was almost closing le..den there was this lady with her so 'fragile' child..we dunno got accidentally knock into her anot..den she started scolding us leii..like what the hell larr..u tink i will put up with ur farking nonsense??
sorrie hor..just to let u noe..i'm not so kindhearted kk..she scolded us, saying that her child was there. she say that how can we push lidat? WHAT THE HELL..she was blocking our damn bloody way!! AND SHE DARE COMPLAIN??!! the door would have just closed on us leii..n wad more, HER CHILD WAS STILL HAPPILY SMILING AWAY!! n she come n tell us that we shouldn't shove around? THEN HOW R WE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SUPPOSE TO ENTER THE TRAIN W/O THE DOOR CLOSING ON US??!!
if lidat..den how abt if she were in ORCHARD ROAD? i tink she would b scolding every single person in orchard road!!i reallie can't stand tis kind of ppl..so bu yao lian ah..if i were a meanie i would have just told her to SHUT UP! okk..enough abt those kind of ppl..
i'm tired..gonna sleep now..bye people..
p.s i hate rumors!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
will you be my friend?? i feel alone..tt nobody's there for me..i reallie hope that someone can take my hand and tell me tt they will be there for me..always holding my hand..it will be the best ting tt ever happened in my life..
there were so many changes since sec 1.. n this yr reallie ish shitty..if i had known tt this yr would turn out like this, i would wish tt sec 1 2005 would never have ended..
why is my life such a disaster? why did i take everything for granted? why was i so greedy? why din i cherish everything that i had? why did so many changes take place? why did u change the way u treated me? why was i left alone? why din i change wen i knew tt wad i was doing was wrong? why was i such a failure? why did the old u die? why din u take my hand hold it forever? why did u let me go? why did i cry? why did u cry? why are some things so fated to be? why why why?
i just wanna be a happiie gal wif many friends..is that too much to ask for??
there were so many changes since sec 1.. n this yr reallie ish shitty..if i had known tt this yr would turn out like this, i would wish tt sec 1 2005 would never have ended..
why is my life such a disaster? why did i take everything for granted? why was i so greedy? why din i cherish everything that i had? why did so many changes take place? why did u change the way u treated me? why was i left alone? why din i change wen i knew tt wad i was doing was wrong? why was i such a failure? why did the old u die? why din u take my hand hold it forever? why did u let me go? why did i cry? why did u cry? why are some things so fated to be? why why why?
i just wanna be a happiie gal wif many friends..is that too much to ask for??
Sunday, July 09, 2006
thurday's trng was like dunno wad shit..did loads of pumpings lar..anyway captain ball is reallie damn fun and the sec 3s r doing quite well as mdms..heehee.=)
den today de ndp trng very sianz..but the onli fun part is that we do combined drills..all UG together..so united..den so sad u noe..coz RC and BB not enough ppl so we had to combine..who was the person who suggested tis?? rrrr..so angry.. we reallie need to recruit more cadets lar..but is like nobody wanna join..haish..hopefully things will change..
today's post is short and sweet..hope NDP will be a success..=)
den today de ndp trng very sianz..but the onli fun part is that we do combined drills..all UG together..so united..den so sad u noe..coz RC and BB not enough ppl so we had to combine..who was the person who suggested tis?? rrrr..so angry.. we reallie need to recruit more cadets lar..but is like nobody wanna join..haish..hopefully things will change..
today's post is short and sweet..hope NDP will be a success..=)
Monday, July 03, 2006
ystd was SYF actual day le..so fast n 12 or 13 trngs r over le..haish..m gonna miss all the new friends and VIs i made there..but hopefully can c them again maybe wen go for courses, competitions or next yr NDP..the VIs for marching contingent r desmond sir, wai min mdm, ambrose sir, david sir, qing xiang sir, denise mdm, janessa mdm, sarah mdm, patricia mdm, yongcheng sir, nicholas sir..n still got alot others but i forget le..den only a few come for most of the trngs..which is ambrose sir, david sir, and denise mdm..den got another few who go for only internal trng..which is yong cheng sir n wai min mdm..den got also some who go only for combined trng..which is qing xiang sir, janessa mdm, and nicholas sir..den the rest is like come for 1 or 2 times only..so many sirs n mdms..say until i confused liao..
n btw ystd the victorian school perform a very good skit which they made in like only 10 mins..so pro lar..giv me half and hr i tink i aso cannot do a skit as good as theirs lar..den the skit focused on 1 mdm n 1 sir..i dowan to name or not ltr i kena sue den die..but the skit was very funny for us cadets n the rest of the VIs but embarrasing for that sir n mdm..den aft the skit the VIs gotto perform for us den we request for that sir n mdm to do slow dance..den they reallie do lei..(maybe they r reallie together lar)..somemore we dim the lights den very romantic..(we cadets very bad hor..X)) den aft the dance desmond sir say speech..aww..so touching..
i tink our RC unit in SYF is very very very united..even more united den our amkss unit lar..our unit is like one grp here one grp there de..den so not united..the SYF unit is like one for all, all for one..den we sing song together do drills together, play together and work together..reallie very fun..n somemore we din noe each other in the beginning..but still can b so united..n finally our RC unit in SYF become one of the most outstanding contingents..=p
anyway..we will b getting our syf t-shirts and badges soon le..so happy!! den got extra one badge..eh..it makes a diff de okkae..
p.s happy b'dae sam!
n btw ystd the victorian school perform a very good skit which they made in like only 10 mins..so pro lar..giv me half and hr i tink i aso cannot do a skit as good as theirs lar..den the skit focused on 1 mdm n 1 sir..i dowan to name or not ltr i kena sue den die..but the skit was very funny for us cadets n the rest of the VIs but embarrasing for that sir n mdm..den aft the skit the VIs gotto perform for us den we request for that sir n mdm to do slow dance..den they reallie do lei..(maybe they r reallie together lar)..somemore we dim the lights den very romantic..(we cadets very bad hor..X)) den aft the dance desmond sir say speech..aww..so touching..
i tink our RC unit in SYF is very very very united..even more united den our amkss unit lar..our unit is like one grp here one grp there de..den so not united..the SYF unit is like one for all, all for one..den we sing song together do drills together, play together and work together..reallie very fun..n somemore we din noe each other in the beginning..but still can b so united..n finally our RC unit in SYF become one of the most outstanding contingents..=p
anyway..we will b getting our syf t-shirts and badges soon le..so happy!! den got extra one badge..eh..it makes a diff de okkae..
p.s happy b'dae sam!
Sunday, June 11, 2006
ystd was pop..woke up at 4.30am for dunno wad coz can't slp..den wait n wait until abt 6 den i go get ready for the one day camp..so nan de got 1 day camp lor..den reach sch at abt 6.50 den wrote attendance list n tok to the others..all of us weren't exactly in the same attire..den the sec 4s wan us to standardise..n after standardising..we still got punishments -.-
we did PT 1st..sec 3s take..n aft that the shirt reallie stank..
but no choice..we had no shirt to change into..so gotto bear wib it while doing drills..den aft doing drills for quite long we played games. the geating den kana scold by mdms..haiyah..everything we cadets do will b wrong de..=(
den aft lunch was drills drills n drills..pop drills..den it was raining mah den we did footdrill in the rain..n fleonna slip n fell..walao..it was ames help us to bond better lor=)..
lunch was after games..i din hav appetite den..so could not finish my food..den dunno y me n juliana keep laughing while scary lar..almost gave me a heart attack..the weather was very cooling but trng was sian coz joanne mdm keep asking us do same drills..
den finally ard 4++ we changed into our uniforms..we took a reallie long time just to change coz sec 1s uniform was like no buttons..n they aso dun hav boots..so by the time we got all ready for pop..it was like 5+ le..n btw pop was damn shi bai can..oh n..i tink the mdms were terribly disappointd in us..den as we were marching past the time i almost slip n fell coz was raining den the floor was slippery..but heng i din fall or my uniform would be dirty..den aft pop we got a big big scolding frm sec 4s..but i tink we deserved it de..they say like this is our pop n we like made a fool of ourselves..den they say wad they pass out le..den we do how lousy de drills is aso none of their business le..kinda of disheartening rite?..haish..
aft xinyu collect the pizza le den we wen to ava room to prepare for the farewell party..i was reallie moody by then coz we the sec 2s din even prepare a performance lor..we r bad rite?..den aft we all got ready le jiu call the sec 4s ..they ate le den we do our performance lor..n joanne was the 1st to cry..she was like water tap lor okkae..haiis..i suppose it is hard to say goodbye ba..
den aft sec 3s performance was the sec 2s n 1s performance..
oh n i dunno y in the world we cried..we, as in the cadets n the ncos..
for the cadets: shdn't we b glad that they wun b scolding us anymore?!! i admit i'm bad.. =)
for the mdms: i tot they would b happy tt they no need to scold us anymore okkae..i'm being
bad again xD..
maybe aft being together for 1 yr den if hav to say goodbye den a bit she bu de ba..
aft performance..the sec 3s gave a speech n said they were sorrie that they cause the sec 4s so much trouble n that they wun let RC fall in their hands..so touching ritex?
den aft was sec 4s turn to say speech..i tink i forgot wad they say le..but aso very touching..den there were quite a few water taps who couldn't stop..=)
den aft that the sec 4s gave us foodstuffs n all..n they aso gave us a hug..aww haha..den the mdms were like grabbing cadets to take photos wib..n finally i had to leave coz it was 7++ le..way past the time i was supposed to leave..so aft i took my belongings frm the mdms n packed my stuff b4 den i left..
ystd was reallie unforgettable lor..i can't imagine trng w/o the sec 4s coz maybe i'm like used to their scoldings le..haha.. isit a gd ting or a bad ting?
oh n btw our new chairperson is........xinyu!!
vice-chair: kexin
treasurer: weilin
secretary: fleonna
discipline: maurice
quarter mistress: catherine
quarter master: tse wei
welfare: qiyu
logistics: yilin
i was reallie shocked that weilin din get a higher post..but anyway..i tink xin yu would do a great job in leading our unit aso...
n i aso forgot that we owed the mdms alot of punishments..including 70 pumpings n alot of jumping jacks.. looks like we gotto return the punishments someday..haha..
p.s edna..i'm reallie sorrie that i can't pei u to syf today..hope u were okkae..haha..
okkae..i gtg now le..byes=)
we did PT 1st..sec 3s take..n aft that the shirt reallie stank..
but no choice..we had no shirt to change into..so gotto bear wib it while doing drills..den aft doing drills for quite long we played games. the geating den kana scold by mdms..haiyah..everything we cadets do will b wrong de..=(
den aft lunch was drills drills n drills..pop drills..den it was raining mah den we did footdrill in the rain..n fleonna slip n fell..walao..it was ames help us to bond better lor=)..
lunch was after games..i din hav appetite den..so could not finish my food..den dunno y me n juliana keep laughing while scary lar..almost gave me a heart attack..the weather was very cooling but trng was sian coz joanne mdm keep asking us do same drills..
den finally ard 4++ we changed into our uniforms..we took a reallie long time just to change coz sec 1s uniform was like no buttons..n they aso dun hav boots..so by the time we got all ready for pop..it was like 5+ le..n btw pop was damn shi bai can..oh n..i tink the mdms were terribly disappointd in us..den as we were marching past the time i almost slip n fell coz was raining den the floor was slippery..but heng i din fall or my uniform would be dirty..den aft pop we got a big big scolding frm sec 4s..but i tink we deserved it de..they say like this is our pop n we like made a fool of ourselves..den they say wad they pass out le..den we do how lousy de drills is aso none of their business le..kinda of disheartening rite?..haish..
aft xinyu collect the pizza le den we wen to ava room to prepare for the farewell party..i was reallie moody by then coz we the sec 2s din even prepare a performance lor..we r bad rite?..den aft we all got ready le jiu call the sec 4s ..they ate le den we do our performance lor..n joanne was the 1st to cry..she was like water tap lor okkae..haiis..i suppose it is hard to say goodbye ba..
den aft sec 3s performance was the sec 2s n 1s performance..
oh n i dunno y in the world we cried..we, as in the cadets n the ncos..
for the cadets: shdn't we b glad that they wun b scolding us anymore?!! i admit i'm bad.. =)
for the mdms: i tot they would b happy tt they no need to scold us anymore okkae..i'm being
bad again xD..
maybe aft being together for 1 yr den if hav to say goodbye den a bit she bu de ba..
aft performance..the sec 3s gave a speech n said they were sorrie that they cause the sec 4s so much trouble n that they wun let RC fall in their hands..so touching ritex?
den aft was sec 4s turn to say speech..i tink i forgot wad they say le..but aso very touching..den there were quite a few water taps who couldn't stop..=)
den aft that the sec 4s gave us foodstuffs n all..n they aso gave us a hug..aww haha..den the mdms were like grabbing cadets to take photos wib..n finally i had to leave coz it was 7++ le..way past the time i was supposed to leave..so aft i took my belongings frm the mdms n packed my stuff b4 den i left..
