NDP trng today was okkae..just that whole body aches coz of ystd de pumpings..haish..sec 1s, u guys de drills reallie must improve sia..or not next yr cannot join footdrill comp le..
btw i hate the wad sir thiam wei or wad larr..i aso dun like sir azmi n another BB sir..but wad to do..they r sirs ma den must respect them..
haish..nth much abt today de NDP trng leii..

oh..n one thing to add..wen xinyu mdm had to leave for the real NDP, mdm kexin gave us hentak kaki command..den as mdm xinyu, wearing her full uniform, walking outside the main gate, passed our squad..she gave us berhenti command..den we behentied. i was thinking..how much satisfaction does she get wen like her squad/unit does wad she says n all..n yet how much disappointment n hurt can she get wen her cadets dun do wad they r supposed to do..or they dun come for trng..haish..i suppose its hard for the chairpersons of the unit as there will b lots of setbacks..=( just hope that the attendance for all trngs r full..its the least we can do..=)

for now i'm gonna rest n study for maths test..see i so guai..heehee. jkjk. =)


p.s i feel i'm having a reallie bad attitude problem. should be pms bah..dun irritate me if possible. i m highly irritative. =)

waah..today de trng is abcdefg (copyrighted from van) larr..hahaha..stupid sia..
we, as in edna yin yin n me kena tekan..shiok ah..haha..
helped the rest clear their punishment of 50 pumping each..which
means we each person gotto do 116 pumpings..siao eh..
wen the rest went to take RCK bronze, edna yinyin n me were doing drills
den bei jiao into the RC room..i hate that feeling..i sucks. trust me..

den inside..got xinyu, kexin n weilin mdm...wah seh..they pro leii..they asked us lots of things..n wen we couldn't ans, dey shouted at us. sianz. den we started doing pumpings..we did 110 in all..n held it there at pumping position for like 10 mins..n we did level 1 position for also abt 10 mins..do until my whole body tremble dao siao..den i in level 1 position still can laugh..i dunno y..maybe coz i was oready shaking le so laugh den will help..heehee. i reallie dunno wad i toking. =)

den the aftereffects of the pumpings ah..wah..can die man. even worse than wen we held it there sia..my hand shake n shake n shake..den qiyu help me put the deep heat rub ah..den make it even worse can..so hot lorr.. waaah i nvr wanna put that thingy again..haha..

den prior to e quitting of CAC..qingyu n ms tan wanted to tok to us, edna, van, yinyin n me..den ms tan was reallie disappointed can..n qingyu was like quite angry with us.. reallie sorry larr..i tink we reallie din put in enough effort..well, hopefully we can join again CAC next year..

den after e CAC tok, we packed our stuff n guess wad?? edna cried..so sad
right?? n even worse, van cried too..n i saw it..n i burst into tears..how come?? we MUST b emotionally strong n aso must b physically strong. oh..but we oready r quite physically strong. hahas.

actually, today de trng is more xiang yang..more like the trng we had before..coz ever since the sec 3s took over..trng was very slack..pardon me for saying this. this is not an insult but hopefully u all can c this as a suggestion on how u all can change.

anyway..i just wanna tell all my fellow cadet mates..we must jian chi dao di..n i wanna tell our YO tt i'm sorrie for all the disappointments i caused u guys to have. n sec 3s i will keep our promise that we will change de okkae?

so fast almost going to exams le..sianz..hopefully everyone will do well..=) gonna prepare for tmr de NDP le..cya!! =)

today's trng is fine..quite fun larr..and i got a chance to hug the RC flag..heehee=) n 2 commonwealth RC members came to our sch to join in the RC contingent for NDP..n they bang chao loud can..

after we finished trng, edna, sam, van, juliana n me went to j8 eat lunch n take neoprintts...gang hao singapore idol roadshow was there so we wentt den saw jonathan they all..den van wen mad over him n jasmine..

