No one will fucking understand. Understand how it feels like to have everything and then nothing.
Time is but a given number;
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Fts
No one will fucking understand. Understand how it feels like to have everything and then nothing.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Curiosity kills the cat
It shouldn't be this way, but I find myself wanting to hear that answer so badly. Just like you want to hear mine.
We wanna know but we're afraid to ask, for fear the answer might be hurtful.
Who doesn't wanna be the best? C'mon, let's face it, everyone does.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
(Post created on 28th March 2009, left unfinished)
W:
Your simplicity is what makes me feel so comfortable when I'm around you. You're innocently-adorable, but not ignorant about matters in most aspects. You may have another side which I'm unaware of, but I believe that this side of you that I see remains dormant most of the time.
....
It's gonna be your 21st birthday party in a few weeks. Damn, we're all growing up so fast.
Do you remember those days we 'hung out' outside your class during recess? (': Those were 'cute times' I'd like to think of them as.
Hope you'll have a great 21st.
Love, protection, possession
Every time that we quarrel I feel myself pulling away, and maybe if you don't hold on tighter, one day I might just slip away.
They say: Love is not possessing.
But I'm not 'they'. Everyone views love in a different light.
Thursday, April 07, 2011
Monday, November 09, 2009
I really don't know why I'm feeling what I'm feeling right now. Its like, the sudden emptiness; a huge hole that I've been sucked into temporarily.
It's been a real long time since I felt this way, not to mention, I don't really like this feeling.
I kinda wish that there's something I can hold onto right now, maybe someone? Or something? Anything. There used to be people I could call straightaway - hence erasing this feeling totally, now, I'm not sure. Everyone seems to be caught up in their own lives - which IS of course, the correct way. Things change, & people move on. But then sometimes, I just want to stand still. Will there be anyone left in my radius?
Thursday, October 01, 2009
"Sometimes I try so hard, but all I get is rejection from you. I give up, okay?"
I say this to myself everytime things do not work out, but I have never given up. And thing is, most of the time, I don't know what I've done wrong.
Now: Fine, suit yourself. I'm not going to be the only one that is giving. You have to do your part for things to work. But know that I'll still be here, as I always foolishly am.