ystd was reallie unforgettable lor..i can't imagine trng w/o the sec 4s coz maybe i'm like used to their scoldings le..haha.. isit a gd ting or a bad ting?
oh n btw our new chairperson is........xinyu!!
vice-chair: kexin
treasurer: weilin
secretary: fleonna
discipline: maurice
quarter mistress: catherine
quarter master: tse wei
welfare: qiyu
logistics: yilin
i was reallie shocked that weilin din get a higher post..but anyway..i tink xin yu would do a great job in leading our unit aso...
n i aso forgot that we owed the mdms alot of punishments..including 70 pumpings n alot of jumping jacks.. looks like we gotto return the punishments someday..haha..
p.s edna..i'm reallie sorrie that i can't pei u to syf today..hope u were okkae..haha..
okkae..i gtg now le..byes=)
Friday, June 02, 2006
hi everyone...i'm back aft 3 days of chalet...
chalet was a bit of a letdown..but chun you
still did a gd job. way to go cy=)
den 1st day we BBQed..quite fun..but we took
very long to start fire..but in e end still get to
BBQ..den at nite we all din sleep. so fun. we just
play like no one's business..haha
den 2nd day some ppl wen to wild wild wet.. n some
wen to escape..escape was so sian we go for 1 hr
onli..whereas e ppl hu go WWW were having so
much fun..damn sian mu lor...but nvm. i wun cry
over spilt milk de=)
den 3rd day we wanted to go cycling de budden
was raining..so upsetting..den we stayed in lor..
but in the end i changed n wen out wib sam n edna
had a real gd time today..we wen this fashion n tried
tons of clothes..i bought 1 skirt..13 bucks. was nice n
affordable. so happy.
oh..n there is trng tmr. sian..=(
stil kao luing(considering) whether wanna go anot..=)
okkae..bye ppl. i'm gonna sleep like a pig:)
chalet was a bit of a letdown..but chun you
still did a gd job. way to go cy=)
den 1st day we BBQed..quite fun..but we took
very long to start fire..but in e end still get to
BBQ..den at nite we all din sleep. so fun. we just
play like no one's business..haha
den 2nd day some ppl wen to wild wild wet.. n some
wen to escape..escape was so sian we go for 1 hr
onli..whereas e ppl hu go WWW were having so
much fun..damn sian mu lor...but nvm. i wun cry
over spilt milk de=)
den 3rd day we wanted to go cycling de budden
was raining..so upsetting..den we stayed in lor..
but in the end i changed n wen out wib sam n edna
had a real gd time today..we wen this fashion n tried
tons of clothes..i bought 1 skirt..13 bucks. was nice n
affordable. so happy.
oh..n there is trng tmr. sian..=(
stil kao luing(considering) whether wanna go anot..=)
okkae..bye ppl. i'm gonna sleep like a pig:)
Monday, May 29, 2006
ystd de syf was damn tiring...n now i kena sunburn...pain siax...but haven't peel yet..=)
oh..n i can't go wild wild wet. for some reasons..but can go chalet lor =(...
hols r starting..will miss everyone..oh n there will be MANY MANY trngs n camps...sian.
so will c van, edna, yinyin n seniors alot..hopefully we can all bond better...
today's post shall b short... byyee:)
oh..n i can't go wild wild wet. for some reasons..but can go chalet lor =(...
hols r starting..will miss everyone..oh n there will be MANY MANY trngs n camps...sian.
so will c van, edna, yinyin n seniors alot..hopefully we can all bond better...
today's post shall b short... byyee:)
Friday, May 26, 2006
yo ppl...today last day of school le...
everybody must take care kkaes?hols r here..
n ppl tend to get sick...=) so must stay healthy...
anyway...chalet is coming le...4 days 3 nites...wah...so fun...=)
but dunno whether my mum let me go not...i reallie wanna go
wild wild wet...haha...wib so many many ppl...will b damn fun...
n another ting...i realised tt saturdays r approaching real fast...
n we hav to go syf...oh sian...nvm...sir yongcheng tell us to look
on the bright side...coz syf is once in every 2 yrs...so wen we get bagde
den can show off...but i still kinda tink too tiring lei...but since we
halfway through le might as well go through all...n we might b getting
syf tee(but must pay money aso lar. of course)...haha...so nice...den
we can wear to trng...
today very funny...coz we were told must FALL IN at 2.15 to collect CUGC
form. eh...mind you..fall in just to get ONE piece of paper...funny rite...n even
funnier is they tell us must come den they ownself nvr come...den me, van n edna
sha sha wait outside the RC room..n we saw jialing and wenjia going home..den
we finally cannot take it le jiu knock the RC room door..den jiawen open n
we asked her if we supposed to fall in...
our conversation:
us: r we supposed to collect CUGC form?
jiawen: huh? wad ting?
us: oh...coz seniors told us we supposed to fall in at 2.15 to collect CUGC forms...
jiawen: dun have lei...
us: oh..nvm la...(can go home le)
den we walking away den jiawen call us again..
jiawen: i tink some of them went for the CUGC talk or wad...
us: oh...okkae...
den we go le lor...so funny lor...sec 3's tell us must go den the ownself nvr go...
den we returned to class to do preparations for tmr de PTC...so fun lor...
we decorate the class den edna, ks, qh n zy were playing the dunno wad game lar...
but very complicated...so i kept to doing my zuo ye n drawing for the notice board...
(wah...so wei da...jkjk=)) den left abt 5...wah...wad a wonderful last day...
i freaking love everyone...n caryn made 2 aluminium hearts for me=). awww...so
touched..haha:)
p.s thank you edna for the letter...=) n everybody take care..
everybody must take care kkaes?hols r here..
n ppl tend to get sick...=) so must stay healthy...
anyway...chalet is coming le...4 days 3 nites...wah...so fun...=)
but dunno whether my mum let me go not...i reallie wanna go
wild wild wet...haha...wib so many many ppl...will b damn fun...
n another ting...i realised tt saturdays r approaching real fast...
n we hav to go syf...oh sian...nvm...sir yongcheng tell us to look
on the bright side...coz syf is once in every 2 yrs...so wen we get bagde
den can show off...but i still kinda tink too tiring lei...but since we
halfway through le might as well go through all...n we might b getting
syf tee(but must pay money aso lar. of course)...haha...so nice...den
we can wear to trng...
today very funny...coz we were told must FALL IN at 2.15 to collect CUGC
form. eh...mind you..fall in just to get ONE piece of paper...funny rite...n even
funnier is they tell us must come den they ownself nvr come...den me, van n edna
sha sha wait outside the RC room..n we saw jialing and wenjia going home..den
we finally cannot take it le jiu knock the RC room door..den jiawen open n
we asked her if we supposed to fall in...
our conversation:
us: r we supposed to collect CUGC form?
jiawen: huh? wad ting?
us: oh...coz seniors told us we supposed to fall in at 2.15 to collect CUGC forms...
jiawen: dun have lei...
us: oh..nvm la...(can go home le)
den we walking away den jiawen call us again..
jiawen: i tink some of them went for the CUGC talk or wad...
us: oh...okkae...
den we go le lor...so funny lor...sec 3's tell us must go den the ownself nvr go...
den we returned to class to do preparations for tmr de PTC...so fun lor...
we decorate the class den edna, ks, qh n zy were playing the dunno wad game lar...
but very complicated...so i kept to doing my zuo ye n drawing for the notice board...
(wah...so wei da...jkjk=)) den left abt 5...wah...wad a wonderful last day...
i freaking love everyone...n caryn made 2 aluminium hearts for me=). awww...so
touched..haha:)
p.s thank you edna for the letter...=) n everybody take care..
Thursday, May 18, 2006
today last day of MYE...so happi..went to kbox wif yf, qh, va, edna n sam...had klunch..wasn't tt good lar..the hainan chicken rice...aiya..no offence though...den sing n sing n sing...so fun..let off stress...den we went j8 watch MI3...i noe it screen long ago but was exams mah...so today finish exams den go lor...edna, qh n yf din go...but it was damn damn nice okkae...at the last part my heart almost drop out..coz i almost got heart attack..haha..den sam was mad...me n van was like..'sam, we dunno eu..' haha...but of course was fake lar...den today so fun..just wanna tell:
van--we next time go watch more movies kkaes?
edna--cheer up..dun so sad..must b more high..=)
sam--dun b so mad
qh--ur singing was damn good
yf--how come eu must leave so early?
haha...okae...i m being sacarstic(dunno how to spell)...anyway ppl...willl go n hav a good rest...byes
van--we next time go watch more movies kkaes?
edna--cheer up..dun so sad..must b more high..=)
sam--dun b so mad
qh--ur singing was damn good
yf--how come eu must leave so early?
haha...okae...i m being sacarstic(dunno how to spell)...anyway ppl...willl go n hav a good rest...byes
Monday, May 15, 2006
i tink my blog is rotting...1st of all, i din post n secondly not many ppl tag...anyway..4 more days to end of MYE..so happy..got chalet which is fun fun fun..budden aso got syf trng..sians..
maths= i tink i will die coz paper like got onli 1 hr..and somemore the qns is like so complicated...aiyo..hope i can do well for paper 2 den can pull the marks up...
geog= cannot make it lar...the map tingy...kill me lor...
hist= better...even though i din study much...maybe mrs nair took pity on us n set an easier paper..
HCL= walao..the qns is like so tough..the ans they gib is damn close lor...will die man..
eng= worse..the ape set one...compre n summary...die..
science= NA..haven't take yet..but i have the feeling tt i'm gonna die...esp if got qns on particulate theory of matter n refraction of light
lit= NA..coz haven't take aso..i dun even have the village by the sea book how to learn..die aso
dnt= NA..not taken yet..electricity n mechanism..i reallie can't make it...i tink i will fail badly..
wah...i sound pessimistic...haha..but anyway...i still must try my best..esp for sci..coz i dowan go for remedial the whole yr round...aiyo...cannot...i must pass..all other subject aso must pass..can't afford to fail... jiayous everybody...do ur best for the next 4 days...
p.s anybody wans tu go out after dnt paper on thursday?..pls ans by tagging...thx...
maths= i tink i will die coz paper like got onli 1 hr..and somemore the qns is like so complicated...aiyo..hope i can do well for paper 2 den can pull the marks up...
geog= cannot make it lar...the map tingy...kill me lor...
hist= better...even though i din study much...maybe mrs nair took pity on us n set an easier paper..
HCL= walao..the qns is like so tough..the ans they gib is damn close lor...will die man..
eng= worse..the ape set one...compre n summary...die..
science= NA..haven't take yet..but i have the feeling tt i'm gonna die...esp if got qns on particulate theory of matter n refraction of light
lit= NA..coz haven't take aso..i dun even have the village by the sea book how to learn..die aso
dnt= NA..not taken yet..electricity n mechanism..i reallie can't make it...i tink i will fail badly..
wah...i sound pessimistic...haha..but anyway...i still must try my best..esp for sci..coz i dowan go for remedial the whole yr round...aiyo...cannot...i must pass..all other subject aso must pass..can't afford to fail... jiayous everybody...do ur best for the next 4 days...
p.s anybody wans tu go out after dnt paper on thursday?..pls ans by tagging...thx...
Thursday, May 04, 2006
i noe i haven't blog for a long long time...sorrie ppl...tu keep eu guys waiting...but i was reallie bz...MYE n all...aiyo its driving me nuts...aiyah dun tok abt tis le lar...btw our grp has been practising real hard for dance...our grp consist of vanessa, edna, sam, yingxin, jiaqi and me.. i hope the dance will be a success coz we did put in our best...
MYE is juz tmr n i dun tink i'm prepared...oh...i tink i will die veri badly lor...still we all musn't give up hope...we will move together as a class..no one shd b left out...reallie dowan tu part wib anyone...coz everyone ish so so veri precious..tu drop anyone along the way would mean disaster..so i wish everyone the best for MYE..we all can do it de...2/2 jiayous..
MYE is juz tmr n i dun tink i'm prepared...oh...i tink i will die veri badly lor...still we all musn't give up hope...we will move together as a class..no one shd b left out...reallie dowan tu part wib anyone...coz everyone ish so so veri precious..tu drop anyone along the way would mean disaster..so i wish everyone the best for MYE..we all can do it de...2/2 jiayous..
Monday, April 24, 2006
its been so long since you ever said you guys said you cared...i have tis feeling that there is an invisible wall blocking in the middle...evertime i wanna say some tings, i dun dare..coz maybe you all will tink i m extra...but isit true?...i m not sure..how i wish i am still the one important person that you all need there in your life...maybe from the start it was all wrong...it wasn't meant to be like tis...the way you claimed you reallie hoped that i was with you...maybe it was reallie all a big big joke..i was never part of your life at all...i hope i am wrong but somehow i have tis weird feeling that we are no longer one big big family...and you din ever tink back of our happy past...n happy memories...the times we spent together and everyting..can we ever turn bac the clock?..i dun dare put my hopes high coz i noe you r starting to go further n further away frm me...can i attach a string to you and pull you back so that you will stay by me forever?...i can't coz i noe that tis is unfair to you...you once said that you will not let me leave your side but wad abt now?...i am a thousand miles away frm you...i wanna be so near you that we will be stuck together forever and you will nvr leave me again...
i need you guys...every single one of you r important to me...pls dun ever leave me unattended again...promise me you will stay by my side forever.
i need you guys...every single one of you r important to me...pls dun ever leave me unattended again...promise me you will stay by my side forever.