finally at 3++ we wen home..n this stupid thing that happen made me realise that people like her should reallie be killed.
me, van, sam n juliana were rushing into the train coz the door was almost closing le..den there was this lady with her so 'fragile' child..we dunno got accidentally knock into her anot..den she started scolding us leii..like what the hell larr..u tink i will put up with ur farking nonsense??
sorrie hor..just to let u noe..i'm not so kindhearted kk..she scolded us, saying that her child was there. she say that how can we push lidat? WHAT THE HELL..she was blocking our damn bloody way!! AND SHE DARE COMPLAIN??!! the door would have just closed on us leii..n wad more, HER CHILD WAS STILL HAPPILY SMILING AWAY!! n she come n tell us that we shouldn't shove around? THEN HOW R WE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SUPPOSE TO ENTER THE TRAIN W/O THE DOOR CLOSING ON US??!!
if lidat..den how abt if she were in ORCHARD ROAD? i tink she would b scolding every single person in orchard road!!i reallie can't stand tis kind of ppl..so bu yao lian ah..if i were a meanie i would have just told her to SHUT UP! okk..enough abt those kind of ppl..
i'm tired..gonna sleep now..bye people..
p.s i hate rumors!

will you be my friend?? i feel alone..tt nobody's there for me..i reallie hope that someone can take my hand and tell me tt they will be there for me..always holding my hand..it will be the best ting tt ever happened in my life..

there were so many changes since sec 1.. n this yr reallie ish shitty..if i had known tt this yr would turn out like this, i would wish tt sec 1 2005 would never have ended..


why is my life such a disaster? why did i take everything for granted? why was i so greedy? why din i cherish everything that i had? why did so many changes take place? why did u change the way u treated me? why was i left alone? why din i change wen i knew tt wad i was doing was wrong? why was i such a failure? why did the old u die? why din u take my hand hold it forever? why did u let me go? why did i cry? why did u cry? why are some things so fated to be? why why why?


i just wanna be a happiie gal wif many friends..is that too much to ask for??

thurday's trng was like dunno wad shit..did loads of pumpings lar..anyway captain ball is reallie damn fun and the sec 3s r doing quite well as mdms..heehee.=)

den today de ndp trng very sianz..but the onli fun part is that we do combined drills..all UG together..so united..den so sad u noe..coz RC and BB not enough ppl so we had to combine..who was the person who suggested tis?? rrrr..so angry.. we reallie need to recruit more cadets lar..but is like nobody wanna join..haish..hopefully things will change..

today's post is short and sweet..hope NDP will be a success..=)

ystd was SYF actual day le..so fast n 12 or 13 trngs r over le..haish..m gonna miss all the new friends and VIs i made there..but hopefully can c them again maybe wen go for courses, competitions or next yr NDP..the VIs for marching contingent r desmond sir, wai min mdm, ambrose sir, david sir, qing xiang sir, denise mdm, janessa mdm, sarah mdm, patricia mdm, yongcheng sir, nicholas sir..n still got alot others but i forget le..den only a few come for most of the trngs..which is ambrose sir, david sir, and denise mdm..den got another few who go for only internal trng..which is yong cheng sir n wai min mdm..den got also some who go only for combined trng..which is qing xiang sir, janessa mdm, and nicholas sir..den the rest is like come for 1 or 2 times only..so many sirs n mdms..say until i confused liao..

n btw ystd the victorian school perform a very good skit which they made in like only 10 mins..so pro lar..giv me half and hr i tink i aso cannot do a skit as good as theirs lar..den the skit focused on 1 mdm n 1 sir..i dowan to name or not ltr i kena sue den die..but the skit was very funny for us cadets n the rest of the VIs but embarrasing for that sir n mdm..den aft the skit the VIs gotto perform for us den we request for that sir n mdm to do slow dance..den they reallie do lei..(maybe they r reallie together lar)..somemore we dim the lights den very romantic..(we cadets very bad hor..X)) den aft the dance desmond sir say speech..aww..so touching..

i tink our RC unit in SYF is very very very united..even more united den our amkss unit lar..our unit is like one grp here one grp there de..den so not united..the SYF unit is like one for all, all for one..den we sing song together do drills together, play together and work together..reallie very fun..n somemore we din noe each other in the beginning..but still can b so united..n finally our RC unit in SYF become one of the most outstanding contingents..=p

anyway..we will b getting our syf t-shirts and badges soon le..so happy!! den got extra one badge..eh..it makes a diff de okkae..

p.s happy b'dae sam!