Friday, April 14, 2006
these few daes have been veri disheartening for me...i dunno y...but i feel there's smth not right...isit my problem or urs?...eu everytime dun sae den how i noe wad eu r feeling...haiyah...maybe wad she said ish right...eu guys reallie feel tt i'm extra...i feel i m always left out...i juz wan a lil' attention frm eu guys...can't eu all juz grant me tt?...i try tu be concerned but does it work?...things still remain the same...maybe like wad she said again...i shd juz gib up...since eu dowan me..wadever i do wun make eu guys ever accept me...i m juz..juz heartbroken...but at least i noe she's still dere for me...wen no one else bothers...
i reallie wan ur love n concern...juz a lil' fraction of it...pls?..juz spare a lil' time for me..n juz tell me tt eu will be dere for me always...i will b satisfied...
-lurv redx-
i reallie wan ur love n concern...juz a lil' fraction of it...pls?..juz spare a lil' time for me..n juz tell me tt eu will be dere for me always...i will b satisfied...
-lurv redx-
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
i wanna comment on todae de dance class( CAP )...the dance room was locked so we had tu dance in hall...den juz as we dancing happily n all...the student councillors came...walao...lyk spoil our mood lidat...dey were preparing their stuff for the SCI...den ish lyk we on stage dancing n the student councillors were lyk the audience...it wouldn't be so bad if we din noe anyone...anyway...i can finally do the dance step le...so fun...den we wen tu eat lunch...den i drank bubble tea...budden no pearls...so sad...den wait n wait den finally go for the SCI....it was okae...saw the exco dance...so funny lar...den the meiyan n randy say speech...den ish lyk they speak so funnyly...randy i can understand coz he ish not local...but meiyan lei...dunno lar...n i dun care aso...den saw joanne n wen jia dance...aiyah joanne ish pro so i got nth tu say...den meiyan lei...ish lyk acting lor..so fake...n extra aso...
after SCI we had tu go trng...at 1st din wanna go de lei...budden tink again...should nt always pon or not will become habit de lor...so we go n change...den we do footdrills...ish the sec 3s command...aiyah footdrills so so sianx...walao...den coz gt other CCA grps den catherine dey all shout command we cannot hear...den after footdrills we did PT ...aiyo...so slack...den the jialin ish lyk open defiance lor...den dunno y the mdms neber scold...maybe dey stepping down le den dowan sec 1s hab bad impression of dem...haha..sec 1s ish veri lucky...den recre dey play basketball...den some ppl dowanna play..including me...haha den we sit by the side tok crap n say lame jokes...so fun haha...den finally play finish den dismissed...todae trng reallie veri veri slack...i tink coz maybe no wen jia dey all...i tink if wj come ah...trng will be tough lor...haha...
yay tmr no syf...so lucky...6 weeks no syf...i tink by the time we go bac rite...cant catch up le...coz the trng ish reallie veri tough lor...the footdrills timing so fast...dey wanna die ah...dey wan i aso dowan lor.....haii...life ish boring...people pls tok tu me more...n make my life more interesting...
-lurv redx-
after SCI we had tu go trng...at 1st din wanna go de lei...budden tink again...should nt always pon or not will become habit de lor...so we go n change...den we do footdrills...ish the sec 3s command...aiyah footdrills so so sianx...walao...den coz gt other CCA grps den catherine dey all shout command we cannot hear...den after footdrills we did PT ...aiyo...so slack...den the jialin ish lyk open defiance lor...den dunno y the mdms neber scold...maybe dey stepping down le den dowan sec 1s hab bad impression of dem...haha..sec 1s ish veri lucky...den recre dey play basketball...den some ppl dowanna play..including me...haha den we sit by the side tok crap n say lame jokes...so fun haha...den finally play finish den dismissed...todae trng reallie veri veri slack...i tink coz maybe no wen jia dey all...i tink if wj come ah...trng will be tough lor...haha...
yay tmr no syf...so lucky...6 weeks no syf...i tink by the time we go bac rite...cant catch up le...coz the trng ish reallie veri tough lor...the footdrills timing so fast...dey wanna die ah...dey wan i aso dowan lor.....haii...life ish boring...people pls tok tu me more...n make my life more interesting...
-lurv redx-
Saturday, April 01, 2006
this whole week was sucky...
thursday
so depressed...was reallie sad wen eu din tok tu me...i felt so helpless...did i go n fan eu until eu reallie couldn't stand me anymore?...but apparently it wasn't lyk wad i tot...so on thurs...i juz cr***(i m sensitive tu the word)...i'm sorrie i made eu cry too...eu shd have told me earlier...i tot eu din care oready...anyway..din eat lunch on thurs coz was so depressed...din have the mood too...although sam van n yf wen tu eat...i was lying on the table n trying tu sleep...hopefully forgeting y i was so sad...but no...everytime i raised my head i looked in ur direction...eu were so alone...n tt made me feel even more sadd...finally i got over the whole ting...n eu said sorrie...tt was unexpected...i shd b the one saying sorrie in actual fact...but juz as i tot the whole ting was over...i neglected sam's feelings...i'm sorrie...but anyway...everyone was fine after a while...sam left in a hurry...i juz wanna tell sam...i love eu my dear...n sorrie for neglecting eu...let the lao gong gib lao po a kiss..muackss...okae?...
friday
dance n drama was veri veri fun...dramaa class i acted as sam's jian fu(lover)..while van ish sam's husband...was veri fun..den dance..danced many diff types of dances...including latin...was veri funny...den i became the CD gal...coz i was standing at the bac...so everytime mr low say stop..i gotto rush tu stop the player...walao...even sam c liao aso laugh...den after sch wen tu c mr V tan...abt dnt project...i learnt tt i m being selected for the junior show..which ish unexpected coz i tot my artefact tu be stupid...den somemore gotto touch up the artefact n den present it in front of the sch...arghh...i m not tt brave okae...den decided tu help paint the class n pon RC trng...coz there was not enough ppl helping tu paint...actually we wanted tu go trng at 4 plus de...den decided tu inform the mdms earlier...budden hu noes...they gave us an earful n even spoke tu ms low...walao...gd lar...n ms low's fault lar..we helping tu paint class and as our form teacher shouldnt eu help us?...wad's more tis is painting for ur class lor...come on lar...den lots of tings happen..n it was raining...den after i paint a while den my hands veri dirty...den decided tu pei vanessa go toilet..coz she stomach ache...budden as i walked out of the class room...surprise surprise...wen jia n jocelyn were outside...so extra...den felt so bad abt pang seiing edna..sorrie my dear...i din do it on purpose...den i dunch noe wad the mdms sae tu edna but i tink the say yi ding muz go for trng...so stupid lar...den glenn veri funny...keep telling ms low they need more ppl...sort of excusing us frm trng...budden ms low din care abt him le...so she tell us tu pack up n leave...so sad lor...i m disappointed at ms low de behaviour...den wen for trng ish onli sit there tok tok...sian lar...we could have well taken the time tu paint the class...den the sec 3s all din come except catherine...so guai one...haha..den we were dismissed at abt 645 lidat...den gang hao met beijia n glenn dey all so walk tu bus stop together...reach home late n felt tired...so ate den wen tu sleep...syf trng tmr...
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thursday
so depressed...was reallie sad wen eu din tok tu me...i felt so helpless...did i go n fan eu until eu reallie couldn't stand me anymore?...but apparently it wasn't lyk wad i tot...so on thurs...i juz cr***(i m sensitive tu the word)...i'm sorrie i made eu cry too...eu shd have told me earlier...i tot eu din care oready...anyway..din eat lunch on thurs coz was so depressed...din have the mood too...although sam van n yf wen tu eat...i was lying on the table n trying tu sleep...hopefully forgeting y i was so sad...but no...everytime i raised my head i looked in ur direction...eu were so alone...n tt made me feel even more sadd...finally i got over the whole ting...n eu said sorrie...tt was unexpected...i shd b the one saying sorrie in actual fact...but juz as i tot the whole ting was over...i neglected sam's feelings...i'm sorrie...but anyway...everyone was fine after a while...sam left in a hurry...i juz wanna tell sam...i love eu my dear...n sorrie for neglecting eu...let the lao gong gib lao po a kiss..muackss...okae?...
friday
dance n drama was veri veri fun...dramaa class i acted as sam's jian fu(lover)..while van ish sam's husband...was veri fun..den dance..danced many diff types of dances...including latin...was veri funny...den i became the CD gal...coz i was standing at the bac...so everytime mr low say stop..i gotto rush tu stop the player...walao...even sam c liao aso laugh...den after sch wen tu c mr V tan...abt dnt project...i learnt tt i m being selected for the junior show..which ish unexpected coz i tot my artefact tu be stupid...den somemore gotto touch up the artefact n den present it in front of the sch...arghh...i m not tt brave okae...den decided tu help paint the class n pon RC trng...coz there was not enough ppl helping tu paint...actually we wanted tu go trng at 4 plus de...den decided tu inform the mdms earlier...budden hu noes...they gave us an earful n even spoke tu ms low...walao...gd lar...n ms low's fault lar..we helping tu paint class and as our form teacher shouldnt eu help us?...wad's more tis is painting for ur class lor...come on lar...den lots of tings happen..n it was raining...den after i paint a while den my hands veri dirty...den decided tu pei vanessa go toilet..coz she stomach ache...budden as i walked out of the class room...surprise surprise...wen jia n jocelyn were outside...so extra...den felt so bad abt pang seiing edna..sorrie my dear...i din do it on purpose...den i dunch noe wad the mdms sae tu edna but i tink the say yi ding muz go for trng...so stupid lar...den glenn veri funny...keep telling ms low they need more ppl...sort of excusing us frm trng...budden ms low din care abt him le...so she tell us tu pack up n leave...so sad lor...i m disappointed at ms low de behaviour...den wen for trng ish onli sit there tok tok...sian lar...we could have well taken the time tu paint the class...den the sec 3s all din come except catherine...so guai one...haha..den we were dismissed at abt 645 lidat...den gang hao met beijia n glenn dey all so walk tu bus stop together...reach home late n felt tired...so ate den wen tu sleep...syf trng tmr...
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Monday, March 27, 2006
so fast n a week is over again...had trng on fri n syf on sat..
trng was slack...had footdrills...taken by sohee n rosemary...they r nice ppl...dey don scold lyk a mad tigeress...unlike some others...den keep doing e drills...so sianx...was quite slack lar...boring too...den after footdrill was lesson...coz fleonna din come...me n weilin had tu teach o.a lesson (outdoor activity)..teach the rest abt knots n lashings, how tu read a topography map (sounds chim rite?), den also abt the silva compass...weilin explain while i write...apparently i write quite small den the mdms keep complaining...i m trying my best le okae...well..in the end my writing was quite big but it went slanted...sorrie have tu hai eu all read slantedly...den coz weilin n i tot no need teach the silva compass so we take longer time tu teach the maps...den was scolded by joanne...in the end we still taught them budden i tink they din reallie understand...which makes me feel so shii bai...budden veri funny lei...not i teach y i feel shii bai?..hahas...i aso dunno....
den after lesson is Pt...tis time coz i was lesson i/c so yin yin n xinyu was PT i/c...den aagain did all e warm up den ran the 4th floor den come down one level by one level...den at 1st floor we took cover..den coz the command was very quick den xinyu juz wen down on the floor so i stopped den catherine pushed me frm behind...wah...pain sia...but i was not reallie injured...den jiu rest den run again...PT aso quite slack lar...except for wen we gotto do 10 guys pumping...wah...i reallie felt lyk giving up...budden still endured...coz mdms aso did wib us...den after PT we din wan re-cre so rest until debrief...
debrief was slack aso as no one actually responded tu the mdms...eveyone was slacking until wen jia arrived...she wen for soccer eu noe...wah lao...i dowan criticise eu de lei...budden as e chair shouldn't eu b more er...responsible...lyk put more effort into red cross...soccer may be important but as e chair of Rc...aiyah....dowan sae le...den i m wondering y is everyone so afraid of euu?...eu r aso a person wad...den y jialing tok n say so many tings we all never listen n never sit straight den suddenly eu come den everybody so scared...how come?...eu aso a person wad...aiya...i aso dunno lar...
den left school at abt 7 after taking name tag frm joanne...i left wib a pile of stupid books...some more got coke bottle n boots...aso got the dnt artefact...den took bus home wib yin yin...gd ting she help me or i would have died...den luckily for me...mum picked me up at the bus stop...reach home jiu start tu get ready my uniform...for syf the next dae...slept at abt 11pm...
woke up at abt 7...bathe den wear uniform, n i actually realised tt my crocodile socks were in the washing machine...n i cant wear boots w/o croc socks...so i was supposed tu meet edna at bishan at 8 budden coz my socks haven't dry...she had tu go by herself....reallie sorrie my nuer...den my mum came tu the rescue...she drove me tu gyss...den waited for edna at the bus stop outside gyss...den we wen in together n register...den had UI...sarah mdm said my uniform was up tu standard but my belt was too loose...den stood in senang diri position for a long time coz had tu wait for everyone tu finish UI before could start the real footdrill session...den we all practised footdrill for half an hour...before the reall selection...there was 5 stations...den each station lasted 20 mins...den i feel lyk be in syf is a guang rong ting budden the trng hours veri long n tiring...den we not sure hu in hu out aso...so hav tu wait for next week...
tired...until next week...bye...
-lurv redx-
trng was slack...had footdrills...taken by sohee n rosemary...they r nice ppl...dey don scold lyk a mad tigeress...unlike some others...den keep doing e drills...so sianx...was quite slack lar...boring too...den after footdrill was lesson...coz fleonna din come...me n weilin had tu teach o.a lesson (outdoor activity)..teach the rest abt knots n lashings, how tu read a topography map (sounds chim rite?), den also abt the silva compass...weilin explain while i write...apparently i write quite small den the mdms keep complaining...i m trying my best le okae...well..in the end my writing was quite big but it went slanted...sorrie have tu hai eu all read slantedly...den coz weilin n i tot no need teach the silva compass so we take longer time tu teach the maps...den was scolded by joanne...in the end we still taught them budden i tink they din reallie understand...which makes me feel so shii bai...budden veri funny lei...not i teach y i feel shii bai?..hahas...i aso dunno....
den after lesson is Pt...tis time coz i was lesson i/c so yin yin n xinyu was PT i/c...den aagain did all e warm up den ran the 4th floor den come down one level by one level...den at 1st floor we took cover..den coz the command was very quick den xinyu juz wen down on the floor so i stopped den catherine pushed me frm behind...wah...pain sia...but i was not reallie injured...den jiu rest den run again...PT aso quite slack lar...except for wen we gotto do 10 guys pumping...wah...i reallie felt lyk giving up...budden still endured...coz mdms aso did wib us...den after PT we din wan re-cre so rest until debrief...
debrief was slack aso as no one actually responded tu the mdms...eveyone was slacking until wen jia arrived...she wen for soccer eu noe...wah lao...i dowan criticise eu de lei...budden as e chair shouldn't eu b more er...responsible...lyk put more effort into red cross...soccer may be important but as e chair of Rc...aiyah....dowan sae le...den i m wondering y is everyone so afraid of euu?...eu r aso a person wad...den y jialing tok n say so many tings we all never listen n never sit straight den suddenly eu come den everybody so scared...how come?...eu aso a person wad...aiya...i aso dunno lar...
den left school at abt 7 after taking name tag frm joanne...i left wib a pile of stupid books...some more got coke bottle n boots...aso got the dnt artefact...den took bus home wib yin yin...gd ting she help me or i would have died...den luckily for me...mum picked me up at the bus stop...reach home jiu start tu get ready my uniform...for syf the next dae...slept at abt 11pm...
woke up at abt 7...bathe den wear uniform, n i actually realised tt my crocodile socks were in the washing machine...n i cant wear boots w/o croc socks...so i was supposed tu meet edna at bishan at 8 budden coz my socks haven't dry...she had tu go by herself....reallie sorrie my nuer...den my mum came tu the rescue...she drove me tu gyss...den waited for edna at the bus stop outside gyss...den we wen in together n register...den had UI...sarah mdm said my uniform was up tu standard but my belt was too loose...den stood in senang diri position for a long time coz had tu wait for everyone tu finish UI before could start the real footdrill session...den we all practised footdrill for half an hour...before the reall selection...there was 5 stations...den each station lasted 20 mins...den i feel lyk be in syf is a guang rong ting budden the trng hours veri long n tiring...den we not sure hu in hu out aso...so hav tu wait for next week...
tired...until next week...bye...
-lurv redx-
Sunday, March 19, 2006
todae had the syf tingy...was kinda sian...coz onli me n edna...my mum drove us dere...tt was lucky coz we din noe how tu go...the trng was at guangyang sec...frm j8 actually can walk de...but we were not sure...den as we were crossing the road i was tinking...the mdms sometimes maybe strict n always scold...budden wen without dem...the feeling is lyk veri lonely...somehow...lyk coz we dunno anyting n without anyone hu noes the way...eu r stuck n can't move on...dey have always been by our side, guiding n showing us the way...leading..n den one day...dey jus leave...its kinda scary eu noe...
but we still found a way out...maybe its lyk even though eu r stuck...dere is always a way out...the someone hu has always been by ur side can leave too..n tt doesn't mean eu r stuck forever...eu've gotto keep moving on coz the world doesn't wait for jus eu...
there were sirs n mdms...all frm HQ de...doreen mdm, wei shan mdm, wai min mdm, david sir, ambrose sir, yongcheng sir, n 2 or 3 other sirs...i forgot their name le...see i so forgetful...eee.. den during UI( uniform inspection), coz me n edna no name tag...mdms come n ask...wei shan mdm ask how come no name tag..n she aso ask wen jia never gib ah...den i say never lor...coz is e truth wad...aiyah all the badges we earn aso haven't get...anyway it doesn't matter...so den we did footdrill footdrill footdrill all the way...sianx...
they were trng on our sediya n senang diri...dey keep testing n testingg...den coz got alot of cadets den the banging was chao loud...so nice lor...budden do marching n hantakaki...other ppl de timing so fast...kanasai...can't catch up lar...arghh...can't dey do slower abit?...but lidat still gotto endure...sian...den after every 1 hour den got a water break...was so hot lei...den do the keblakan(turn tu the back) on the march ah...they all do so fast...some ppl aso cannot catch up...aiyah...den sirs n mdms keep perfecting these few drills...do until sian diao...
i wanted tu go flag dae de...edna aso...but we were stuck in this syf tingy...actually is aso our fault lar...coz is we go select the wad footdrill course de...something lidat..for those hu noe...fan zheng whole time was footdrill...n wearing full Uniform somemore...aiyo...n we couldn't change out of U in guangyang coz doreen mdm sae wad the YO(youth officer) of guangyang dun let us change...wad come in uniform den go in uniform...so we were all forced tu leave straightaway...so we go j8 lor...den change n all...den eat kfc n buy Yin Yin b'dae present...den we aso buy a stupid water bottle...is in the shape of baby de milk bottle...i find me n edna so childish...haha...she bought pink den i buy blue...sam n va next time go j8 mini toons can buy aso...den all the shu nus 4 got same bottle...hahas. i find myself so veri veri childish...but the bottle ish cute lei...n is $3.90 so we buy...
den after buy the present den we go OP...wah..so crowded..coz got pre-renovation sale....everybody rushing tu buy stuff...den i gotto go home le...but edna still stayed coz she still looking for some stuff...reached home at abt 3.10...so tired...
-lurv redx-
but we still found a way out...maybe its lyk even though eu r stuck...dere is always a way out...the someone hu has always been by ur side can leave too..n tt doesn't mean eu r stuck forever...eu've gotto keep moving on coz the world doesn't wait for jus eu...
there were sirs n mdms...all frm HQ de...doreen mdm, wei shan mdm, wai min mdm, david sir, ambrose sir, yongcheng sir, n 2 or 3 other sirs...i forgot their name le...see i so forgetful...eee.. den during UI( uniform inspection), coz me n edna no name tag...mdms come n ask...wei shan mdm ask how come no name tag..n she aso ask wen jia never gib ah...den i say never lor...coz is e truth wad...aiyah all the badges we earn aso haven't get...anyway it doesn't matter...so den we did footdrill footdrill footdrill all the way...sianx...
they were trng on our sediya n senang diri...dey keep testing n testingg...den coz got alot of cadets den the banging was chao loud...so nice lor...budden do marching n hantakaki...other ppl de timing so fast...kanasai...can't catch up lar...arghh...can't dey do slower abit?...but lidat still gotto endure...sian...den after every 1 hour den got a water break...was so hot lei...den do the keblakan(turn tu the back) on the march ah...they all do so fast...some ppl aso cannot catch up...aiyah...den sirs n mdms keep perfecting these few drills...do until sian diao...
i wanted tu go flag dae de...edna aso...but we were stuck in this syf tingy...actually is aso our fault lar...coz is we go select the wad footdrill course de...something lidat..for those hu noe...fan zheng whole time was footdrill...n wearing full Uniform somemore...aiyo...n we couldn't change out of U in guangyang coz doreen mdm sae wad the YO(youth officer) of guangyang dun let us change...wad come in uniform den go in uniform...so we were all forced tu leave straightaway...so we go j8 lor...den change n all...den eat kfc n buy Yin Yin b'dae present...den we aso buy a stupid water bottle...is in the shape of baby de milk bottle...i find me n edna so childish...haha...she bought pink den i buy blue...sam n va next time go j8 mini toons can buy aso...den all the shu nus 4 got same bottle...hahas. i find myself so veri veri childish...but the bottle ish cute lei...n is $3.90 so we buy...
den after buy the present den we go OP...wah..so crowded..coz got pre-renovation sale....everybody rushing tu buy stuff...den i gotto go home le...but edna still stayed coz she still looking for some stuff...reached home at abt 3.10...so tired...
-lurv redx-
Friday, March 17, 2006
time passes so fast...a few more daes den is sch reopen le...sianx...n den will got more n more work...n revision too...looking forward tu flag dae which is on sat...it might seems boring tu some ppl but tu me..as long as i can meet my frens...its considered fun...heex..i noe i'm bo liao...i feel so sian these few daes...got nth tu do...actually..nth tt particularly interest me..din manage tu go out wib class 6A '04...arghh...n life's kinda boring...i feel lyk i m trapped...there's nowhere for me tu go...its juz tis small small world...n i m always stuck at home...hmppf...miss sam edna n va....n other peeps in 2/2...boring boring boring...its sleep eat sleep eat...someone juz help me put a stop tu tis routine for me....
sam go malaysia...can't call her n have our 2 hrs long tok anymore...n edna sick...i dowan tu disturb her..she ought tu have more rest...i find tt edna suddenly become accident n sick prone...my dear nuer n xiao shu nu...how come eu become until lidat?...ur daddy will xin tong one lei...gd ting x-ray and all r fine...or else eu noe hu i will find...n va...always gt council stuffs...always wib tt mei yan...i noe eu also bored of her...budden eu can't juz bo chab bo chab rite...sianz...gonna sleep now...byes...
-lurv redx-
sam go malaysia...can't call her n have our 2 hrs long tok anymore...n edna sick...i dowan tu disturb her..she ought tu have more rest...i find tt edna suddenly become accident n sick prone...my dear nuer n xiao shu nu...how come eu become until lidat?...ur daddy will xin tong one lei...gd ting x-ray and all r fine...or else eu noe hu i will find...n va...always gt council stuffs...always wib tt mei yan...i noe eu also bored of her...budden eu can't juz bo chab bo chab rite...sianz...gonna sleep now...byes...
-lurv redx-
Thursday, March 16, 2006
had trng ystd...was quite slack lar...budden tu e sec 1s tink is tiring...haish...dey r still young..heex..den we kana scolded coz we late, juliana no spec hooks and nicholas never wear sch pants...den gotto do many punishment...but punishment was reasonable coz we reallie did many wrongs...den after tt we did foot drills...wen jia took over me, yin yin and edna...she was veri nice lor...dunno lar..maybe she gd mood lorz...haha...den after tt she wen for meeting so rosemary take over n she keep giving us homat (salute)...den we do until sian diao...haha...den sometimes we do too fast den veri funny...our poor edna sick so rosemary took edna tu rest so cara take over...budden rosemary forgot vanessa...so cute lei...haha...n cara teach us changing of ranks den coz not enough ppl tu demonstrate, cara use leafs she found on e floor...so funny...den me n yin yin laugh n laugh...finish tt den fang wei come n tell us tu get ready for PT (physical trng)...was quite slack aso...budden coz of e punishment we did earlier...the leg jiu veri pain...den fleonna n catherine was i/c n dey quite inexperienced so not quite sure how tu conduct cooling down exercise den pei mdms scold...PT over den mdms ask us tu tink of a game tu play during recre (recreation)...budden rite..we gotto do half squad while tinking of a game...n is all becoz joanne n cara saw ncc doing half squad den ask us tu do de...wah lao...den dey gu yi dun let us recover...budden gd ting fang wei n jocelyn come...den dey ask us recover...we played captain ball...den play finish jiu debrief le...mdms told us tu prepare for their POP (passing out parade)...
trng finish we all jiu go mac eat lunch lor...den veri funny...we gu yi dun let joanne sit...haha...n we offered tu let joanne sit on the sit which sam sat n fell...budden joanne dowan...so she gotto stand lor...den eunice cynthia dey all aso at mac...den dey come over...n we ask dem eat joanne fries...den jiu veri funny lor...we eat finish jiu go le...den joanne go same bus stop as me coz she go central mah...so we walk together lor...den as we reach bus stop my bus jiu come le...so i go 1st...anyway ciz i late tu go peiying le...so din pei joanne/..haha...den i told her fold down her socks...so funny lor...
den i reach pyps jiu meet sabrina mdm...n got lots of other HQ mdms n sirs...got some last time come tu ang mo kio de...den aso got the sir which was the i/c for o.a course (outdoor activities)...den aso dunno whether he rmb me not...den me connie durrah n another HQ sir was in charge for the 'watch my egg' game...each grp of cadets were given one packet of straws n one egg n they gotto make something tu protect the egg so tt wen dey throw the product down frm 2nd floor tu 1st floor...the egg wun break...quite a few grps did not break their egg...dey veri li hai...even connie durrah n me make de aso break lor...feel so shi bai...anyway...after all grps have played finish all the stations...we got campfire...real fire...den got campfire songs n all...so fun...den got so many cadets...pyps red cross member got lyk 90 plus cadets lor...i so xian mu...how i wish amkss aso can...be more united...n cadets dun always iso themselves...haish...gotto finish loads of homework...n revision too...arghh...so sianx...
-lurv redx-
trng finish we all jiu go mac eat lunch lor...den veri funny...we gu yi dun let joanne sit...haha...n we offered tu let joanne sit on the sit which sam sat n fell...budden joanne dowan...so she gotto stand lor...den eunice cynthia dey all aso at mac...den dey come over...n we ask dem eat joanne fries...den jiu veri funny lor...we eat finish jiu go le...den joanne go same bus stop as me coz she go central mah...so we walk together lor...den as we reach bus stop my bus jiu come le...so i go 1st...anyway ciz i late tu go peiying le...so din pei joanne/..haha...den i told her fold down her socks...so funny lor...
den i reach pyps jiu meet sabrina mdm...n got lots of other HQ mdms n sirs...got some last time come tu ang mo kio de...den aso got the sir which was the i/c for o.a course (outdoor activities)...den aso dunno whether he rmb me not...den me connie durrah n another HQ sir was in charge for the 'watch my egg' game...each grp of cadets were given one packet of straws n one egg n they gotto make something tu protect the egg so tt wen dey throw the product down frm 2nd floor tu 1st floor...the egg wun break...quite a few grps did not break their egg...dey veri li hai...even connie durrah n me make de aso break lor...feel so shi bai...anyway...after all grps have played finish all the stations...we got campfire...real fire...den got campfire songs n all...so fun...den got so many cadets...pyps red cross member got lyk 90 plus cadets lor...i so xian mu...how i wish amkss aso can...be more united...n cadets dun always iso themselves...haish...gotto finish loads of homework...n revision too...arghh...so sianx...
-lurv redx-
Monday, March 13, 2006
always live life tu the fullest.
dun let go of hopes.
hope gives eu the strength tu keep going
wen eu feel lyk giving up.
dun ever quit believing in urself.
as long as eu believe eu can.
eu will have reasons for trying.
dun hesitate tu reach out for help.
we all need it, frm time tu time
dun run away frm love
but towards love.
beause it is ur deepest joy eu ever have.
tu edna, sam, van, hamtaro, connie,
all my friends, all my seniors n juniors...
dun ever gib up... look at life frm a different
view...n always cherish wad eu have...
-lurv redx-
dun let go of hopes.
hope gives eu the strength tu keep going
wen eu feel lyk giving up.
dun ever quit believing in urself.
as long as eu believe eu can.
eu will have reasons for trying.
dun hesitate tu reach out for help.
we all need it, frm time tu time
dun run away frm love
but towards love.
beause it is ur deepest joy eu ever have.
tu edna, sam, van, hamtaro, connie,
all my friends, all my seniors n juniors...
dun ever gib up... look at life frm a different
view...n always cherish wad eu have...
-lurv redx-
Friday, March 10, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
hi everyone..quite long time never post le...haish...lets sae abt tis morn...woke up late n reached sch late...aiyah i bring my U n boots den i ran up the stairs lyk mad woman lidat...sorrie edna..made eu hab tu go change by urself...den took my U n boots tu change n we wen down tu foyer but saw sec 3s haven ready yet...coz kexin dun hab button ring or wad lar den mus use rafia string...haha tink of it den wanna laugh...den change here change dere...mdms dey all also rushing coz dey ownself late...den i tink dey angry wib us coz we din noe muz wear U or not...its eu all de fault wad...not ours...is eu all last min de okae...one msg sae muz wear U den another msg sae dun wear...eu making us luan lor...n eu all aso not sure...aiyah...dunno lar...den wen tu fall in n do UI...den aftr tt we fall in in parade square...den mr siva call our name den we gotto march n receive our certs...we din practise so the marching was lyk shit...my name was e last tu b called lor...den i marched up tu receive cert frm mrs sim...den sam n eunice sae my hands not 90 degrees wen i march...so pai seh...den finish assembly jiu change n go for chn class lor...so sian one...the whole dae was lyk practically boring boring boring...den sch end liao jiu go tu yishun sports hall tu support netball finals...amkss was gd but sports sch was even beta...anyway our gals did well too...
receive my result slip todae...e results is shitty can...sci cannot make it lar...
arghhh!!!...sux sux sux...i wanna go 3/4 de lei...but results lidat...how??? i guess i gotto improve...its still possible if i try...but...okae nvm/...going tu finish tt irritating article book for fu lao shi...
-lurv redx-
receive my result slip todae...e results is shitty can...sci cannot make it lar...
arghhh!!!...sux sux sux...i wanna go 3/4 de lei...but results lidat...how??? i guess i gotto improve...its still possible if i try...but...okae nvm/...going tu finish tt irritating article book for fu lao shi...
-lurv redx-
Monday, March 06, 2006
i've gt the red cross spirit, deep in my heart, deep in my heart, deep in my heart, i've gt the red cross spirit deep in my heart, deep in my heart tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, right in my head, right in my head, right in my head, i've gt the red cross spirit, right in my head, right in my head tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, all over me, all over me, all over me, i've gt the red cross spirit, all over me, all over me tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, deep in my heart, right in my head, all over me, i've gt the red cross spirit deep in my heart, right in my head tu stay...
I AM SIAO...arghh...i've gt tu tell myself not tu kee siao...some one save me...
- lurv redx-
i've gt the red cross spirit, right in my head, right in my head, right in my head, i've gt the red cross spirit, right in my head, right in my head tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, all over me, all over me, all over me, i've gt the red cross spirit, all over me, all over me tu stay...
i've gt the red cross spirit, deep in my heart, right in my head, all over me, i've gt the red cross spirit deep in my heart, right in my head tu stay...
I AM SIAO...arghh...i've gt tu tell myself not tu kee siao...some one save me...
- lurv redx-
jus wanna blog abt yst...amkss rcy did it...we gt 3rd in the north district for footdrill com....yeahh...qingyu they all came bac tu support...hey jus wanna tell eu tt eu guys rawk man...thx for coming bac...n after reaching sch we wen tu change...den left amkss in a small, mini bus...we couldn't sit coz scare dirty our U...den it was very crowded lar..but was fine after reaching bendemeer...den eric sir(mr chia) was aso dere...haish but din manage tu c him...saw him onli during the comp...we wen tu our holding area which was in a classroom...3 grps in 1 class...den mdms dey all ate while me n edna were dere feeling nervous...we keep singing kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa la...den fleonna joined in...we din wear name tag so scared minus points...den waited a while in class before had UI(uniform inspection)...me n edna was reserve den had tu stand at the bac...but we still had tu fall in...den the hq mdms n sirs check n tink n check n tink...den we all fall out n go downstairs tu the parade square which was where the com was held...i was so scared but after 15 mins we were done...wen jia did gd commanding...but i tink some of the squad members did some wrong...den dunno whether mr chia gt judge our sch anot...den after tt we all go the hall...where everyone slept...i slept n slept until the bois frm other sch so damn noisy...den wake me up...after was speech by the sir...den gt prize presentation...amkss rcy gt 3rd in north district!!!...wen jia wen tu collect the trophy...i was so happy man...n i was tinking amkss rcy can get 3rd after practising lyk onli 5 trngs...if we had practise earlier...we could have beat evergreen...but anyway...3rd is gd too!!!...den after tt...joanne cry...den make me wanna cry too...den suddenly i became very high...wen we were waiting for the bus...i kept laughing n laughing...partly coz vanessa aso siao siao...den after going into the mini bus...i was still siao....den we can sit le...coz anyway we all dirty le...the mdms were in high spirits...so dey tok tok tok...aiyah...den after reach sch..den wen tu change...den we go n eat lunch...qing yu dey all n the sec 4s aso gt go n eat...den we eat finish den left happily...i took same bus as linda n jestina n rosemary...they tok i listen....haha...den they lyk pang sei linda lidat...so bad...den rosemary left liao jestina jiu come n tok tu me...den linda aso tok...i reach my stop i jiu alight...i felt very happy...ystd is one of the best days in my life...gd job everyone...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Thursday, March 02, 2006
juz wanna blog abt ystd...i feel very bad lei...i tink amkss rcy not going for footdrill com anymore...sorrie lar...even though i feel bad...i juz wanna make it clear tt we are no spare tyre okae...juz bcoz eu can't find a replacement dosen't mean eu can juz put us down for everything rite? wen others dun come, eu treat us as replacement...but wen we dun go...we kana blame by eu all...aiyah...i dunno lar...i tink for once we made a rite decision...pls dun tell us so last min...will gib us heart attack de lei...tis not the 1st time...any way...nvm...hope tis kind of ting wun happen again...hey and anyway i tink i shall go tu support on sat...
ystd stay in sch crap wib lots of ppl...coz they all stay for class drama...last rehearsal le...i tink the ppls did well in the rehearsal...stayed until abt 6.30...going tu do homework le...oh n 1 more ting...i'm going tu go 3/4...i will try n i wanna become VI wen i go tu JC or poly...haha..might not b possible though...
-lurv redx-
ystd stay in sch crap wib lots of ppl...coz they all stay for class drama...last rehearsal le...i tink the ppls did well in the rehearsal...stayed until abt 6.30...going tu do homework le...oh n 1 more ting...i'm going tu go 3/4...i will try n i wanna become VI wen i go tu JC or poly...haha..might not b possible though...
-lurv redx-
Sunday, February 26, 2006
i am sorrie...i feel veri guilty now...pls dun guai we all le...we juz find tt its not rite tu have smth on sat...we rather have more trng during weekdays...do eu all noe?...reallie reallie sorrie...pls forgive us...do euu all noe tt the footdrill comp. is juz 1 week away?...how do eu expect we all sec 2s tu learn everting in 1 week?...its not possible can...1 week onli...onli if eu all had said earlier...maybe it is possible...but now?...i tink its too late...although we can try...but it might not be successful...eu all noe?...everything is last minute de...even talentime last dae den we practise practise and practise...haish...dunno wad tu sae le...everythings driving mee crazy...i reallie wanna go 3/4...but my chem lidat...how?...if i fail chem again...how tu go pure chem class??>..i jus wanna die...nth seems rite...everytings gone wrong...y??...coz i m stupid...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Friday, February 24, 2006
helloz everyone...i noe i long time neber blogged lerhh...coz no time...so stressed out...reallie wann get into 3/4 but i dun tink can lor...so i will settle fer 3/3...haish...feel lyk my life ish rotting...lyk tis blog...can't do anyting abt it...n so fraustrated...hab mixed feelings abt next yr...reallie can't bear tu split up wib the ppl dearest tu mee...n very scared tt next yr wen we become mdms...dunno whether the whole unit will dao bi anot...haish...onli 5 sec 2s lei...of which 1 always dun cum...so sad lar...n i wanna kill the person hu sae tt amk red cross sux...i tink tt person sux more lor...actually ish not the unit sux...ish the ppl...haii...anyway...maths...din do well...onli 15/25...haish...so upset...n hist...onli 16/20...sigh...dun tink i can make it oready...so demoralised...den the fu lao shi...make me feel even worse...keep asking us tu drop out of HCL...wad kind of teacher r euu? hope my life can improve...waiting fer tt someone tu come...everybody take care hor...heex...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Friday, February 17, 2006
i'm sick of hating ppl i hate...tt's y i try so hard tu b nice tu dem...but does it work?...i still hate dem...y??...the feeling of hatred ish so annoying...will anyone help mee? n sch makes it even worse...dere's pressure tu go tu sec 3/4 or 3/3 n i failed my science aso...i dun tink i can even make it tu 3/3...the teachers make mee feel so demoralised tt the whole dae in sch i feel lyk sleeping...sorrie if i've offended anyone...but tis ish wad i reallie tink...i'm glad dere's still my fwenz...thanks edna, sam, van, eun n the other gals n bois hu r dere fer mee...eu guys work miracles...i reallie need a break before i mentally breakdown...stress stress stress...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Saturday, February 11, 2006
haish...todae trng fun lar...coz ish ice breaker games mah...but b4 trng even start...edna jiu fall down..n wound ish quite bad lei...her knee, hand n finger aso gt lor...raining mah...so she slipped n fell...
den start of trng was tu introduce ourselves tu sec 1s...den we play blanket game...i can rmb sec 1s all de name lor...yiling, vivien(dunno ish a or e), nicholas and regina...shd b correct bah...den after a while jiu you water break...cum back jiu play another game...dunno wad its called lar...but quite fun lei...ish lyk sec 3s will give a pic of a place in sch...n the 1st place i guessed correctly...ish outside e library...den we all go dere...we gt split into grps...i was in alpha...in my grp were regina, nicholas n ms chan...den i was blindfolded...den my grp members had tu guide me tu collect ping pong balls which sec 3s stuck tu e walls all ard...den after a while...sec 4s came...joanne rosemary jia ling n jestina...den joanne n rosemary dang barrier tu block we pei blindfold de ren...den i bu xiao xin zhuang dao joanne...damn funny lor...den at 1st i dunnno ish her one...but hear her tok n laugh jiu noe lerhh...den my grp won coz we gt most number of ping pong balls...den after take off blindfold den joanne n jestina joined my grp...den next pic ish a pic of outside sci lab...on 3rd floor...den we run very fast den joanne n jestina cannot catch up...so funny lor...den we past the place but we din noe...den after we gt dere liao jiu go tu sci hub dere...den sec 3s ask jestina tu act a word or sentence out..den bravo grp oready finish 5 Qns but we onli ans 2...so we lose lor...but nvm...den we gt water break...after water break we played dog n bone...most of e sec 4s joined in...except wen jia rosemary i tink...den dog n bone alpha win...haha...den joanne was lyk siao lor...dunno y...too hyper i tink...den after tt we play hunter n squirrel...very very fun lei...den gt so much screaming n noise...i scream until no voice le...budden tis game was the most fun...so nice can...den play dunno how long liao den break again...
after tt jiu play whacko...everyone sit in circle...den 1 person go up den lyk start wib whoever...den e person muz call other ppl de name...den if next person neber call jiu kana whack lor...tis game aso quite fun but nt as fun as squirrel game...den after tis game jiu gt 1 last game...ish someting lyk charades...quite fun aso...den after tt jiu debrief le...debrief le den dismiss budden sec 3s still gt some admin stuff...den i tink dey pei sec 4s ma or wad lar....
den tml going out wib sam...looking forward tu it...
-lurv redx-
den start of trng was tu introduce ourselves tu sec 1s...den we play blanket game...i can rmb sec 1s all de name lor...yiling, vivien(dunno ish a or e), nicholas and regina...shd b correct bah...den after a while jiu you water break...cum back jiu play another game...dunno wad its called lar...but quite fun lei...ish lyk sec 3s will give a pic of a place in sch...n the 1st place i guessed correctly...ish outside e library...den we all go dere...we gt split into grps...i was in alpha...in my grp were regina, nicholas n ms chan...den i was blindfolded...den my grp members had tu guide me tu collect ping pong balls which sec 3s stuck tu e walls all ard...den after a while...sec 4s came...joanne rosemary jia ling n jestina...den joanne n rosemary dang barrier tu block we pei blindfold de ren...den i bu xiao xin zhuang dao joanne...damn funny lor...den at 1st i dunnno ish her one...but hear her tok n laugh jiu noe lerhh...den my grp won coz we gt most number of ping pong balls...den after take off blindfold den joanne n jestina joined my grp...den next pic ish a pic of outside sci lab...on 3rd floor...den we run very fast den joanne n jestina cannot catch up...so funny lor...den we past the place but we din noe...den after we gt dere liao jiu go tu sci hub dere...den sec 3s ask jestina tu act a word or sentence out..den bravo grp oready finish 5 Qns but we onli ans 2...so we lose lor...but nvm...den we gt water break...after water break we played dog n bone...most of e sec 4s joined in...except wen jia rosemary i tink...den dog n bone alpha win...haha...den joanne was lyk siao lor...dunno y...too hyper i tink...den after tt we play hunter n squirrel...very very fun lei...den gt so much screaming n noise...i scream until no voice le...budden tis game was the most fun...so nice can...den play dunno how long liao den break again...
after tt jiu play whacko...everyone sit in circle...den 1 person go up den lyk start wib whoever...den e person muz call other ppl de name...den if next person neber call jiu kana whack lor...tis game aso quite fun but nt as fun as squirrel game...den after tis game jiu gt 1 last game...ish someting lyk charades...quite fun aso...den after tt jiu debrief le...debrief le den dismiss budden sec 3s still gt some admin stuff...den i tink dey pei sec 4s ma or wad lar....
den tml going out wib sam...looking forward tu it...
-lurv redx-
Sunday, February 05, 2006
yoz...haha blogging abt ystd trng...haish...so damn wanna strangle the witch...dun let us see sec 1's isit?! huh...eu tink eu so great ah...let mie tell eu some ting...eu r not okae...eu r lyk shit can....spoil my dae...eu noe...we were all so looking forward tu see the sec 1's...n eu had tu do tis...purposely de rite?!...dun act smart coz eu r so not!!...
trng was sort of a rehearsal...all bcoz of the witch...dun wanna tok abt her anymore...sec 3's took so much time tu plan n eu give us tis crap...anyway...we played wif water...den i was half wet half dry...sec 3's..eu guys were great...haha den after tt we played hai dai...or wadeva..dunnoe how tu spell..after tt sec 3's dismissed us, but hu noes still gt foot drill..haii..den cara took over n jestina taught va...va, i hope eu can become same standard as us...haha..but i tink eu r a fast learner so shd b fine...den while we doing foot drill jocelyn n soh ee were scolding sec3's...so kan bu shun yan can...sec 3's doing pumping but we doing foot drill...reallie wanna help dem but how?...cara aso wun let de...dey will sae ish none of business...but how can eu watch ur seniors bei ma den eu do nth...how can?...maybe sec 4's can but i can't...after practising foot drill fer quite long...den cara dismissed us...we had debrief wif cara n jestina...but as dey were toking..sec 3's were doing pumping...so can bu guo yan...we sitting in shelter but dey outside in the sun doing pumping...den she so extra...ppl kana scolded so badly liao den eu still go n jia yan jia cu...irritating can...eu r another one i can't stand...can eu pls change...haish...eu all always ask us tu change, our attitude n attendance...we tried n we did...our attitude prob...we r okae le...we dun gib faces...but eu all lei...hab eu all changed?..no still the same chou lian..expect our respect in return?!...haish...dun sae le...
den i was surprised coz usually jocelyn vehh gd de lei...n cara always lyk face black black...den todae ish switch over...jocelyn kept scolding n scolding...n cara was nice tu us...i juz dun get it...do ppl's character change frequently?...maybe dey do...i dun wanna go n bother...haish...juz hope next trng CAN get tu see sec 1's n jocelyn dun be so fierce tu sec 3's....tt's gd enough...
-lurv redx-
trng was sort of a rehearsal...all bcoz of the witch...dun wanna tok abt her anymore...sec 3's took so much time tu plan n eu give us tis crap...anyway...we played wif water...den i was half wet half dry...sec 3's..eu guys were great...haha den after tt we played hai dai...or wadeva..dunnoe how tu spell..after tt sec 3's dismissed us, but hu noes still gt foot drill..haii..den cara took over n jestina taught va...va, i hope eu can become same standard as us...haha..but i tink eu r a fast learner so shd b fine...den while we doing foot drill jocelyn n soh ee were scolding sec3's...so kan bu shun yan can...sec 3's doing pumping but we doing foot drill...reallie wanna help dem but how?...cara aso wun let de...dey will sae ish none of business...but how can eu watch ur seniors bei ma den eu do nth...how can?...maybe sec 4's can but i can't...after practising foot drill fer quite long...den cara dismissed us...we had debrief wif cara n jestina...but as dey were toking..sec 3's were doing pumping...so can bu guo yan...we sitting in shelter but dey outside in the sun doing pumping...den she so extra...ppl kana scolded so badly liao den eu still go n jia yan jia cu...irritating can...eu r another one i can't stand...can eu pls change...haish...eu all always ask us tu change, our attitude n attendance...we tried n we did...our attitude prob...we r okae le...we dun gib faces...but eu all lei...hab eu all changed?..no still the same chou lian..expect our respect in return?!...haish...dun sae le...
den i was surprised coz usually jocelyn vehh gd de lei...n cara always lyk face black black...den todae ish switch over...jocelyn kept scolding n scolding...n cara was nice tu us...i juz dun get it...do ppl's character change frequently?...maybe dey do...i dun wanna go n bother...haish...juz hope next trng CAN get tu see sec 1's n jocelyn dun be so fierce tu sec 3's....tt's gd enough...
-lurv redx-
Friday, February 03, 2006
long time neber blog lerhh...lyk sort of neglecting it...haish...gt so many tings tu tok abt but lazy tu say it all...wen tu malaysia fer 1 week n missed 3 daes of sch...had fun but missed trng on thurs...edna said tt it was foot drill the whole dae...sort of sian lar...n no PT...heard tt cat came tt dae...haha..she finally came..lyk the mdms waited fer 1000 yrs den she appeared...hope she dosen't quit...
todae edna sam va eun and jia qi wen j8 watch 'i not stupid 2'...can't go...so sad...haii...nvm coz i will get other chance de...n tml gt trng!!...so happy...will get more recruit....dun wanna bring coke bottle...lyk quite ma fan lidat...but joanne say compulsory jiu no choice lor...haha...
n muz do DnT, dance and drama journal...hope wun hab much scolding frm mdms tml...ltr sec 1's gt bad impression...haha
-lurv redx-
todae edna sam va eun and jia qi wen j8 watch 'i not stupid 2'...can't go...so sad...haii...nvm coz i will get other chance de...n tml gt trng!!...so happy...will get more recruit....dun wanna bring coke bottle...lyk quite ma fan lidat...but joanne say compulsory jiu no choice lor...haha...
n muz do DnT, dance and drama journal...hope wun hab much scolding frm mdms tml...ltr sec 1's gt bad impression...haha
-lurv redx-
Sunday, January 08, 2006
todae was the CCA open house for sec 1s...wen tu sch late coz gt piano lesson...brought my Rc U in dust cover den reach sch de time i met cara..den she ask mie change into U..budden change le rite..den i gt no job tu do...so in the end end up roasting chicken wif va n edna...joanne n cara wear uniform tu roast chicken lei...den their shoes so muddy...gd ting edna, va n mie wear t-shirt tu roast chicken...actually raost the chicken fer sec1s tu c wad activities we hab onli lor...not fer eating de...anyway..i dun tink anyone dare tu eat...lyk half cook onli eat liao will lao sai de...
den ltr ks n chun you dey all ncc air de hab break den cum n c us...budden vehh sway leh...ks cum n tok tu mie n edna n va mah..den sumhow we were holding the 2 sides of the bamboo pole..den one side suddenly drop...the whole chicken drop on the floor siax...den we were lyk oh shit...zhi hou, mdms de lian jiu damn black le...we wan tu wash the chicken one...budden dey say throw away...so lang fei lor...no choice, muz listen tu dem...den we put another chicken onto the bamboo pole lor..but lyk vehh moody n sian de feelings...coz mdms gib black face...den we carried on lor...but gt nth tu do coz mdms dun trust us lerhh...dey ownself roast...so practically we sit on the bench watching the mdms roast chicken...after lyk a long time den qingyu call us say dun act so sad den muz go n help promote red cross...haish..but in the end aso we neber go n promote coz the sec 3s oready promoting...so actually we go tu CCA open house ish bai qu de lor...coz we go dere onli slack slack...so abt 2.30pm den dey let us go home after packing up...the day so sian...shd hab stay at home...coz we would not hab wasted a chicken n can sleep longer at home...
-lurv redx-
den ltr ks n chun you dey all ncc air de hab break den cum n c us...budden vehh sway leh...ks cum n tok tu mie n edna n va mah..den sumhow we were holding the 2 sides of the bamboo pole..den one side suddenly drop...the whole chicken drop on the floor siax...den we were lyk oh shit...zhi hou, mdms de lian jiu damn black le...we wan tu wash the chicken one...budden dey say throw away...so lang fei lor...no choice, muz listen tu dem...den we put another chicken onto the bamboo pole lor..but lyk vehh moody n sian de feelings...coz mdms gib black face...den we carried on lor...but gt nth tu do coz mdms dun trust us lerhh...dey ownself roast...so practically we sit on the bench watching the mdms roast chicken...after lyk a long time den qingyu call us say dun act so sad den muz go n help promote red cross...haish..but in the end aso we neber go n promote coz the sec 3s oready promoting...so actually we go tu CCA open house ish bai qu de lor...coz we go dere onli slack slack...so abt 2.30pm den dey let us go home after packing up...the day so sian...shd hab stay at home...coz we would not hab wasted a chicken n can sleep longer at home...
-lurv redx-
Friday, January 06, 2006
vanessa ish joining red cross...i m so gao xing...
sorrie va...did nt mean tu put ur name so so big...
hey vanessa...look..eu made so many ppl happy by juz joining...haha..anyone else wanna join?
tml gt briefing den sat gt sec 1 cca open house...tink of it jiu sian budden sumhow tink tt va joining jiu will kai xin le...
den 1st week of sch okae lar...but dun realli lyk teachers...but haii...nvm lor...sec 2 liao...miss sec1 days...but luckily still gt my beloved classmates...hope 2006 will b a gd year...
-lurv redx-
sorrie va...did nt mean tu put ur name so so big...
hey vanessa...look..eu made so many ppl happy by juz joining...haha..anyone else wanna join?
tml gt briefing den sat gt sec 1 cca open house...tink of it jiu sian budden sumhow tink tt va joining jiu will kai xin le...
den 1st week of sch okae lar...but dun realli lyk teachers...but haii...nvm lor...sec 2 liao...miss sec1 days...but luckily still gt my beloved classmates...hope 2006 will b a gd year...
-lurv redx-
Saturday, December 24, 2005
todae had training...was much beta den the others...anyway 7 ppl came todae...den all the 2006 sec 1's aso cum tu buy books n U...den aso c us do drills n all...i find todae de drills vehh slack compared tu tues de...anyway...do drills a while den jiu PT le...den do PT half way jocelyn jiu stop liao lorz...den we tok tok tok until dismissal...den jocelyn sae tt wj n jl trying hard tu change but sum how can't c the change in dem leh...edna n i can c tt jl ish actually trying lah...but sumhow can't seem tu reallie lyk her...y? y?...i aso dunno y...but wj ish lyk...still the same...i find wad jocelyn sae de ish vehh true...haha she finally managed tu get wad she was trying tu sae into our brains...
saw cynthia n va...dey were doing council duty...but din c sam...sam...i miss eu lots n lots...wen can we meet up? and thx edna fer the card and keychain...appreciate it alot...
-lurv redx-
saw cynthia n va...dey were doing council duty...but din c sam...sam...i miss eu lots n lots...wen can we meet up? and thx edna fer the card and keychain...appreciate it alot...
-lurv redx-
Friday, December 23, 2005
i've suddenly realised tt eyore ish so damn cute...eyore ish lyk so sweet n gentle...haha...haish gonna reallie miss sammy...neber c her fer lyk so long liao...den now she going tu malaysia...hope time passes quickly n i can c her again...
ish dere any possibility tt we can skip camp?...anyway sch ish gonna reopen le...den May gt camp again...edna...can we dun go...den sch reopen muz run duo duo...den gt stamina...haha
dere's nth much tu do these daes...n wen eu gt nth tu do...ppl tend tu tink of tings...n sum times i tink of ppl reallie close tu mie n ppl hu i hate...dowan tu actually hate dem de lah...but sum how c their faces jiu xian diao...
anyway tis fri gt trng...dey sae fer the new sec 1's joining amkss rc unit...n ish compulsary tu go...5 hrs lei...dun feel lyk going..cuz muz c sum ppl de chou lian se...haish...no choice anyway...
-lurv redx-
ish dere any possibility tt we can skip camp?...anyway sch ish gonna reopen le...den May gt camp again...edna...can we dun go...den sch reopen muz run duo duo...den gt stamina...haha
dere's nth much tu do these daes...n wen eu gt nth tu do...ppl tend tu tink of tings...n sum times i tink of ppl reallie close tu mie n ppl hu i hate...dowan tu actually hate dem de lah...but sum how c their faces jiu xian diao...
anyway tis fri gt trng...dey sae fer the new sec 1's joining amkss rc unit...n ish compulsary tu go...5 hrs lei...dun feel lyk going..cuz muz c sum ppl de chou lian se...haish...no choice anyway...
-lurv redx-
Thursday, December 22, 2005
haish...had training...was quite fun...and much much beta den all other trngs...she wen home early...n tt was a good ting else we would ren n c her face...lyk damn it...hu eu tink eu r...eu r onli our mdm rite...nt as if eu were our parents...scold ppl aso muz hab limit de wad...n haven eu heard tt all men r equal...equality...so actually eu hab no rite tu scold us de...okae...shall change subject le...dun wanna tok too much abbt tt...had foot drill for a long long time...learnt new tings...but sum how cannot rmb lei...and den do wrong tings den muz do pumping...so pai seh wen onli ish i do wrong...den muz down 3...den ah...we stand at sediya position for lyk 20 mins...so stupid lorz...in the sun sum more...den joanne jestina and cara go rest...den neber tell us got break...den dey rest hao le den cum n qu siao wo men...sae dey gib us break...we stand dere for lyk 20 mins...20 mins leh...wah lao...so idiotic...okae...den at least dey got gib us a few mins break after tt...den finish foot drill den got PT...run abt 4 rounds ard parade square...den jialing step on fangwei de xie dai...den hai fangwei fall down...good ting neber fall on fangwei...or not die liao...finally after PT we got recreation...played captain's ball...den i suppose tu block joanne..den she go tickle mie...pain sia..dowan fwen her liao...training end at 12.45...but fri still got another trng...haish...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Monday, December 19, 2005
these daes...sum ppl juz spoil my dae...can't dey juz get out of my life? can't dey c tt dey r irritating mie? i hate these ppl n i dunnoe if dey hate mie too..hu cares...dey better gt out of my way in case i get in their way...
i reallie dunnoe wad ish happening tu mie...i used tu enjoy red cross training..but now...i wanna b responsible but i juz can't...wen eu feel lyk eu r so down eu juz feel lyk cooping urself in the room 4eva...not tu even mention going 4 trainings...red cross still means alot tu mie but i...i dunno wad tu sae...
haish...i tink edna ish aso lyk mie...its not fair..life ish so unfair...no one will understand our feelings...tink i can break down anytime le..life ish juz meaningless these daes...
-lurv redx-
i reallie dunnoe wad ish happening tu mie...i used tu enjoy red cross training..but now...i wanna b responsible but i juz can't...wen eu feel lyk eu r so down eu juz feel lyk cooping urself in the room 4eva...not tu even mention going 4 trainings...red cross still means alot tu mie but i...i dunno wad tu sae...
haish...i tink edna ish aso lyk mie...its not fair..life ish so unfair...no one will understand our feelings...tink i can break down anytime le..life ish juz meaningless these daes...
-lurv redx-
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
haven blogged for 3 weeks le...now m finally bac frm NZ...the weather dere ish so nice siax...so cooling...bt miss my fwenz most wen i was dere...namely edna n sam...missed the amkss open house...wonder if connie went...bt i tink she most probably did...4 points...connie..maybe euu can appeal tu get in...n sam...pls dun try tu influence connie tu join GG...coz she wun de...she ish a red-crosser...she wun betray Rc de...haha...anyway...hope tu c eu n edna soon...lyk i feel lyk giving both of euu a big big hug..
...n one more ting...sam ish BFG de...hahaha...good luck tu ying xin hu ish joining GG...n hope edna n didi de relationship will improve...
-lurv redx-
...n one more ting...sam ish BFG de...hahaha...good luck tu ying xin hu ish joining GG...n hope edna n didi de relationship will improve...
-lurv redx-
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
haish..long time neber blog lerhz...den ystd wen bac tu peiying...assist in the practise for NFA...as usual..pyps ish in the competition...dey muz win...connie durrah hannis and xing jun...jia youz everyone...n bring glory tu pyps...and connie...i find tt eu r a great leader...eu actually can handle lyk a bunch of noisy brats...i aso dun tink i could do tt...mr chia need not worrie wif eu ard...now i finally understand y mr chia kept toking abt how gd eu were...bcoz eu were reallie gd...durrah and the other p6s...eu all were great too...anyway...amkss open house ish on 26 of nov...if i'm not wrong...those hu r free can cum...juz 4 fun even if eu all do not intend tu bcum an amksian...bt try tu go tu a sch wif RC...kiez...haish...slacking ard at home...nth beta tu do...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Saturday, November 12, 2005
any1...pls cum fer activities...n stop making mdms worried...i may sound lyk i mtrying tu pls e mdms but no..i m nt...i juz wan it tu fun wen every1 cums...wen i c BB de shi hou...i feel sho inferior tu dem...how cum dey hab sho many cadets n we hab sho few?...todae onli maurice edna n mie cum lehz...apart frm e mdms...sho shi bai n dui lian...but wad tu do..no one wans tu cum...sum r reallie busy but others?...okae nvm...take it tt i neber said anyting...haish...
-lurvve redx-
-lurvve redx-
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
aww...ystd wen bac tu pyps..e feeling iz sho shuang...haiz..helped mr chia wif e kids..haish..nt reallie lahz...juz wen dere slack slack take photos of dem...eu see..dey had tu clean up the other kids classrooms...sho ke lian..but ish gd exersice 4 dem...hahaz..dey vehh cute..arrange tables and chairs...den clean the lockers clean whiteboard...haish...all in abt half an hr..sho fast ritex?..dey aso had tu write reflection..muz write 1 page eu noe..n muz hand up before dey leave tu go home...haish...actually wanna go dere tell p6 muz cum amkss join RC de...but hu noes..dey wen 4 camp..den nvr go ystd..haish..den at e end..mr chia teach mie how tu do stick drills..but lyk vehh funny lehz..dunno y aso..nvm..at least i learnt smth..
wen tu get new specs ystd..coz my old one broke into 2..the new one ish lyk red/maroon...quite nice..but dunnoe whether suite mie nt...haish..waiting 4 a time wen 1/2 can meet 4 outing again...
-lurv redx-
wen tu get new specs ystd..coz my old one broke into 2..the new one ish lyk red/maroon...quite nice..but dunnoe whether suite mie nt...haish..waiting 4 a time wen 1/2 can meet 4 outing again...
-lurv redx-
Saturday, November 05, 2005
had training todae...haish...i was late...and da moment i stepped into sch...i was asked tu march tu ic weilin and ask 4 permission tu fall in...wah...do again and again...until finally da mdms let mie off...dunno wad happen tu dem lahz...den we were punished tu do dunno wad ting lahz...bend knees den stick out hands...for seven min mind eu...my legs were shaking aand lyk keep on fa dou after recovering...den i was lyk shaking lyk jelly...den i tink e mdms wanted tu see us for smth...wen tu canteen tu find wj cara and jestina...wah scold scold scould...wad i gib faces and gt attitude...den sumore complain i lesson time nvr tuck in shirt...dey nt even my form teacher or wad...sho duo guan xian shi for wad...wen 4 PT...ran 3 rounds until the xin yu pushed mie down accidentally...haish..xin yu...pls dun anehow try tu tickle ppl lahz...den sumore eu whole person fall on mie siax...whoa...ribs hurt and gt scratches on both knees and on ma hand...haish...i noe eu r nt much beta den mie...bt hey...eu pushed mie down 1st...haha...den joanne bang wo cha yao...haha damn pain siax...mie and xin yu tried tu escape by saeing wanna go toilet xiao bian and da bian...heex...but jocelyn n joanne dun believe us..haish..no choice but tu juz face e music...den fu yao hou jiu debrief lerhh..nt many ppl come todae...sho mdms i tink ish quite disappointed...but nvm...at least gt some cum...beta den nth...
tml gt linkamania...muz go hq...haha can see mr chia coz he going too...long time no see him liao...kinda miss his nagging..haish..treasure wad eu hab or eu will regret wen eu lose it...sad..my parents dun let mie go tu anyting else/activity after tml de hq event...even UG camp i aso cannot go...i vehh shang xin...but wad tu do..dey r my parents after all...going NZ..hope tt will cheer mie up on e tot tt i will b missing a lot of activities lyk open house and camp...hope edna wun be too lonely...
-lurvredx-
tml gt linkamania...muz go hq...haha can see mr chia coz he going too...long time no see him liao...kinda miss his nagging..haish..treasure wad eu hab or eu will regret wen eu lose it...sad..my parents dun let mie go tu anyting else/activity after tml de hq event...even UG camp i aso cannot go...i vehh shang xin...but wad tu do..dey r my parents after all...going NZ..hope tt will cheer mie up on e tot tt i will b missing a lot of activities lyk open house and camp...hope edna wun be too lonely...
-lurvredx-
Monday, October 31, 2005
community singing was fine ystd...but was lyk vehh long...den i had sore throat which made life even d more difficult...had tu change into full uniform after d short practise in d morning...den had tu run lyk 3 times from AVA room tu e toilet tu help mdms get their white shorts and bag...but no complains...hahaz...
2 skools..namely broadrick and huayi came tu our skool...sirs from HQ came aso...joel sir ambrose sir wei jian sir and another i dunno wads his name...den gt a few mdms aso...dey come tu help us do e filming...after 'cutting' sho many times...finally finish for e 1st half...had lunch...was quite okae...den 2nd half was boring...as we had tu ake turns between d 3 skools..we had tu wait 4 lyk one hr juz 4 one skool tu come out...din noe wad dey were doing inside the room...filming ended lyk 4.30 , 5...den we watched the tapes...not too bad...but i was feeling vehh bad...dunno y...but was feeling sick...whole body ache and bad sore throat...head sho giddy..finally the whole ting ended at abt 5.45...wen we all were dismissed...mummy came tu fetch mie...lucky 4 mie...or else i would hab collasped...went home feeling sick all over and slept straight away...slept until todae abt 9.45 den wake up..felt better sho i blogged...
wanna wish edna and didi 2gether dao yong yuan...
2 skools..namely broadrick and huayi came tu our skool...sirs from HQ came aso...joel sir ambrose sir wei jian sir and another i dunno wads his name...den gt a few mdms aso...dey come tu help us do e filming...after 'cutting' sho many times...finally finish for e 1st half...had lunch...was quite okae...den 2nd half was boring...as we had tu ake turns between d 3 skools..we had tu wait 4 lyk one hr juz 4 one skool tu come out...din noe wad dey were doing inside the room...filming ended lyk 4.30 , 5...den we watched the tapes...not too bad...but i was feeling vehh bad...dunno y...but was feeling sick...whole body ache and bad sore throat...head sho giddy..finally the whole ting ended at abt 5.45...wen we all were dismissed...mummy came tu fetch mie...lucky 4 mie...or else i would hab collasped...went home feeling sick all over and slept straight away...slept until todae abt 9.45 den wake up..felt better sho i blogged...
wanna wish edna and didi 2gether dao yong yuan...
Saturday, October 29, 2005
training todae was 3 hrs...quite short but vehh xiaan...community singing and total defence tok by BB sir...community singing was lyk okae but itz still xian...sang and sang...den i had cough...in d end cat made mdms angry coz her attitude was bad...she din wanna sing but tml was community singing le...mdms had every right tu get angry...but cat reallie din lyk singing...sho it was no use forcing her...hope mdms will forgive her...wish mie gd luck 4 community singing tml...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Friday, October 28, 2005
todae recess was e best i ever had...last dae of school and we had tu clean up e class...recess...ppl from 3c came tu our class...still wondering y ms low ever let them into 1/2...WJ was dere too...wah lao...and she acted lyk mad person lyk tt...even didi said so...den had fun wif e table...edna's poor poor table...well...sam edna and mie sat on e table and eunice pushed us out of e class and dowan let us in...pang seh wo men...sho bad...den finally...somehow...we managed tu get back in...den mie and edna decided tu carry qian hui using 2,3,4 handseat...whoa...qian hui ish quite light...haha...wanted tu swing her e wae ambrose sir and weijian sir swing edna during improvised stretcher...hahaz...very farnee...okae if eu dunno wad i'm toking abt den nvm...after tt..ms low went tu get e cake..den sang happy b'dae tu e oct nov and dec b'dae ppl...finally e 3c ppl left...suppose dey gt smth on...heex...
after skool...went tu watch netball match...den went tu run 4 rounds around e skool...i ran wif edna while sam took short cuts...met joanne and other commitment house de ppl near e field...dey practising netball...den ard 6 lidat we went home...juz wanna sae sorrie tu one person...i suppose va edna sam audrey and cheryl noe abt it...haha...itz a secret...okae nvm...
tml gt red cross training...
-lurv redx-
after skool...went tu watch netball match...den went tu run 4 rounds around e skool...i ran wif edna while sam took short cuts...met joanne and other commitment house de ppl near e field...dey practising netball...den ard 6 lidat we went home...juz wanna sae sorrie tu one person...i suppose va edna sam audrey and cheryl noe abt it...haha...itz a secret...okae nvm...
tml gt red cross training...
-lurv redx-
Monday, October 24, 2005
wah lao...see mdm jocelyn de post jiu very sad...she sae lyk tt...lyk we every training nvr come lyk tt...itz truue gt some ppl nvr come lahz...but she lyk tt sae itz not fair tu those hu gt come rite?...we fridae get bac results...cry lyk siao...but we still enthu come 4 training worz...dey dun reallie understand us lahz...but eu see...sec 1s...we alwayz gt come training de...den everyting iz lyk even we not enthu aso gt participate de...fridae i dowan come training de...gt uniform inspection...den see mdms de lian se...jiu sian diao le...but we still come...we still participate in community singing den saturday me and edna gt go the wad evac ting until 5...we aso nvr complain wad...left house at abt 10...but reach Bedok at oni 11.15...we take abt 5 trains juz tu reach...we were fang at 5 den reach home at lyk 6 or 6.30...very tired...but did we complain?...no rite?i noe wenjia and joanne aso go...dey go even earlier...and dey todae gt kayaking...xin ku ta men liao...but wad abt rest of mdms?...nvr rite?...anewae...nvm...itz over...sho i hope mdms will understand us better and try tu respect our feelings...i tink we will aso try tu respect mdms feelins de...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
EXAMZ OVER LIAO...i sho damn happy...tues, wed & thurs no skool lehz...but fri getting results slip...i tink i dead liao...sure get fail fail results de...how?...my mummy and daddy will sure chop mie into a hundred pieces de...haiz...i gotto look on e bright site of life...[fri maybe got RC training]...i sho happy...went out shopping ystd wif edna sam yf qh va eun; damn fun...dey tot of going kbox...budden tot not hua suan sho nvr go in the end...went window shopping at orchard...clothes nice sia...but vehh ex...haish...slacking ard in the house now...got nth to do...but polish bootz...haha...i noe i vehh bo liao...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Sunday, October 16, 2005
haish...haz been a long time since i came here...ppl r alrdy complaining to mie liao...but now exam time reallie no time to blog sia...den after tt got stress and wad 'sure fail' mood in 1/2...i sho sad tt cannot go and c e NFA squad on 19 nov at HDB hub...those ppl hu free, go and c kaez?...but nvm...at least i get to attend e pyps rcy P.O.P...according to mr chia...my juniors r damn li hai...heex...learn foot drill wif drill stick liao...whoa lyk sho clever lorz...budden last time aso dun hab foot drill in primary sch wad...den now hab...of course my juniors will beat mie in foot drill lahz...haiyo...but nvm...mie not jealous of them...coz i very contented tt we got NFA champ liao...sho i not xian mu of e p6 members [...actually i m...juz trying to make myself tink i'm not...]... examz ending and rc training drawing near...can't wait 4 mdms' scoulding...muhahaha...and of course my favourite, foot drill...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
long time no blog liao...heez...no time...i reallie wish dere was RC training...life iz meaningless w/o it...i reallie wan red cross training...but exams coming...hab to study hard or my mummy will complain & nag & nag...i can't stand life already...ystd went bac to pyps...but found out it was too late...the RC training over liao...reallie wish tt all the NFA kids will put in their best 4 the competition...so tt pyps will b victorious and other schs will fear us...heez...den to all those in p6...mus study hard 4 the PSLE...get gd marks...and come to amkss kaez?...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Friday, September 30, 2005
haiz...todae dunno the weather god angry or wad...i got so wet tt when i got home i was fuming mad!!! my shoes wet lyk siao...gd ting tml dun hab sch or else i would b so angry tt i bao xue guan...hey tis is to all hu noe!!...i m not a les...& i dun lyk u-noe-hu...van if u sae it one more time...u r gonna get it from mie...one more ting...i m not the person hu lyk wj or mc or j...dun sae tt abt mie...esp glenn tan...i tell u...tease mie one more time & u'll get it from mie...i mean it...joanne...now for eu...since i hab told eu...dun u dare tell any1 else or i will reallie produce u the quit letter...u will see...i will SURELY join GG...heez...
Monday, September 26, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
weex...hamtaro...u rawk man...u r damn cute...u deserve wat u got...b'coz u r the best...u uniform reallie rox...north district DAD!!! so lucky lor...position so high...make sure u come to amkss to oversee rcy training ah...i will try my best to go back to pyps to help...rest asure...& next time pls dun call me yl...thx...call mie -lurv redx- kiez??...wan mie to sae more?...u rox man!!!...heez...-lurv redx-
Sunday, September 18, 2005
haiz....itz boring...todae's so called community singing practise turned up to b a load of crapshit...i tink the NCO's r reallie disappointed at our attendance...heez...went to red cross house...3 schs went...broadrick, hua yi & amkss...joel sir was dere...someone whom mr chia noes veri well...seems to me...wei jian sir was our ic...whoa...he iz so...dunno how to sae...learnt new songs and cheers. did the friendship dance...had to dance wif e u-noe-hu...u-noe-hu...sorrie to e person...but i reallie dun lyk u man...ambrose was e ic 4 hua yi i tink...he reallie looked lyk and sounded lyk mr chia...mistook him 4 mr chia's bro...hu iz leonard...tt's wad he said...heez...mr chia iz so great lor...noe everyone dere...after e practise finish...he called...he owes me fund raising gold & service gold etc....so happy...he's gonna pass to my sis on mondae...luv red cross...heez
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Monday, September 12, 2005
i'm sorrie
all i wanna sae 4 todae iz i m sorrie...i m sorrie...i tried my best but we still lost...NCO's and all rc teachers, including mr chia...i hav let eu guys down...i m really sorrie...i will try harder reallie...pls forgive mie...dere were 30 schs...and we couldn't even get into top 3rd position in north district...iz my fault...i was too unstable wif e stretcher...i reallie didn't mean to skip lunch...but i really had no appetite...if i could turn the clock bac...i would hav eaten...so tt i could be more stable wif e stretcher...but itz no use...the competition iz already over...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Thursday, September 08, 2005
oo...i long time nv post liao...haiz...no time peeps...sorrie abt tt...1st aid competition is coming in 3 days time...and i getting very scared...nervous...haiz...lyk i lost all my confidence liao...haiz...but no matter wad...rcy will always b united as a unit & all the cadets will come 4 every training, rite?jus wanted to let all MDMs noe tt wadever it iz...u guys all rawk! u all r e best mdms i ever had (u r the oni mdms i have)...heez...newae...red cross rox 4eva...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
Sunday, September 04, 2005
todae...had piano lessons...@ 8.30am...den went for selling of redx charity draw tickets...went wif edna & joanne...combed 3 blocks of flats in AMK...each 25 storeys high...sian...but managed to sell 1 booklet of tickets each...i noe iz very little but iz better den ming qi dey all rite...walk until so tired...joanne nv slack...she lyk wonderwoman lyk tt...she nv stop at all lor...li hai...got nth to say todae lah...haiz...
-lurv red x-
-lurv red x-
Saturday, September 03, 2005
heez...i noe i haven't blog 4 few days...now got time...shall blog all i wan...starting frm ystd...sch was supposed to b closed @ 2.30 so joanne, maurice tse wei and mie went to mac 4 e 1st aid tingy...was so xian...den maurice and tsewei liven tings up by singing e new version of e red x song...we all laughed lyk siao...den i wanted to escaped...but tupid maurice's foot was in e way...so couldn't after all...damn it!
had fun...den maurice had an idea of stealing joanne's fries...we distracted her...den tse wei go take...was so funny sia...dey both eat under e table...den abt 3.30 they both had to go...leaving me and joanne @ mac...suddenly realised was so xian...so went bac to sch to find sam & edna...after both of 'em went hme...left mie & joanne again...sam dragged us to e bus stop...and she & edna went hme...tupid lah...den mie & joanne tok until lyk 5.40 lyk tt den go hme...
-lurv red x-
had fun...den maurice had an idea of stealing joanne's fries...we distracted her...den tse wei go take...was so funny sia...dey both eat under e table...den abt 3.30 they both had to go...leaving me and joanne @ mac...suddenly realised was so xian...so went bac to sch to find sam & edna...after both of 'em went hme...left mie & joanne again...sam dragged us to e bus stop...and she & edna went hme...tupid lah...den mie & joanne tok until lyk 5.40 lyk tt den go hme...
-lurv red x-
Thursday, September 01, 2005
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!...to all teacher's in e world...even to e mdms...4 teaching us 1st aid bah...hee...oo...tml got red cross meeting 4 e 1st aid comp.--so excited...dotz...ystd went bac to pyps...saw mr eric chia...he rox my world sia...to bad tis red cross 1st aid comp. he will not b coming...but instead mrs chong will b going...will miss him b'cuz he was dere 4 me in pri. 5 1st aid comp. heehee...hols r coming...will miss u guys...by e way...all guys...pls go to jia ling's blog...e pics r damn nice...
-lurv redx-
-lurv redx-
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